Deep thoughts and deep feelings: the choice will not regret
Leng Yinian took the phone and looked at it. The text messages she had never been willing to delete were all sent by Mo Shaoting.
Every one of them is concern for her.
However, she had never cared about it, but now, when she watched it again, the softest corner of her heart was touched.
At this time, he should still be busy. She didn't want to disturb him, but when she was in her twenties, apart from studying and working, she really didn't seem to have any close friends. Maybe it was because
Qin Yaying has always been her biggest reliance.
But now, she wanted to vent the pain in her heart. She didn't want Qin Yaying to feel sad. She thought that only a man like Mo Shaoting could do it.
Leng Yinian thought about what Mo Shaoting once said. He said that his mobile phone would only be opened for her 24 hours a day.
She endured it for a long time, but finally dialed the number. It was both familiar and unfamiliar. What she didn't expect was that her number was connected within three seconds before she was picked up. It was him who was deep and thoughtful.
Magnetic voice.
"Rong Kun, please preside over the meeting first." Mo Shaoting answered the call, and what came to Leng Yinian's ears was what he said to Rong Kun sitting next to him.
Then, he walked out of the conference room and returned to the office. When he answered the phone, he needed a quiet private space.
"Nian Nian." Mo Shaoting said calmly.
"Did I disturb your work?" Leng Yinian felt apologetic in her heart. For her, she didn't want to disturb his work because of her.
Deep down in her heart, she always felt that she owed Mo Shaoting a lot.
Mo Shaoting listened to her speaking cautiously, and he chuckled, "No, for me, you are the only one who is most important."
He spoke to Leng Yinian, which made Leng Yinian have another thought in his heart.
If she was so important to him, she always felt that she would be a burden to him.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you, I just..." Leng Yinian still apologized, because she really didn't want to do this, and she really didn't want to do this.
It's just that today, she suddenly missed this man. She missed this man who had always been by her side and cared for her. He could tolerate her good things and her bad things, and he could give her the best food.
.
Leng Yinian understood everything Mo Shaoting had done, so she regarded him as a friend.
"You didn't bother me. You're so late and you still want to call me. Is there something wrong with you?" Mo Shaoting didn't care. Leng Yinian called him because of something.
For Mo Shaoting, any phone call from Leng Yi Nian will make him happy all day long.
He lives for Leng Yi Nian, all his life.
When he came back to life, in his eyes, when that innocent and kind-hearted girl like an angel appeared in front of him, he should have understood that in this life, everything he would have now was not what he could achieve.
owned.
"Actually, it's nothing. I just want to hear your voice." Leng Yinian didn't know why she made this call?
Perhaps, it was just that she subconsciously felt that any words this man said or the sound of his breathing were in her ears, as if she was not alone, and there was someone beside her.
She is not alone, lonely, or distressed.
Mo Shaoting heard Leng Yinian's low voice. She was very weak. He had never heard her so fragile before.
He didn't answer. If Leng Yinian hadn't happened because of something, she wouldn't have been like this.
He was busy in meetings all day today, and he hadn't had time to find out about Leng Yinian's situation, but did he know what happened?
"Nian Nian, it's getting late, go to bed early." Mo Shaoting felt sorry for her.
Every time he cooperates with Leng Yinian's company, he will take over most of everything, because he understands that Leng Yinian will do whatever it takes when he works.
"I can't sleep." Leng Yinian fell asleep just now because she was tired from crying. Now, she is extremely awake. She will feel that for her, she wants someone to accompany her, making her feel that her heart will not
null.
Mo Shaoting walked to the sofa and leaned against it, "Okay, I'll accompany you."
He is someone who can accompany her anytime and anywhere.
Just three simple words, but they warmed her heart.
She, Leng Yinian, grew up in the Leng family and had a very good living environment. Although she also suffered pain due to some circumstances when she was a child, she was always the most sensible child.
And now, she feels that she is the luckiest thing to have met Mo Shaoting.
"Really?" Mo Shaoting smiled, "Then since you can't sleep, just tell me about you. Anything is fine."
He has never tried to understand the deepest thoughts in Leng Yinian's heart.
Does she still remember such a person, someone who once appeared in front of her, someone she once helped, her unintentional smile, an unintentional movement, a gentle look, a warm and soft look?
His words left a mark in his heart that could never be erased.
Leng Yinian leaned against the sofa, tilting his head, thinking about things, "I don't seem to have anything special."
Is there anything special in her life?
"When I was just sensible, I only had my mother and no father, and I couldn't speak. At that time, although I would hold my mother's hand, smile to her, look at my father's photos, and sit with my mother all afternoon
." Leng Yinian may have never forgotten everything that happened when he was a child.
However, she never said it out loud, maybe because she didn't dare, maybe because she felt that the past should be forgotten.
No matter what she experienced in her past, she was always happy.
Mo Shaoting was on the other end of the phone, listening silently.
He has also investigated everything about Leng Yi Nian, and he has learned everything about her. For such a child, she has experienced a great impact since she was a child.
However, what Leng Yi Nian was missing was something that she had never cared too much about.
"I know you are very sensible, otherwise you wouldn't stay in the country, right?" Mo Shaoting knew that Leng Yinian would choose to stay in the country alone at that time.
And he had also thought about whether he would be by his side earlier when Leng Yinian came to the United States.
He will give her happiness early, and watching her smile is also the most satisfying thing for him.
"I don't want to disappoint my mother, but I won't regret it. If my mother knew that I regretted it now, would she be angry or sad?" Leng Yinian no longer understood.
However, she has never regretted her own choice.
Now, she just felt too much pain in her heart.
Losing a relationship, losing a love that she had been waiting for for so many years, may be really difficult for her to accept.
"Do you regret it? Is it because of He Yuhao?" Mo Shaoting should have understood a long time ago that what Leng Yinian cares about most is He Yuhao, who has never changed.
Leng Yinian smiled bitterly, "It's over, everything is over."
She was about to let go. She had long thought that she could lose He Yuhao, and she put all her time and all her emotions on work.
When work is over and she faces an empty room alone, she will feel an indelible sense of loneliness.
"Can you really let it go? If he looks back, if he still wants to be with you, will you accept it?" Mo Shaoting doesn't need Leng Yinian to make him a promise. There are some things that he doesn't want to face.
It won't happen.
He couldn't give Leng Yinian happiness, but He Yuhao might be able to.
"I don't know." Leng Yinian shook her head. She had not thought about it, "What about you?"
"Me? You don't want to tell me that you are willing to accept me, right?" Mo Shaoting seemed to be joking, but he said it truthfully.
If it were a year ago, he might have accepted it without thinking, but now, he feels that he is getting further and further away from her.
If he doesn't give her happiness, then she won't be sad.
He came and went indifferently.
Like a gentle breeze, it passed by, leaving nothing behind.