It is almost unnecessary to think about it. Of course I hope that Xiaolang will be reincarnated. I don’t want him to be a ghost in his next life. I hope that he can live well like a human being. Even if I am a half-ghost, if I find someone to marry and regenerate Xiaolang
If so, his desire for spiritual energy would not be as strong as that of others, and he would not be much different from humans, and he would be able to live a normal life like us.
I didn't tell Tang Ange about this idea because I didn't think it was necessary. Xiaolang was in my belly, and Tang Ange and I were not married, so he had no right to interfere with my choices.
Although Tang Ange and I sat together, we didn't say a word for twenty minutes. Later, Zhao Sanmei came out and asked me and Tang Ange how we were thinking about it.
"I want Xiao Lang to be reincarnated. I don't mind waiting for him for a while. I want him to be more like a human being after birth and be able to blend in with humans."
Zhao Sanmei glanced at me, turned to Tang Ange and asked:
"What about you, do you also hope that your child will be reincarnated? If that's the case, judging from Caiwei's tone, Xiaolang is no longer destined to be with you."
I didn’t wait for Tang Ange to answer, and gratefully accepted Zhao Sanmei’s words:
"Aunt Zhao, please don't worry about him. He has nothing to do with me and Xiao Lang. Aunt Zhao, can you let Xiao Lang reincarnate? I can prepare for it when he is pregnant."
"No!" Tang Ange looked at me and said no!
"Why? Why?" I looked at Tang Ange unwilling to be outdone. If he has the right to control my child after eating his food and sleeping in his bed every day, then I have also eaten my father's food and slept in his bed.
If I live in my father's bed, this child is also my business!
Tang Ange held my wrist tightly, as if he wanted to cut off my hand. He leaned towards me with his whole body and looked at me with an aggressive look:
"Xiao Lang is mine. I don't want him to become a human being, let alone my woman and son to become someone else's wife and child."
"That's what you brought upon yourself. I gave you a chance, but you didn't cherish it. Now you suddenly say something like this. What do you mean?!"
When Zhao Sanmei saw that Tang Ange and I were quarreling, she quickly pulled us away and asked if she still wanted to have an abortion. If time went on like this, even if there was a chance, there would be no chance. Otherwise, let Xiao Lang do it himself.
Come and choose, his choice is more useful than the two of you sitting here for hours!
When Zhao San was not talking, he took out a dark box from under the cabinet, scratched the box up, down, left and right a few times, and then put the box close to my stomach.
A faint wisp of smoke filled the air from my stomach. It took a full seven or eight minutes for Xiaolang's body to lie in the black box. His body was still as weak as before, but this time it was not weak.
It was shaking so hard.
"Xiao Lang, tell your mother, do you want to be reincarnated so that you can answer your questions in your mother's belly sooner, or do you want to be a little ghost? If you are a little ghost, you will have to soak in the jar for two or three years before you can come out. If you want to be reincarnated, you will be reincarnated."
It doesn't matter in the next few months, mom will be waiting for you."
"Mom, I want to be a little ghost. I don't want to be reincarnated. I know, Mom, you no longer want to be with your father. You will find someone else and give birth to me with someone else. But I don't want someone else to be my father. I
I just want daddy!"
As Xiao Lang said this, he struggled and climbed up from the box, and ran towards Tang Ange's arms, hugging him without letting go.
I never thought that Xiaolang would be so reluctant to let go of Tang Ange. I called Xiaolang softly and asked him if he could really endure being soaked in a jar for two or three years.
Xiao Lang burst into tears and said he was willing, as long as he could come out and see Tang Ange and me, he would be willing to hang out for another ten years.
I cried. I didn’t want Xiaolang and Tang Ange to have anything to do with each other, but I couldn’t control Xiaolang’s thoughts. I thought I could work with Xiaolang to leave Tang Ange out in the cold, so that Tang Ange could also experience being left out.
What a feeling, but Xiaolang's words made all my thoughts go to waste.
"Mom, do you know that when you are sleeping, dad will come, hug me, and give me energy so that I have the energy to come out and play with Sister Yuye and Brother Jinzhi the next day
, Mom, dad also named me Tang Chenliang, and I wish me good health all my life. I originally wanted to tell mom, but I was afraid that mom wouldn’t accept it now, so dad waited until the matter was over before explaining to mom, but
Xiaolang can't wait for that time. Mom, Xiaolang has seen so many things happening. Please forgive me for not being able to give you the kind of love that a little man can give you. Dad is a hero, and dad is in Xiaolang's heart.
big hero!"
"Stop talking."
I told Xiaolang to stop talking. Although Xiaolang said he was my son, he was not a woman, nor was he me. What happened to Xiaolang was already the straw that broke the camel's back, even if it didn't break the camel's back in the future.
But in the end, the camel still fell. If Xiaolang’s words can revive my heart that is already dead to Tang Ange, then my heart is too easy to be deceived, but it is because my heart is too
I was too easy to deceive, so Tang Ange would hold me tightly and make my life worse than death.
After that, none of us spoke again. Zhao Sanmei saw that we had acquiesced in Xiaolang's decision, and asked Tang Ange and I to enter the room, saying that Xiaolang was already so big in my belly, and in order to prevent Xiaolang's
The spiritual energy and soul were dispersed, and while they were being taken out of my stomach, I had to draw spells to calm the soul. Such a lot of things sounded very complicated.
Because Zhao Sanmei’s home didn’t have such good equipment as a hospital, she couldn’t inject me with anesthesia. Because it took a long time for her to take Xiaolang out, and she didn’t know if Xiaolang could survive it and hear my screams.
The consciousness will also be clear, and the chance of success will be greater.
Looking at the metal instruments placed in front of me, thinking about how these things would torture my lower body, I almost fainted with fear, my legs were aching, and I wanted to cry. Indeed, I already cried.
Zhao Sanmei saw my scared look and said that she knew I would be scared. If I chose to have another baby, I would have to go to the hospital to deliver the baby. It would be almost as painful as this, and the pain would be in vain. In fact, it was wrong for Xiao Lang to be a ghost. At least he didn't have to live in this world.
In this dirty society, a family can go wherever they want. This is a happiness that others cannot envy. She asked me to prepare and she was about to start. Tang Ange sat next to me, stretched out his arms and hugged me, and put his strong
His shoulder touched my lips. I was a little disgusted. I just wanted to push him away, but before I could use any force, a shrill scream came from my mouth. I was so scared that my whole body was shaking violently and I cried bitterly.
My eyes were runny and my teeth were sunk into Tang Ange's shoulders. I was so frightened that my soul had already dispersed into the sky. I hugged Tang Ange tightly and fearfully crawled into his arms. Tang Ange hugged me tighter and tighter.
tight…….
When everything had calmed down, Zhao Sanmei was already holding the clean Xiao Lang in front of me. He was already in human form, but he was already dead. Xiao Lang's soul was sealed in his body, only
Leave it to Zhao Sanmei to raise. After two or three years, if no accident occurs, Xiao Lang can come out.
Looking at the little boy in my arms, he looks so cute. His eyebrows look exactly like Tang Ange's. When he grows up, he will definitely be a beautiful boy with flowers in full bloom.
"I made a promise to you before I adopted Xiao Lang. If you raise such a kind ghost, the chance of death is greater than 70%. If anything happens to Xiao Lang, you should not come and destroy my store. I am so alone.
A person has to rely on this restaurant to make a living."
More than 70%! I was immediately stunned. In this case, what is the difference between that and death?! My eyes were so wide-eyed with shock that I looked at Xiao Lang who was already in the jar and burst into tears.
Suddenly it slipped down silently, and I felt extremely distressed. That child was mine. Other people's children were still living happily in their mother's belly, but Xiaolang had to hold it in for two or three years in this narrow jar.
Nian, he is so active, will he feel uncomfortable?
"Also, I forgot to mention that I have sealed your whereabouts this time with a barrier. No one can find you while you are here. If nothing happens in the future, don't come here often, so as not to
Bringing some crooked people to Xiaolang will bring unnecessary danger to her.
I looked at my flat belly, opened the pot and looked at the little man in the jar, and cried and agreed to Zhao Sanmei's request. Tang Ange thanked Zhao Sanmei, picked me up in a hug, and was about to go back.
I immediately told Tang Ange to put me down with an expressionless face, saying that I didn't want to go back to the ancient tomb anymore. Really, I begged him to let me go. It was good for him and good for me.
Tang Ange looked at me and smiled sadly:
"I said, I won't let you go. Don't have useless illusions anymore."
Seeing Tang Ange say such words so calmly, I really wanted to cry without tears. I angrily raised my fist and punched Tang Ange in the face. Tang Ange didn't hide or stop me. Instead, Zhao Sanmei grabbed me.
Hand, I want to be satisfied.
"Xiaowei, stop hating Mr. Tang so much. Apart from your immortal father, you are the only one who dares to do this to him." When Zhao Sanmei said this, she seemed to realize that he had said the wrong thing.
After a pause, he added: "My memory is not very good. Anyway, if it weren't for the things Tang Ange is doing now, there would be no future for you. I can't reveal too much, I just remind you.
Come on, can you really bear to watch Xiao Lang stay in the jar for so long while others are happy? Go back and do what you want to do."
I looked at Zhao Sanmei in surprise, I had a hunch that she must know something, but just when I wanted to ask her, she immediately turned around and closed the door, saying that it was getting late and that she was going to bed.
I was helpless, but I still understood the meaning of her words, and turned to Tang Ange and said: