She hadn't even seen it, not because she didn't want to, nor because she had forgotten, but because she felt pain in her heart.
Qin Yaying took a taxi and arrived at the villa. When Mrs. He saw Qin Yaying coming, she immediately greeted her, "Miss Qin, you are here. I will prepare dinner right now."
"Sister-in-law He, I have to trouble you again. I'm going to the backyard." Even if she came to see Anna, she never went to the backyard. She didn't want to make Anna feel uncomfortable.
"Go! I'll get you a coat. It's too cold outside." Of course Mrs. He knew that Qin Yaying would go to the backyard because deep down in her heart, she thought of the child again.
Qin Yaying stood in the backyard. In the cold winter, there was total silence. She shrank. If the child was still there at that time, what would it be like now?
It's a pity that without what-if, she had been heartbroken and almost thought that she would die with the death of her child, but she is still doing well now.
Sister-in-law He took a thick coat and put it on her shoulders, "Miss Qin, in the past two years when you were away, Mr. Leng would come here occasionally, and sometimes he would stay all night. I think, Mr. Leng is very important to me."
He also feels very guilty about this matter."
Qin Yaying turned to look at Sister-in-law He, "It's just that what is lost will never be gone, right?" Subconsciously, she stroked her still flat belly. It had been more than a month since she was last with him, maybe
, she should go to the hospital for a check-up, maybe the baby she has been looking forward to is already in her belly.
"Miss Qin, are you still blaming Mr. He?" Sister-in-law He asked cautiously.
The two of them have been going around in circles for so many years, and it's really fate.
Sister-in-law He went back to the kitchen to prepare dinner, while Qin Yaying stood alone in the backyard, staring blankly, with a faint pain still in her heart.
Until the sky darkened, until darkness enveloped everything, Qin Yaying's eyes were already blurred by tears, and there was a salty taste in the corner of her mouth.
Sister-in-law He prepared dinner and forced Qin Yaying back to the room. She was cold and cold, without any warmth. When she returned to the room, Qin Yaying was still trembling while sitting on the sofa.
"Miss Qin, please drink some hot water. If your husband knows you are like this, he will be worried again." Mrs. He handed her a cup of hot water.
After a long time, Qin Yaying said, "Sister-in-law He, I thought I could forget it, but I can't. What should I do? My heart hurts so much."
"Miss Qin, things have already happened. You can't change anything if you continue like this. However, you are still young and can still have children. Mr. He is sincere to you now." Aunt He looked at her. Maybe, she was missing.
In the past two years, too many things have happened, so now, she still feels pain.
After all, the child is a piece of flesh on her body. No one wants to take away the child. However, in that situation, no one can do anything.
Qin Yaying didn't say anything else. She really couldn't do anything now. It would be best to forget about it, right?
There will always be this regret between her and Leng Muchen.
Sister-in-law He finished dinner with her, but Qin Yaying's appetite was obviously not very good, so she just took a few bites casually.
Qin Yaying stayed in the villa that night. It was also his room. The whole room was still so cold and full of his breath. She huddled on the sofa and looked at everything in the room, everything that had ever been there.
, seems to be in front of you, but also seems to be far away and out of reach.
In his bed, she slept better than ever before. When she woke up, it was almost noon. Mrs. He was preparing meals in the kitchen. She went upstairs to see Qin Yaying and saw that she was sleeping soundly, so she did not wake her up.
Qin Yaying was sitting at the dining table, with blueberry jam spread on a piece of bread and a glass of warm milk. "Miss Qin, eat something first! I'll help you make some more dishes for lunch." When Mrs. He saw her coming downstairs, she asked her to eat something first.
, afraid of being hungry.
She just took a small sip of milk, and the smell slipped into her mouth and throat, but it made her feel nauseous. She felt acid reflux in her stomach. She ran directly to the bathroom and vomited the discomfort in her stomach into the toilet.
Got to be clean.
Sister-in-law He walked in, "Miss Qin, are you okay?"
"I'm fine, maybe it's not strange to drink it." Qin Yaying waved her hand. She had always been allergic to milk. Every time she drank it, Leng Muchen forced her to drink it. Sometimes she would drink some when she couldn't sleep well, especially in the past two years.
, she almost lived on coffee.
"Then let me squeeze a glass of orange juice for you." After Mrs. He finished speaking, she turned and walked out of the bathroom. In less than three seconds, she came back and asked Qin Yaying who was gargling, "Miss Qin, you don't know how to
Is it available?"
Now that she thought about it, she felt that Qin Yaying's reaction was like a pregnancy reaction.
Qin Yaying's hand under the faucet froze. Pregnant? Could she be pregnant? Her menstrual period seemed to have passed for many days.
"Miss Qin, let me accompany you to the hospital!" Sister-in-law He was thinking that if Qin Yaying was pregnant, then Qin Yaying and Leng Muchen would let go of their past grudges and get back together.
"I can't be pregnant." Qin Yaying said with a guilty conscience. No one knew that she secretly had the surgery, and she was still not sure about Leng Muchen's heart. She didn't dare to take such a big risk.
And then, the child in the belly will be lost again.
Sister-in-law He suddenly remembered, is she an old fool? How could she forget that matter, "Miss Qin, I am an old fool, don't take it to heart."
That kind of pain is something no woman wants to experience.
When Qin Yaying decided to disqualify herself from being a mother, it was partly out of self-abandonment and partly out of revenge. But three years later, perhaps, there is still an unsolvable knot in her heart.
Qin Yaying shook her head, "It's okay. Sister-in-law He, I have something to do in the afternoon, so I'll leave first." She almost ran out of the villa. She was afraid that if she stayed a little longer, she would only become more uneasy and scared.
Sister-in-law He looked at Qin Yaying's back as she left quickly. Maybe it was because of the pain in her heart that she let her run away like this?
Qin Yaying sat in the taxi and said, "Master, go to the municipal hospital." She didn't want to go back to the apartment. She wanted to confirm the fact that her bad appetite was not just today, it had been for several days, and she had not gone in that direction.
think.
At the entrance of the municipal hospital, Qin Yaying stood there, but did not have the courage to go in. In fact, she was afraid that her feelings would be an illusion, and she was afraid that such a result would disappoint her.
After hesitating for a long time, she took a deep breath, walked into the hospital, registered, and sat on a chair in the corridor to wait. Time seemed to pass very slowly, but she stared closely at the circular shape on the wall.
The second hand of the quartz clock ticked one tick at a time.
"No. 36, Qin Yaying." She didn't reply until the nurse's voice sounded.