It's not that you can make up for it by saying sorry
Qin Yaying recalled everything. That time was her most desperate day.
However, her mother gave her hope.
"My mother saved me. She was obviously sick and she couldn't swim, but she saved me." Qin Yaying's cheeks were soaked with tears.
At this time, Jiang Yifang and Niannian were already standing at the door, but Jiang Yifang hugged Niannian and did not go in.
"Mu Chen, do you know? She saved me, but she fell into a coma. She didn't wake up. She didn't wake up all night." Qin Yaying recalled that she was also sick and had a bad cold, so she felt dizzy.
Yes, but I dare not sleep.
"I've been waiting outside my mother's room, but my father wouldn't let me in. He scolded me, saying that I was a broom star, and that my appearance would make everything in the Qin family go wrong. I don't understand, I really don't understand.
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"That morning, my mother woke up, but I heard my father and mother arguing, saying that I was picked up, saying that I was not a child of their Qin family. I realized that it turned out that all of them treated me badly because
I am not the biological child of my father and my mother. My mother told me that no matter what others do to me, she will always be my mother. I only have my mother, but she died. So, I am no longer a child of the Qin family."
After so many years, everything about the Qin family turned out to be very clear. She thought she would not care, she thought she could forget it, but it turned out not to be. She still felt pain in her heart because of Jiang Yunfang's death.
They all felt that she owed the Qin family, so even if Qin Changchun forced her again and again, she was willing to bear it. Even if Qin Yalin said bad things to her, she would still treat her as a sister because her mother treated her as a daughter.
"Then do you hate it?" Leng Muchen held her tightly in his arms. He had never understood how much pain Yingying had endured. But now that he heard what she said, at that time,
She is still so little.
He knew that at that time, even if she was so misunderstood by him, even if she was forced by him to leave the villa secretly, just to keep the child in her belly, what she wanted was the possession of a home, and what she wanted was peace and harmony.
She was the closest person to her, but because of him, they lost their child due to a misunderstanding. That was why she took the initiative to say that she wanted to have an operation and that she didn't want a child. She was desperate.
Fortunately, now they have Nian Nian.
Qin Yaying looked at him, "I hate, I hate myself, I think, my biological parents must hate me, that's why they don't want me, my adoptive mother died because of me, my adoptive father despises me, I think
Maybe I didn't do well enough, but I always worked hard, but in the end, I was still sold by him."
"Mu Chen, meeting you may be the luckiest thing that ever happened to me. I know that you obviously hate me and hate me, but I still like you. Am I very worthless? I thought you and I were just
It's just a passerby in life, but it has become a lifetime."
"Silly Yingying, from now on, when I'm here, don't cry anymore, okay?" Leng Muchen hugged her tighter, and his lips kissed away the tears on her cheeks.
Qin Yaying nodded, "Okay." From now on, she will never cry again. The most painful thing in her heart has become a thing of the past. What else does she have to be afraid of? With Leng Muchen, everything will no longer be so unfortunate.
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At this time, Jiang Yifang walked to the door of the room and stood there, "Yingying."
Qin Yaying was a little surprised when she saw Jiang Yifang holding Nian Nian, "Why are you here?"
Jiang Yifang walked in, "Yingying, I'm a little worried about you, so I came to see you." She put down her thoughts and walked to the bed step by step.
"I'm fine." Qin Yaying said calmly. She is the best now. When she was a child, no matter how much pain she suffered, no matter how hard it was, she still came over. At that time, she had no father or mother, only
My own perseverance.
"Yingying, I'm sorry, I didn't know that I had to suffer so much because of me." Jiang Yifang apologized.
I'm sorry? These three words are too simple to say. No matter how heavy they are, they can no longer make up for it.
"No need to say sorry to me, there is no need anymore." Qin Yaying refused. She originally wanted to know who her biological parents were, but now she doesn't want to know at all.
What's more, she said that she and Yu Qingmo are half-sisters. What a great irony!
"Yingying." Jiang Yifang looked at her, and the hand she just stretched out froze in mid-air. She wanted to hold her hand. She just wanted to hug her daughter, but her daughter said no.
Yes! After she gave birth to her daughter, she abandoned her, and now that her daughter has grown up and no longer needs a mother, she only showed up too late.
"Then I'll leave first." Jiang Yifang knew that Qin Yaying would not forgive her easily if she stayed any longer, so she should give her some more time!
After all, now she knows how much hardship her daughter has endured over the years to have the happy life she has today.
Leng Muchen wanted to speak, but saw Qin Yaying pulling him. This woman was also stubborn. It seemed that she still needed more time to prepare herself mentally.
Although Jiang Yifang was reluctant to give up, she still turned around and walked towards the door. Nian Nian suddenly said, "Grandma, this is Tangtang, for you to eat."
Niannian grabbed Jiang Yifang and put a lollipop into her hand, "Mom said you will be very happy after eating candy."
Jiang Yifang froze, then smiled, "Nian Nian is so good, grandma will buy you a lot of delicious food another day, okay?"
"Okay, let's give it to mom too. Mom will be very happy if she eats the cake." Nian Nian looked at Jiang Yifang and said seriously.
Qin Yaying shed tears again after Jiang Yifang left. She was not a hard-hearted woman, so when she saw Jiang Yifang, she actually didn't want to blame her.
Jiang Yifang once told her that she had no choice but to abandon her daughter, but she was always looking for her and never gave up.
But now, she turns out to be the daughter Jiang Yifang has been looking for for so many years. When mother and daughter meet, they don't recognize each other.
Nian Nian walked to the bed and climbed onto the bed with her small body, "Mom, grandma cried just now, and mom also cried."
Her little hand climbed up to Qin Yaying's cheek and helped her wipe away her tears, "Mom, if you don't cry, Nian Nian will be obedient in the future."
Qin Yaying held her daughter tightly in her arms, "Nian Nian, I'm sorry, it's my mother who is sorry."
Leng Muchen stood aside, letting the mother and daughter hug each other. She would always figure out some things.
"Nian Nian, do you like grandma?" Qin Yaying asked her daughter. In fact, she didn't hate Jiang Yifang herself. After all, Jiang Yifang had given her a lot of help.
If she knew what she had to do at that time, I think she would understand!
But, today, she doesn't want to pay attention to it, doesn't want to face it, so let her be a deserter for a day, and tomorrow, she will give herself an answer.
Jiang Yifang left the Leng family's villa, drove back to the hotel, and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. Now, what else does she have to regret? Even if her daughter disowns her, she knows that her daughter is still alive, and there is nothing she can do to make up for her daughter.