"Wan Xin, if you let go now, I will pretend that nothing happened and go back to sleep. We will go directly to the airport early tomorrow morning and then return to China." Xi Zichen said calmly and calmly, without a trace of hesitation in his eyes.
, and not a trace of hope.
His attitude of not being moved at all was completely unacceptable to Song Wanxin.
Why? Why would he treat her like this? Even when she came to her door, he was so dismissive!
Who is that woman? Is she really that much better than her? People ignore him, but he is still so devoted to her, and he still protects her like a jade!
"Why? Why can't it be me? How bad am I? I still like you so much, why can't it be me?"
Xi Zichen smiled bitterly and said self-deprecatingly, "Actually, I also want to know why, what's wrong with me? I also like her so much, why does she always have someone else in her heart? Why can't she like me?"
"..." Song Wanxin was quite surprised, and she didn't understand, what is love, and why is it so difficult to be happy?
However, she also saw clearly that the man in front of her could not belong to her no matter what, because he loved other women so much that he lost himself!
It's really hard to imagine that the aloof Xi Zichen would stoop to this level for a woman who doesn't love him.
He is so stupid!
However, everyone in love is a fool, regardless of gender.
Song Wanxin left in embarrassment, and Xi Zichen was the only one left in the huge presidential suite. The night after night, the quieter and lonelier she became.
Outside the window was the Statue of Liberty, but the goddess in his heart was far away in the horizon. Not only the physical distance, but also the distance in his heart.
She took out another mobile phone from her pocket. There was only one person's number stored in it. This number was only reserved for her. However, it has not rang once for such a long time, not even once!
That woman is too heartless and unjust!
Perhaps, he shouldn't be so mean. There are so many women before and after him for him to choose from, such as Song Wanxin, or there are many better than Song Wanxin, but why does he have to be so devoted to a woman who doesn't love him? He is so devoted.
At this point, not only has my heart been given away, but my body can no longer accept other women. How crazy is that?!
Yes, crazy! He really felt that he was going crazy. If it weren't for his special profession, where every day's work was life-threatening, forcing him to stay awake all the time, he might have gone crazy. I don't know.
What would he do? He might go crazy and drag that woman directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau and get married! By then the marriage would have been completed and the child would have been born, and she wouldn’t even want to admit it!
However, he could only think about these things. Even if he was really crazy, he couldn't do such a thing because he couldn't bear to treat her like that.
He knew that the person she liked in her heart was not him, and the child was not what she expected. No matter what he did, she would not change her mind.
Of course he feels it's unfair, and sometimes he even wants to take revenge on her. Since she doesn't want his love, he shouldn't love her so much. He just goes out to find a woman and lets her know that Xi Zichen is not wanted by anyone.
She stalks him relentlessly, and in her eyes he is nothing but a piece of grass, but in the eyes of other women, he is even rarer than a treasure!
However, if love can be controlled artificially, it is not called love. True love is heart-driven and not controlled by reason. Everyone who falls in love is a madman, a fool, and a fool.
And he gave all his madness, stupidity, and foolishness to her alone.
He is a medical student. If expressed in terms of professional knowledge, she is the enzyme and he is the substrate. The enzyme quietly melts the substrate and he does not even have time to shout for help. Or, she is the antigen and he is the antibody, and she is trapped.
He uniquely recognizes her, and in this life, he belongs to her.
Many people say that in a relationship, whoever is tempted first will lose. They are so right! He has lost for ten years!
It's really strange. Xi Zichen has never been a person willing to admit defeat since he was a child. He refuses to lag behind others in studies, sports, music, etc. But in this aspect, he is powerless.
He didn't know how he fell in love with her. At the beginning, he tried to find reasons and explain the subtle psychology when he saw her, but he found that based on what he had learned, he couldn't analyze it at all. Then he knew
, that kind of mood is nothing else, just called - like.
But from very early on, he knew that she liked Zhong Yiru. In fact, she was just as crazy, stupid, and crazy as him, and she was interested in a man who could never take her seriously.
If you are so persistent, you will only be hurt in the end.
Thinking about it, the two of them are really similar, both are so stubborn, so unrepentant, and hopeless.
However, a woman's heart is much stronger than that of a man. When Zhong Yiru married Gao Zhenzhen, she even served as a bridesmaid, and she could still smile so happily and bless her like that. He would not be able to do it. If she gets married in the future, she will marry
If another man gives birth to another man's child, he feels that he will definitely steal the bride.
However, she probably won't give him that chance, right? Because she won't get married at all, and won't consider marrying another man.
During these days, he didn't appear in front of her, she should feel very relaxed, right? Finally out of sight, out of mind, out of sight, out of sight, finally able to be like before, without asking for anything in return, silently liking Zhong Yi
Confucian.
He actually doesn't ask for anything else now. He just hopes that she can give some love to the child. It doesn't matter if she doesn't like him, but the child is innocent and so cute. After all, he is her own flesh and blood. He hopes that for the sake of blood,
She could love her children more.
When it comes to the child, he actually doesn't have to have one. No matter how much he hopes for it, he must put her health first. The reason why he forcibly stopped her from having the operation was actually not because of anything else, but because
Through his connections, he secretly obtained her test report. Her body was weak and difficult to conceive. If this pregnancy was aborted, she would probably never be able to be a mother again. Therefore, he had to stop her.
Protect her, lest she regret it in the future and leave a lifetime of regrets. Whether she hates him or blames him, he can only do this now.
Xue Bing, do you know that I have done so much for you? Do you know how much I love you?