When Lin Yushan listened to He Yuhao's words, she knew very clearly in her heart, whose fault it was and who made her come to this point?
After all, it was the feeling in her heart. If it weren't for being too deeply in love, she wouldn't have the result she has now.
"Hao, I know it's my fault, but now, I just want you to see me once, just once, isn't that okay?" Lin Yushan almost said in a begging tone, because she also understood in her heart that no matter what,
In this way, she has missed too much.
This time, she hopes to use her own way to retain He Yuhao.
Even if he bullied her and humiliated her in any way, Lin Yushan decided to accept it and would not make her feel bad.
He Yuhao finally relented, "I'm going back to the United States the day after tomorrow. I'm in the coffee shop on the first floor of the hotel now. If you want to come, you can come."
He was going back, and whether he saw Lin Yushan or not, it actually didn't make any sense.
However, he was willing to see her only because he and Lin Yushan had been friends in the United States for so many years. It was not that she did not want to cause Lin Yushan pain.
Everything she suffered was her own fault.
Her own fault, no matter what the consequences are, she has to bear them by herself, and no one can help her.
Listening to He Yuhao's words, Lin Yushan finally smiled on her face, "Okay, I'll go over right now. You wait for me. You must wait for me."
After hanging up the phone, she looked at Lin Yunzheng and said, "Mom, Hao is still willing to see me. He has agreed to see me."
For so many days, she had been thinking about how she would face someone in the future.
But now that He Yuhao is willing to see her, that means there is still room for things to change, and at worst, she doesn't want the child in her belly.
This is the result that Lin Yushan wants. No matter what, she has her own ideas, and she has no way to stay with Lin Yunzheng. Only by catching He Yuhao can she change her current situation.
Lin Yunzheng nodded, "Okay, as long as he wants to see you, you also go upstairs and dress yourself up well. You have to go to see him beautifully and don't let him laugh."
"Mom, don't worry, this may be my last chance, right?" Lin Yushan also knew clearly in her heart, because she needed to walk her own path.
After relying on others for so many years, she finally wanted to walk her own path.
Lin Yushan changed into a bright dress and put on light makeup. She looked the same as before, with no change. Only like this could He Yuhao see her before.
.
The good things they had in the past will always come true. No matter what she did wrong, she will always be nice to him. No one can replace everything between them over the years.
Lin Yushan asked the driver to drive her to the first floor of the hotel. From a distance, she saw He Yuhao sitting there, whom she hadn't seen for a few days. He was still so handsome and handsome, and his expression was still so charming.
It was still lingering in her heart.
"Hao." Lin Yushan walked up to him and called him softly.
He Yuhao raised his head and glanced at her, "Sit down."
Seeing Lin Yushan, he felt calm in his heart. Did he hate Lin Yushan? Maybe, he did. If it weren't for Lin Yushan, he wouldn't have lost Niannian. It was Lin Yushan who destroyed him and Niannian time and time again.
feelings between.
It was also because of Lin Yushan that he did not speak clearly to Leng Yinian this time when he returned to China.
"Hao, you hate me, don't you?" Lin Yushan could see that the relationship between her and He Yuhao would never go back to the past. There might be nothing but hatred between them.
He Yuhao looked at her, "If I say I don't hate her, it would be a lie."
He will not lie to her. What he wants to say and the decision he wants to make have already become a foregone conclusion. What happens to Lin Yushan in the future has nothing to do with him, and his future will only be looked at by Leng Yi Nian.
happiness.
Only Leng Yiannian's happiness can make up for what he owed her.
It was he who made Leng Yinian wait for him for more than ten years, but in the end, he still abandoned her. It was his fault, and it was also his inability to face Leng Yinian.
"I know you hate me. If you are willing to hate me, are you willing to give me a chance to explain?" Lin Yushan looked at He Yuhao. She knew how important an explanation was to her.
She would only get this one chance, and she didn't want to give up.
He Yuhao shook his head, "No, I don't want to hear it. There is no relationship between us anymore."
Originally, the relationship between him and Lin Yushan was only the child in her belly. Now, the child in her belly is not his, He Yuhao's, so he and her should be treated as strangers.
This way, it's good for everyone.
"No, Hao, if you want to listen to me, just listen to me once, okay?" Lin Yushan held his hand.
He Yuhao pulled her hand away, "Shanshan, you don't need to explain. There is no need now. Whether you give birth to this child or not, it has nothing to do with me."
"Hao, are you like this? Can you bear to see me in pain? Even if you look at our friendship over the past many years, you can give me a little bit of pity and a little sympathy, isn't it okay?"
Two lines of tears fell down Lin Yushan's cheeks.
Is this the only way she can restore this deceived relationship?
Perhaps, He Yuhao was not as soft-hearted as she imagined.
"Shanshan, what you want is not sympathy or pity. I think what you need is to recognize yourself. You still need to walk your own path in the future. I can't help you. You also know that I
There is only one person in my heart, Nian Nian, and I can no longer tolerate other women, including you." He Yuhao also did not want to deceive Lin Yushan again.
He agreed to marry Lin Yushan for the sake of the child in her belly and to take on the responsibilities of a man. But now that her child has nothing to do with him, he can feel so calm in his heart. At least, he is facing the cold
When I thought about it, I didn't feel that he owed me anything.
"Did you agree to marry me just because of the child? Haven't you ever loved me a little bit? If the child in my belly was yours, would you be willing to love me?" Lin Yushan shouldn't have asked.
She asked He Yuhao and got the answer she wanted, but it just made her heart feel like she had been stabbed by a knife.
She and He Yuhao had no feelings in the first place. How could he give a little more love to two people who had no feelings?
He Yuhao shook his head, "I'm sorry, I won't love you either. There is only one person in my heart, Nian Nian, for the rest of my life." He would marry her, it was just a responsibility, his heart would not tolerate two people.
A woman.
Lin Yushan was destined to be a loser from the beginning. Even if she was pregnant, even if she stayed with He Yuhao for so many years, she had never defeated Leng Yinian.
"I fell in love with you, but it was the biggest mistake, wasn't it?" Lin Yushan only had He Yuhao in her heart, and how she would go in the future was also hers alone?
No, she has been alone for too long, she needs a man to accompany her, and this man should be He Yuhao, only he can.