I was so confused that I couldn't find any clue at all. But at this moment, I couldn't help but think of the scene when I saw Qingyu in the basement of the small hotel in the middle of the night before coming to Kunlun. In my impression, Qingyu has died, died in the barren mountains, died in front of my eyes, and left this world with endless regrets and sorrow.
There are many questions that cannot be thought deeply about. Once you think deeply about them, you will fall into an endless loop, unable to find the answer, and be tortured by confusion forever. But now, I can't help but think about it.
Thinking of Qingyu, I once again realized that I was probably not the first discoverer of this phenomenon. Someone already knew about this. Otherwise, Qingyu would not have followed him in that strange way at that time and place. I'll meet.
I don’t know what to do with Su Xiaomeng and Fan Tuan. I can’t even tell the difference between these two corpses and the two people waiting outside the cave. Who is the real body? I lowered my head and looked at my wrist. The hands of the watch are rotating normally and there is no difference in time.
Is this the secret that the Yuantu people try their best to hide?
The space behind the big slope was still very deep. I couldn't sit still while sitting, and I was eager to know what would happen next. I stood up in a hurry, and finally took a look at the three corpses lying among the rocks. Then I walked away. I walked along the bottom of the slope until I reached the end of one side. From here I could continue to move deeper into the space. However, when I stood here, my body suddenly shook violently, and cold sweat broke out on my forehead. It drips like rain.
I may not be able to control my psychological reaction, because as I stood here, even though I still couldn't see anything, the terror suddenly exploded. I didn't dare to move even one step. I felt that if I continued walking, I would be in danger. I will be doomed, and no one can save me. That result is not just as simple as death, but may be more painful than death.
This feeling immediately frightened me. It was an unprecedented fear, beyond everything. I had to slowly retreat, and the idea of continuing to explore disappeared without a trace. Although I was very unwilling to leave like this, I thought about it. , or was forced to return to the place where he had just stood, climb up the steep slope, and run along the original path to the square entrance of the cave.
Fan Tuan and Su Xiaomeng had been waiting outside the cave. When I ran back, the two men immediately came over to greet me. Seeing that I was safe and sound, they were relieved. But when I looked at them again, I always felt a sense of sadness in my heart. It feels very strange and awkward.
"Brother, what's inside? How far have you walked? Did you find anything?" Fan Tuan opened his mouth and asked.
"We walked for a while. It was a very ordinary journey. There was nothing." I patted his shoulder. The flesh on his body was very thick and had a normal body temperature. Under the light, Fan Tuan's big shadow could be seen reflected on it. On the ground, his breathing and heartbeat all showed that this was a living fat man who lived a very happy life.
"Oppa, there's nothing?" Su Xiaomeng curled his lips and looked at Fan Tuan.
I don’t know if my nervousness has not fully recovered, which makes my expression a little unnatural. In short, Fan Tuan and Su Xiaomeng don’t believe what I say. They question it, but I don’t know what to say. Once I tell them this kind of thing, It will inevitably cause uneasiness and suspicion between the two people.
I ignored them for the time being, turned around, walked a few steps, and sat next to an iron ball. At this time, I realized that nirvana seemed not to be a rumor or a lie. The dead and the living were all intertwined in the same world.
inside.
Nirvana, does it really exist?
"Brother, tell the truth." Fan Tuan came over again, sat down next to me, and said: "From the moment we met, I regarded you as a friend. I think you are honest and reliable. The three of us will work together.
Is it considered life-and-death to get here? I hope you won’t hide some things from us. Xiao Meng and I are not stupid. If we can’t tell it to others, we will be rotten in our stomachs if we hear it. Not a word will be leaked, even if we are old
If An asked, we wouldn't tell him."
"That's right, that's right." Su Xiaomeng quickly said that she would keep it secret.
For the first time, I lost my opinion. I didn’t know whether to tell them the truth or continue to hide it. If anyone else asked about this, I would probably refuse and fight to the death without revealing a word, but Su Xiaomeng and Fan Tuan, invisibly
They were also participants in this strange thing, and their "bodies" were still lying among the rocks inside the cave entrance. After hesitating again and again, I looked up at Fan Tuan.
"Brothers, we are friends, close friends." There was no trace of hypocrisy or deceit in Fan Tuan's eyes, which reminded me of the way he looked when he was rushing to explore the road and carrying a heavy backpack.
"Fan Tuan." I thought for a while and said, "I'm not taking the opportunity to negotiate any conditions with you. It's just like what you said. If you treat me as a friend, don't hide it from me. I want to know, what is your first
When I looked at bronze with Lao An in a private room of a bar, what did I see? The patterns on the bronze, including the bronze, all the information is very important to me."
"This..." Fan Tuan was a little embarrassed. Lao An may have repeatedly warned him sternly that he must not tell anyone about the situation at that time.
"It's really important to me. I need this information." I didn't plead, I just reiterated the point.
"Okay." Fan Tuan lowered his head and thought about it, then said, "I can say it, but you must not leak it out again. If Lao An knows that it was me who told the story, I won't say anything about the consequences. You know."
"Thank you." I said, "But you have to remember that this is not a transaction. There is no transaction between friends, just communication."
"I understand." Fan Tuan grinned, and then said seriously: "Actually, until now, I can't tell whether the experience at that time was my illusion or what, but I always remember those contents.
.”
At that time, it was entirely because of the piece of bronze I provided that Lao An had reached a certain amount of bronze, so he called the members of the circle together for a discussion. Fan Tuan didn't understand anything, and he just followed Lao An's instructions.
Do it. In the private room, they pieced together several pieces of bronze into a whole piece in a certain order, and then Lao An hung a special lamp above the bronze. Tuan Fan didn't recognize that kind of lamp. The lamp emits purple light, similar to ultraviolet light.
Such light.
Several people who participated were sitting around the bronze. The bronze itself was opaque, but the pieces of bronze miraculously projected onto the ground under the purple light. The patterns on the bronze were reflected on the light curtain.
The innuendo was very clear. Seeing those light curtains and patterns shaking back and forth, Fan Tuan's eyes began to spin. Next, he couldn't tell whether what he saw was from the light curtain, or whether it was from the light curtain.
I meditated on it in my mind, but it's a bit ethereal anyway.
"It's very chaotic. It seems like the whole world is in complete chaos. There are people running around everywhere." Fan Tuan said: "I am also in it."
What Fan Tuan saw was a chaotic world, just like a prosperous city before encountering a war. The order had completely collapsed. All kinds of people dragged their families with them and tried their best to escape. The crowds were so dense that they were almost
Unable to walk, Fan Tuan was running away with the crowd.
"Then I saw myself." Fan Tuan licked his lips, took a sip of water, and said, "That feeling was so strange."
Fan Tuan saw not only himself, but also his family. Under the leadership of Fan Tuan, the family tried to run farther away from the crowd. Although Fan Tuan knew that he was in a private room at the time, no matter what he saw,
What he saw was definitely not real, but the feeling was so realistic that he couldn't help but sweat. He saw "himself" with his father and mother, like a humble insect, among countless insects.
Desperately looking for a way out.
Immediately afterwards, the crowded crowd suddenly became chaotic. The surrounding high-rise buildings collapsed in pieces, and the ground began to crack. The sky was as gloomy as the night. The crowd was completely destroyed in such chaos, and large areas of buildings were shattered.
Blocks fell from the sky, and the earth shook for a moment, as if it was the end of the world.
Many people were smashed to death, their flesh and blood were mutilated, and some were swallowed up by the cracks that burst out from the ground. All in all, it was very miserable. Fan Tuan "witnessed" the tragedy in front of him and was at a loss. He always followed "himself" closely, watching
"Myself" led his family to escape in a hurry, but the devastating blow covered every life. Suddenly, a huge piece of building debris roared over, and all of Fan Tuan's family was hit below.
"All I can see is their exposed legs." Fan Tuan swallowed, feeling lingering fear.
The whole family died like this. As a special bystander, Fan Tuan could not bear such a scene. He seemed to have seen himself being smashed to death. He could not forget that after "he" was completely crushed by huge pieces of debris, he still felt
Legs twitching slightly.
These are all images reflected by the patterns on the bronze.
When Lao An turned off the light, Fan Tuan was still immersed in panic. What could be more frightening than seeing "himself" die in front of his eyes? It took a long time before Fan Tuan recovered from the panic.
After breaking free, he secretly rejoiced that what he saw today was just an illusion.
"Since you know it is an illusion, what are you still afraid of?" I asked, because I remember that when Fan Tuan came out of the private room, his expression was very unnatural, and the sweat on his forehead was still flowing down.
"I know it's an illusion, so I'm not that nervous anymore. It's like watching a horror movie. As long as I leave the cinema, my mood will recover." Fan Tuan smiled bitterly and said, "Before I left the house,
Lao An said a few words to me."
"what did he say?"
"He told me, he told me very seriously." Fan Tuandao said: "He said not to think that what I saw today was false. Those scenes had really happened."