Qin Yaying returned to the second floor, changed her clothes, dressed neatly, and lay down on the bed. The night was deep and there was a vast expanse of white. She smiled at the corner of her mouth and slid the blade on her side heavily. Her wrist, gurgling blood flowed from her wrist.
Does it hurt? She can't feel it at all, not at all. My child, mommy is here to accompany you. You must wait for mommy.
She didn't have a child, and she didn't want to live alone in this world anymore, because she couldn't leave her child alone. She had to stay with her child in such a cold weather.
A woman, once she has a kind of persistence, will do anything.
Her body seemed to become lighter and lighter, and she felt like she was about to float.
It was very late when Leng Muchen came back. Aunt He got up when she came in, "Sir, you are back, do you want some coffee?"
"No need, where is she?" As soon as Leng Muchen came in, he felt a strange aura. He has always been a very perceptive person.
"Miss Qin went upstairs after dinner in the evening. I think she seems to be doing well today and went downstairs to have a good meal." Sister-in-law He thought that after a long time, Miss Qin would forget about that.
Leng Muchen frowned. He always felt that there was a strong smell of blood in the room. He strode upstairs and walked into Qin Yaying's room. As soon as he opened the door, he saw a pool of blood on the ground in the room. , and Qin Yaying's face turned pale on the bed, even her lips were pale.
Sister-in-law He followed up and when she saw this scene, she screamed in surprise.
"Bring me the first aid kit." Leng Muchen said to Mrs. He. This woman was more stubborn than he thought. He thought she would really return to normal, but now it's good that she actually committed suicide for him. .
He used gauze to bandage her bleeding wound. This woman actually had the guts to do such a heavy hand. The wound was cut very deep. If he didn't come back tonight, she would definitely die.
He drove her to the hospital. The doctor treated the wound and transfused blood before she was transferred to the ward. Sister-in-law He was also frightened. She thought Qin Yaying was fine, but who expected that Miss Qin would choose to commit suicide? The blood was shocking.
"You go back and clean the villa. I'll just stay here." Leng Muchen sent Aunt He away and sat alone on the sofa in the ward.
When Qin Yaying opened her heavy eyelids, she saw a patch of white under her eyes. Will she also see white after death?
She turned around and saw the figure standing by the window. The tall and heroic figure was familiar. It was Leng Muchen. Why was he here too?
Qin Yaying sat up in panic, but she touched the needle on the back of her hand and hissed in pain.
Leng Muchen turned around and looked at her, "You really have many ways to seek death, what? Do you just want to die that much?"
"Yes, I want to die, why do you want to save me? Don't you hate me very much? Wouldn't it be nice to let me die? I will never bother you again or make you unhappy again, the two of us Everything is as it should be." Qin Yaying said loudly to him.
She wanted to die, and she had no one to be attached to, so she felt that it was right for her to die, but what about him? If he didn't save her, he would be happy and would never be unhappy again. Wouldn't that be great? ?Why did he send her to the hospital again?
Leng Muchen snorted coldly, "You are so thoughtful. Do you really want to die? Then do I want to help you?" As he spoke, he took out a black exquisite handgun and pointed it at her.
"If you die, I will find many people to bury you with you." Leng Muchen said to her. "How about it? Have you thought about it? Do you want to live or do you want many people to die with you?"
Qin Yaying looked at the black gun in front of her, and her whole body trembled. He didn't want her to freeze to death in the snow, he didn't want her to commit suicide by cutting her wrists, did he want to shoot her to death? Or did he want to shoot her to death one by one?
Torture her to death?
"Are you scared?" Leng Muchen's marksmanship is very accurate. He can kill her with one shot, or he can torture her bit by bit.
Yes, she guessed correctly, he not only wanted to torture her, but also tortured the people around her, so she wouldn't even have a chance to die.
"I'm not afraid. You can kill me. I didn't want to live at all, but you can't hurt others." Qin Yaying has nothing to miss, but she doesn't want to implicate innocent people because of her, whether it's Qin Yalin or...
Yi Feng, she didn't want to be involved. It was enough for her to bear it alone. Maybe, she came to this world as a superfluous person and she didn't care.
"Who are you seeking death to protect? Yifeng? Or Qin Yalin? Or Qin Changchun?" Leng Muchen said coldly.
Did these people ever protect her? They did the same thing to her as he did, they had no feelings, they just tortured and used her cruelly.
"If you want me to die, then stop doing anything to them and let them live their original lives. If you don't want me to die, then I will listen to you and will not seek death again. But I have a request."
Qin Yaying had no choice and weakly chose to obey.
Leng Muchen pulled the trigger and approached her step by step, "You really have a lot of demands!" But he still decided to let her go. He took out his gun, there was no reason not to shoot, and with a bang
, the bullet broke the vases displayed in the ward.
When Qin Yaying heard the bang, she was so frightened that she fell down on the bed, trembling all the time. She didn't want to deny that just now, when he shot, she really thought she would die, and she would die in a way that she didn't want to.
She had never thought of dying in a way, but she was still alive.
Qin Yaying sat on the hospital bed, "I really miss my child. He has lost the right to come to this world and take a look. This is what I owe him. I will pay everything I have to compensate in the future." Maybe, she
Trying to make up for it was in vain, but she still wanted to do it.
Leng Muchen didn't say anything, and just stood aside and listened. She still cared about the child, but he still didn't feel the slightest bit moved in his heart.
"I didn't mean to get pregnant. It was really just an accident. But in the future, such accidents will never happen again." Qin Yaying looked at him, "You don't want a child, and neither do I! But you have the right to choose, and I don't want one."
No, I no longer have the qualifications, I will ask the doctor to operate on me."
Leng Muchen was slightly startled when he heard what she said, but he didn't speak.
"Mr. Leng, give me a divorce agreement. I don't want to be such a Mrs. Leng, but I will promise you that I will not leave before you let me go. I will stay in the villa. You don't have to worry about me getting pregnant."
I will perform a sterilization operation on my child." Qin Yaying also just decided that if her child is lost, she will not have any children. She does not want to be an unqualified mother for the rest of her life.
"Don't think about it. I won't give you the divorce agreement. If you want a sterilization, I'll ask the doctor to arrange it." Leng Muchen still didn't let go. No matter what, he still wanted to let this woman go.
Stay by your side.
Qin Yaying clutched the quilt tightly. From now on, she could no longer be a mother. She gave up this right on her own, and she would not regret it.
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