Although the two characters Qingyu drew on the ground were scrawled, I could still read them out at a glance. Those two characters were "Baochuan".
This is a place name. The place itself may not be well-known, but it is the location of the barren mountain. When I mention Baochuan, I naturally think of the barren mountain, and then I think of Qingqing. Nothing in the world can happen without a reason.
, Qingyu can still clearly remember the place Baochuan when she has lost most of her consciousness and thinking. What does it mean? It means that she must be familiar with it.
From this, the question that had been bothering me before came to mind again. Qingyu, what is the relationship between this woman and Qingqing? I don't believe there are two such similar people in the world.
The plan to go to Nanjing to find the old monk Wu Nian was immediately cancelled. We changed our itinerary and headed to Baochuan. At that time, Baochuan was a very small place and the transportation was quite backward. It took a lot of trouble to get there. We were sitting on the train halfway.
On the car, Qingyu pressed herself against the car window, staring blankly at the scenery outside the window. Summer is the most vibrant and passionate season of the year. Qingyu seemed to be infected, and she became a little happier. When I handed her the water
When eating food, she would smile gently at me.
That kind of smile is very light, but it is like the most beautiful picture, and like the starry sky, bright and flawless.
After getting off the bus in Baochuan, I deliberately gestured to Qingyu and asked her where she was going next. Baochuan County is shabby and small, just as I guessed. Qingyu really has an impression of this place. Among the stations in the county
, she can already recall the way out of the station.
By this time, I could actually guess that if Qingyu was allowed to choose her own route, her destination would most likely be the barren mountains. I followed her calmly, and she took me to a small small space outside the station.
In the square, there are some tricycles gathered there, which can take people who come to Baochuan to any place in the county. Qingyu can still speak, but for some unknown reason, she rarely speaks. In front of those tricycles, Qingyu is confused
, she probably wanted to tell the other party where she was going, but she was unable to do so.
"Let's go." I said my destination to the owner of the tricycle.
We got off the car far away from the barren mountain. There was not much scenery on the other side of the barren mountain, but the natural ecosystem was well preserved. Once we arrived here, Qingyu's memory may be even more profound, and I almost didn't need to guide me.
, she knew the way into the barren mountain. I followed her silently. We entered the mountain all the way from a place far away from the barren mountain. There was no one around. It was empty and silent. I could only hear the chirping of insects and whispering footsteps in the mountain.
Get up and jog all the way.
Walking on this familiar mountain road, I suddenly had the illusion that I was following Qingqing into the mountains. Everything that attracts my attention may have its causes and consequences. For this mountain road
It's so familiar, it turns out to be like this.
My guess was absolutely correct. The place Qingyu wanted to go was the barren mountain. From a distance, I saw the huge coniferous pine. At this time, it had been standing in the barren mountain for many years, surrounded by wind and rain.
Not moving. Qingyu ran all the way until he ran under the canopy of coniferous pine trees. It felt like hiding under a parasol in the scorching sun of midsummer.
The dark green tree canopy was like a canopy. Qingyu stood under the canopy and raised her head gently, closing her eyes. She slowly raised her hands, and the expression on her face seemed to be intoxicated. She liked this smell and atmosphere.
She may have been here in the past, but I don't know when. Besides, Qingyu can't express herself, and I can't figure out what she wants to do here in Barren Mountain. She doesn't seem to have any reason for coming here.
Come to think of it, she stood silently under the canopy of the tree for several hours. When the sun set and the sky began to darken, she walked under the canopy and walked to the big stone, turned over and sat on it.
That stone still looked like I had seen it before. At that time, Qingqing and I were sitting on it, looking at the bright moon on the barren mountain.
The weather is very good. After nightfall, the stars in the sky begin to twinkle. In such an environment without any obstruction or pollution, the night is extremely beautiful. Just look up and you can see a night sky that is as deep and mysterious as a starry sky map. This is
After a few days of contact, Qingyu has completely trusted me. I have been taking care of her, and she can feel my care and kindness. She sat on the big rock and waved to me, gesturing for me to sit on it too.
We sat side by side, looking at the night sky. At this moment, time and space seemed to be confused and intertwined. I couldn't even tell whether the person sitting next to me was Qingyu from the past or Qingqing from the future. I also like it.
This feeling is quiet and easy-going, but also has a touch of sadness that goes deep into my heart.
This scene made people unable to help but be fascinated. After sitting for a while, I inadvertently turned around to look at Qingyu. She was looking at the starry sky, as if she was in a daze. I don’t know when, two drops of crystal water slowly overflowed from the corners of her eyes.
Tears, she didn't cry, but those two tears slid down her cheeks little by little.
Maybe, before her accident, she had been to this barren mountain with few human traces. She had been sitting quietly on the big rock and looking at the night scene just like she is now. Or maybe, when she was looking at the night scene, there were still people beside her.
There is another person. In the quiet night, it is warm and romantic to watch the stars in the sky hand in hand with the person you like.
Seeing her entranced expression and the two tears in the corners of her eyes, a faint sadness arose in my heart. I didn't know if I was feeling sad for her, or jealous. In short, the sadness was gradually spreading.
It made me feel very uncomfortable. I was born in poverty and grew up in an orphanage, but I have never felt that I was inferior to anyone in my life. I have always been optimistic and confident, but at this time, I felt a deep sense of
Pity.
I feel ridiculous. What I regret is that the person who accompanied her here to look at the stars, why not me. I never thought that one day in my life, I would regret because of a woman who is so much older than me.
, and sad.
I lowered my head, feeling a little depressed, but suddenly, I felt a soft, warm hand gently placed on the back of my hand.
The feeling was like an electric shock, painful and happy at the same time. I turned my head and looked at Qingyu. She turned her palms over. Her fingers were slender. I couldn't help feeling warm in my heart, and the two hands were immediately held together.
At that time, this was already a very intimate act between men and women. I felt that happiness was like a tide, drowning me in an instant.
She looked at me and smiled happily. In her bright eyes, there was a love that could not be concealed even if she wanted to. That is the most sincere emotion, and no one can stop it.
When my heart moved and she smiled, it was like all the flowers in the world bloomed in an instant. Such a scene always makes people want to burst out the deepest emotions in their hearts. Her smile gradually disappeared, but her face turned red.
, she just looked at me like that, slowly closed her eyes, and raised her head slightly. Her lips moved, and they moved a centimeter closer to me.
What she needs now is a hug and a kiss.
I felt that my heartbeat was constantly accelerating. She looked so beautiful in the night, as if she had not been contaminated by any breath of this world, and was otherworldly. I also fell into a daze, and she held my hand tighter.
That should be a message, a message asking me to kiss her.
I didn't expect the emotion to explode so quickly, and I was even a little panicked, just like a boy in love for the first time, shy and shy. But I didn't dare to look at her, but I wanted to hug her. Involuntarily, I closed my eyes.
However, in that feeling of happiness, there is always something, like a hair or a shining thorn, that stirs and stimulates my heart.
I opened my eyes, and her eyes were still closed, but at some point, two more tears rolled out of the corners of her eyes and continued to flow down her fair and smooth face.
I finally understood why my heart felt like being pricked by a thorn, with a dull pain that was unbearable.
In her memory, Barren Mountain is a section that can never be erased. Perhaps a few years ago, the scene we are experiencing now happened before, but it was not me who wanted to hug her and kiss her at that time.
.
She only remembers that night that made her enchanted. She remembers hugs and passionate kisses, but she may not be able to remember who the person who gave her hugs and kisses was.
She just treats me as another person, that's all.
A kind of loss that goes deep into the bone marrow, immediately draining away the warmth from my body. I am a man, I have self-esteem, when a woman mistakes me for another man, I am just a shadow, I should
I waved my hands and walked away. But then I thought about it, to Qingyu, her world, and her life, I was just an outsider who accidentally broke in, a bystander. What reason did I have to turn around and walk away so gracelessly?
She is very pitiful, she has forgotten many, many things, she is lonely and cold, and all she wants is a warm hug that she will remember to this day.
Thinking about it, I started to smile, but let out a long sigh in my heart. I hugged her gently and stroked her long black hair. My shoulders can give her support, and my arms can let her cry as much as she wants.
There is only so much that can be done.
After coming to the barren mountain, Qingyu didn't want to leave. I took some things with me and could cope with it for a while. I could almost tell that with her current state of mind, she had no purpose in coming to the barren mountain. It was just in her mind.
That unforgettable memory prompted her to do this. I don't know how long I will stay here. What worries me most right now is how to get her back to normal.
On the second day after arriving here, it started to rain. The temperature in the mountains is relatively low. It feels a little cold when it rains. I don’t know if the temperature difference is too big to make Qingyu uncomfortable. When eating the next day, she suddenly started vomiting.
.
I had no experience, so I gave her a little aspirin, but she couldn't stop vomiting as soon as she started. She vomited violently for two consecutive days. People in our time relied on medicines and hospitals. What I know
, mostly first aid for trauma. Faced with such a situation, I was immediately at a loss.
She vomited for three days in a row, which made me feel that I could not delay any longer. I wanted to take her out of the mountain to the hospital for a checkup. But she refused and kept shaking her head at me. She didn’t want to leave here. Looking at her pale face, I suddenly felt