When I got home, before I even entered the door, I heard Yang Qian's dissatisfied complaints coming from inside the house, as if she disliked the room or something, and then my dad and Liu Xiuqing's obsequious explanations came.
I pushed open the door and walked in with Tang Ange. I saw several large boxes of clothes placed in the center of the hall. Yang Qian was walking around on the second floor, as if she was choosing a room.
"This room smells too musty! - Oops, look at the cracks on the wall! - The windows are not facing well, how can anyone live there! You must have bought a house!"
These are all complaints from Yang Qian who dislikes the room in my house. My house is one of the first batch of houses built here. It has been almost 20 years and my dad has not bought a house. He said that the house prices in the future will be expensive and he will save money for me.
I bought it with my husband. Besides, although my house is a 20-year-old house, the outside decoration is a bit old, but the inside decoration is good. It has everything we should have. It is large in area, three floors, and the upstairs is for rent. Later, the road
It was moved to the door of my house. It has convenient transportation and a good location. Some people said before that they wanted to spend 800,000 yuan to buy it. Why did Yang Qian say it was worthless?
"If you are not used to living there, then buy it and see which area of our city you like."
"Dad, why do you want to buy a house?" I walked over and asked my dad.
My dad didn't expect me to come back, so he smiled awkwardly, scratched his head, and said that the house at home was old, and if he couldn't live in it, he should buy one.
I looked at my dad in surprise and then at Yang Qian. A question welled up in my mind, but I couldn't say it out loud at the moment.
"Yang Qian, why did you come to my house to sleep?" I asked Yang Qian. Yang Qian glanced at me and was too lazy to talk to me. She still didn't mind that I pushed her downstairs. My dad looked at our awkward atmosphere and hurriedly
The explanation comes out:
"I want Qianqian to come back and live there." After hesitating for a while, he looked up at me and said to me:
"Caiwei, there's something I don't know how to tell you."
I already had a premonition of what my dad wanted to say to me, so I pulled him to sit on the sofa and said to my dad:
"Dad, tell me, I'm listening." My dad looked at Yang Qian who was looking away for a while, sighed, and said to me:
"Actually, actually Qianqian, she, she is your sister, the sister with the same father but different mother."
I didn't show the slightest surprise at what my dad said after hesitating for a long time:
"Oh, it was born before you married my mother."
My dad was surprised by my calmness and suddenly covered his face and buried his head in his knees:
"It was all my fault in the first place. I really don't deserve to live in this world. I really don't deserve it!" He choked up as he spoke.
When Yang Qian saw my dad crying, she also walked downstairs and asked my dad:
"I also want to ask you, why did you abandon me and my mother in the first place? I don't like the bad woman my mother is. It doesn't matter if you abandon her, but why did you abandon me?"
My dad didn't speak for a while, and his whole body was trembling. Liu Xiuqing felt a little distressed when she saw my dad like this, and told Yang Qian not to ask, and to let him go after he had passed, but Yang Qian refused and insisted.
My dad told her clearly in front of her!
Looking at my dad's thin shoulders now, I feel heartbroken. Who doesn't make mistakes? If you make a mistake, you can forgive it if you don't make it again. What I'm afraid of is making the same mistake again and again.
"Yang Qian, do you really want to know why your father abandoned you?" Tang Ange, who had been silent all this time, spoke, looking at Yang Qian with serious eyes.
"You know? What do you think? I would like to know what reason my dad gave to shirk this matter!"
"This matter has nothing to do with your dad at all. More than twenty years ago, your dad was entangled with Caiwei's mother because he was a descendant of the royal family. In order not to drag you and your mother down, your dad abandoned you.
It may have been a bit decisive for you at the beginning, but in the end it was for your own good. By the way, I forgot to tell you that Caiwei’s mother is a ghost, not a human. Caiwei is also a half-ghost and half-human species.
At a certain time, you have to drink blood and eat meat. Do you think your father still dares to recognize you? Your mother finally got the chance to marry, and she married someone from the same family. Presumably your mother also wanted to be a good person.
Your dad watched it. Let your dad see you as a dad with another man, watch you go crazy, watch you fall, don’t you think your dad won’t feel heartbroken? This kind of pain that you want to recognize but can’t, I’m afraid it’s only you.
Dad knows, but you said such chilling words to make your dad sad. It’s really selfish. Have you ever thought about your dad’s feelings?”
I never thought that Tang Ange would use me to help my father get away with it. If this matter is handled well, then it is good. If it is not handled well, I will not have the only thing in the world that can accommodate me.
I don't know why, but I always feel like Tang Ange is blocking my way out.
After listening to Tang Ange's words, everyone in the room was stunned, including my father and Liu Xiuqing, but none of them said anything because they knew that Tang Ange was helping them and helping my father redeem the crime he committed more than 20 years ago.
mistake.
Yang Qian was stunned. She looked at me, then at my dad. Then, her eyes moved to me, and then to Tang Ange:
"You mean, you mean, Caiwei is half human and half ghost? Don't lie to me. I have played with Caiwei for so many years. I know best what kind of person she is. Tang Ange, don't think that you are
Ghost, I’m going to drag Caiwei into the water!”
Tang Ange saw my smile, and when I heard Yang Qian's slightly protective tone, I knew that our previous friendship would not be lost so easily. She just liked blind willfulness, but now, I want her to
I tell her that she cares about me, instead of asking her to tell me that she cares about me.
I opened the door of the refrigerator. There was some uncut meat in the refrigerator. Tang Ange put the meat on a plate and helped me carry it. I stopped using a knife and fork and grabbed the plate in front of Yang Qian.
I stuffed the meat into my mouth bit by bit. The taste of raw meat was fishy and salty, but I was used to it. In fact, I still thought the meat I ate in the ancient tomb was delicious. It had a bit of blood flavor and was rich and sweet.
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After a while, more than half a kilogram of meat was stuffed into my mouth. Yang Qian, my father, and Liu Xiuqing were all frightened by my posture, with eyes full of fear and disbelief.
"Are you afraid of me? I don't want to be like this, but there is nothing I can do. I am also afraid that you are afraid of me, and I am also afraid of myself." When I said this, I started crying. It was true. Sometimes, I
I am also afraid of myself, extremely afraid.
Everyone was silent, but I could see that Yang Qian's eyes had lost all her hatred for my father. I thought I was half successful.
After being with Tang Ange for a long time, I will be infected by his logic of thinking. He always does things calmly, and everything seems to be far away from the main event. However, everything is important, and everything is important.
Everything as trivial as a trivial thing is all about gathering strength and giving others an unexpected fatal blow at the last moment.
This is how he treated me, and I am now learning his methods and using them on the people I care about.
Tang Ange took me to wash my hands. When I entered the bathroom, Tang Ange stretched out his hand and tapped my forehead. He said to me with some praise:
"Caiwei, I find you have become smarter."
I didn’t know what was going on, so I blurted out:
"I learned this from you."
Suddenly, the atmosphere around me solidified, and I realized that what I said was wrong. I wanted to explain, but I couldn't say anything. I learned this from him. He had always used this trick in the past.
deal with me.
After leaving the bathroom door, I saw that the atmosphere in the hall was better than before. Liu Xiuqing and my dad had already gone to work on the evening meal, while Yang Qian stood stiffly in the hall, looking at me, a little at a loss.
The smile was very embarrassing and ugly.
"Caiwei, I really don't know what's going on. I, I, you also know that I have a bad temper, willful, and don't see the good in others..."
When it came to the latter part, she probably felt that she couldn't speak anymore, so she turned around and ran to the kitchen, saying that she was going to help Aunt Liu cook.
Seeing the three of them busy in the kitchen, I felt that I was already a redundant person. I didn’t know what to say for a moment, so I forced myself to smile at Tang Ange beside me:
"Dear, do you think my dad really loved my mom back then? Look, the names of the women he's looking for are all the same as my mom's."
"You are wrong. Maybe your dad still thinks he loves your mom, but the place in his heart is already Aunt Liu. If your mom stands in front of your dad now and asks your dad to choose between Aunt Liu and her.
, your dad will still choose Aunt Liu in the end."
I felt a little funny and continued to ask:
"Then how do you know? Doesn't it mean that what you can't get is the best? If you love someone, no matter how long they leave, you will continue to love them?"
"That's just a high-sounding lie in this world." Tang Ange smiled sarcastically:
"When you love someone, the separation reaches the limit of endurance. If someone breaks in, you will fall in love with the new person who breaks into his heart. The old person is just a kind of nostalgia, or even forgotten, just like I have been to you for thousands of years.
I had someone I loved before, but now, I only love you."
"What about the future? If I leave you in the future, will you no longer love me?"
Tang Ange looked at me. I couldn't see the look in his eyes clearly, but I smelled a dangerous aura emanating from him:
"Caiwei, do you think I will let you leave after I understand this? No matter whether you love me or not, I will not let you leave. As long as we can be together, even if you want to kill me, I will
I can make you fall in love with me, but if I really let you go, that means I no longer love you."