There is nothing more painful than the stab in the heart from the person you love most, and there is nothing more profound than the realization of despair about love.
All of this was originally my own wishful thinking. Although I knew that I was no longer worthy of Tang Ange's love, I still naively imagined that Tang Ange would love me until the end of his life. Now that I think of this thought before, I want to scold myself for being stupid.
But when I think that I am about to face death, all the past events have disappeared.
The ice layer on our bodies is getting thicker and thicker, so thick that I can no longer see the white snow floating in the sky outside, nor can I see Tang Ange. My whole body is frozen and I want to sleep. I feel sleepy and uncomfortable, but every time I relax I think
When he relaxed his whole body and went to sleep, Bai Qiuyuan would hold my hand tightly and let the severe pain activate my consciousness, making me wake up in an instant.
Bai Qiuyuan is still persisting indifferently. He still hopes that I can live, but he doesn't know at all that it is more painful for me to live now than to die. I am too young and immature to bear all this. I want to escape, every time
I want to escape every moment, but every time there is a yoke called responsibility that locks me tightly and prevents me from talking. Now it’s fine. This is an opportunity for me to escape. I should cherish it. Maybe Tang Ange is
You don’t want me to live in too much pain, so you treat me like this.
Damn me, even at the end of the day I thought so well of Tang Ange and was unwilling to accept the reality that he no longer loves me.
My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and my whole body is numb. Even if Bai Qiuyuan holds my hand tightly and causes me pain, I still can't feel it. My thoughts are getting more and more scattered, as scattered as sand, and I can't collect what is scattered.
Can't get up.
I passed out. I had never felt like closing my eyes to sleep and thinking about nothing. It was such a wonderful feeling. But I didn't expect that I would dream at this time. I dreamed of Bai Qiuyuan again.
It was also in this snowy day with heavy snowfall. Under our feet was an endless layer of ice, and I was not sealed by the ice layer. Instead, like Bai Qiuyuan, I stood on the ice layer.
"Do you like it?" Bai Qiuyuan opened his hands to welcome the white snow falling from the sky, and turned to ask me.
I looked up at the vast white snow falling in layers from the sky. It was really beautiful, like white flowers in memory of my dying body.
"Are we all dead?"
I asked Bai Qiuyuan.
"No, we are in a dream. It only belongs to the dream between the two of us." Bai Qiuyuan walked towards me, and without my consent, he pulled me into his arms intrusively and held me tightly.
I:
"Caiwei."
I sneered, did not push him away, and asked:
"Do you even want to take advantage of others' danger?"
"I'm not taking advantage of others, I just want to hug you. Don't talk and let me enjoy the wonderful feeling of hugging you."
What Bai Qiuyuan said was frivolous and not as tense as before. I was so angry and funny and speechless. I pushed him away and said to him shamelessly in disgust?!
"If I wanted to lose face, you wouldn't have fallen in love with me."
I don’t want to hear such words at this time. His perverted transformation is a bit unacceptable to me, but since he is shameless, I won’t say anything tactful:
"Don't be too confident. Don't worry, even if I really don't love Tang Ange anymore, I won't fall in love with you."
"I said you will definitely fall in love with me." Bai Qiuyuan said, raised his hand and tapped my forehead lightly, but it was this strike that made me stunned. At the same time, there were also some who stood stunned.
Bai Qiuyuan is in front of me.
However, Bai Qiuyuan's emergency expression changed very quickly. He took my hand and put it into his heart, letting me touch his warm chest and feel his hot heartbeat.
"Why, do you think of Tang Ange?"
I immediately turned away and said no.
"I really didn't expect that Tang Ange really doesn't miss you at all. Such a heavy resentment is all because of you. I don't think he will forgive you even if you die. If he takes you to whip your corpse
, are you still thinking about him?"
Bai Qiuyuan came close to me, held my shoulders and whispered in my ear.
I don’t like men other than Tang Ange approaching me in such an intimate manner. All the dissatisfaction looks are written on their faces:
"Yes, even if he takes me to rape my corpse, I will still miss him."
As soon as I said the words, I immediately realized that I had said the wrong word. I wanted to quickly add that I had said the wrong word, but Bai Qiuyuan was very sensitive at this moment. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him:
"Can I satisfy you? I will be as good as him and make your legs sore for days."
I really can't believe that such shameless words came from Bai Qiuyuan's mouth. When he said this, I suddenly thought of what happened that night. I don't know if I took the initiative, but if I really did that night
If I mistook him for Tang Ange, I can really imagine how cooperative and proactive I was. But it was Bai Qiuyuan who made the storm with me that night. That was the shame and regret that was engraved in my heart. Thinking of this, I felt that Tang Ange
No matter how you torture me, I deserve to bear it.
"Go away, don't touch me!"
I finally couldn't help but burst out the evil energy in my heart, and looked at Bai Qiuyuan with eager eyes. If he dared to get close to me, I really wouldn't let him go even if he died.
"Don't look at me like that, Caiwei. Okay, I won't have sex with you anymore. I entered your dream to tell you how to save everyone. Do you still want to live? For me, for Yang Qian, for
Rabbit God, you can’t escape for that innocent savage.”
Seeing that the expression on Bai Qiuyuan's face finally calmed down, I became less angry and said to Bai Qiuyuan:
"I know I can't take you to death with me. As long as you can live well, I can do anything you want."
"I want you to kiss me. Of course, not now, but when you want to."
That's really generous. It won't happen one day.
"Although I know it's ridiculous for you to make such a ridiculous request, I still agree to it."
"Okay, but what you said, let me analyze it for you. What you lacked when you got the golden dragon was Tang Ange's heart. When you got the golden dragon, what you lacked when you surrendered the princess was the huge spiritual power to control the golden dragon. The golden dragon
He is not our ordinary dragon. If you want to control him to move around, you don't need much spiritual energy. However, if you want to control him to deal with a monster with huge spiritual power, you must have the same spiritual power as the golden dragon. When the time comes,
You can become one with him and maximize your spiritual power."
"Then, I also want to improve my own spiritual energy, but I have no way at all."
Bai Qiuyuan smiled, stretched out his hand and pinched my face:
"In fact, when we are in the most danger now, it is also the best time for us to fight back and prepare for future victory. Tang Ange has already obtained the other half of his heart, and his body can store endless spiritual power. Now he is consuming his
The spiritual power has come to trap us. Now it is our turn to enjoy its spiritual power. I know that you have brought the purification bottle over. Unseal the purification bottle and collect all the spiritual power. First, it can help us escape, and secondly,
, can save more spiritual energy for you; thirdly, we must collect all of Tang Ange's spiritual energy before entering the Goddess Palace, and strive to use Tang Ange's heart to open the door to the Goddess Palace."
"But, I can't use the purification bottle anymore. When I was pregnant with Xiaolang, I ate raw meat and drank raw blood. In addition, I was blinded by hatred and became evil. As a result, I couldn't control the purification bottle at all."
"No, you can. In order to save us and for the reincarnation of the entire Yanzhi Town, you would rather give up your own life. In your heart, you not only love Tang Ange, but also love the friends around you and Yanzhi Town.
All of you, this is enough. This kind of love and great kindness is enough for you to make up for the sins you have committed before. We cannot give up and cheer up. No matter how great the danger is, we must be brave and try to make up for all the sins of our previous lives.
After repaying it, our young man is still waiting for you to go back and hug him."
When I mentioned Xiaolang, my heart immediately tightened, and I nodded to Bai Qiuyuan:
"Okay, then I'll try. But, but..."
"But what?" Bai Qiuyuan asked me.
"If it takes Tang Ange's heart to open the door, will Tang Ange die?"
"Don't worry, Cuiyan Fairy is his mother, he will be fine."
My heart relaxed a little. The groggy and cold feeling all over my body made me wake up. My whole body was completely frozen, and I didn't know where the strength came from. I took a deep breath.
I used up all the breath in my body and fell to the side. There was a crisp sound, and the ice cubes on my body cracked a big hole. My whole body fell on the snow beside me, and I fell like this.
On the ground, I brought Bai Qiuyuan, who had been protecting me tightly, to the ground. I broke all the ice cubes on my body, then kicked Bai Qiuyuan with my feet, and pulled him out of the thick ice. Tang Ange hung above us.
Not far away, spells are still being cast, making the ice on the ground thicker and thicker. Bai Qiuyuan is probably unconscious from the cold and hasn't woken up yet. I can't care about so much anymore. The most important thing is to melt the snow on the ground first.
, if Yang Qian and the others continue to act like this, they will definitely die!
I used the Tibetan knife I was wearing to pry open the ice cubes on my backpack, opened the bag, and took out the clean bottle in a large wooden box in my bag. I didn't expect that as soon as I opened the box, the clean bottle fell out.
A huge white light was emitted, which made me unable to open my eyes.
I was immediately ecstatic. It seemed, it seemed that I could really use the purification bottle. I held the purification bottle in my hand and recited the incantation with great piety. The purification bottle slowly flew away amidst the sound of my incantation.
In mid-air, the white light suddenly became larger, burying the white light emanating from Tang Ange. I slowly sat on the ground, looking straight at the purification bottle. I had never looked at this hanging bottle with such piety.
The small bottle in the sky was also because of my piety and strong desire for everyone to be alive. The temperature around me instantly rose, and streams of white air rushed straight from the ice and snow around me towards the clean bottle.