Huangfuyan held An Xijian in his arms, his heart beating a little fast.
He is always calm and knows what to do and what not to do.
It's just that now, the person he is facing is An Xishu, the woman who has walked into his heart without knowing it. That's why he is so hesitant.
The woman he spends day and night with is the woman he cares about and is his legitimate wife. He probably wouldn't be able to bear it if she changed her. Huangfuyan is not a saint. There are so many times that he loses control. He wants to possess her fiercely and declare himself.
Sovereignty, letting her know how much he wanted her! However, he hesitated after all.
Ji Wuhen delayed him for three years. What will happen after three years? Three years later, An Xishui will only be eighteen years old. She is at her most beautiful and beautiful age. Her life is still very long.
He really couldn't bear to wrong her. If one day he was no longer around, she would have to remarry and find a suitable person to spend the rest of her life with. Even thinking about it made Huangfu Yan feel uncomfortable, but he knew
This is his life. It's not that he doesn't have the courage to love her, he loves her so much that he hopes her life will be more perfect.
What kind of deal, what kind of giving birth to a child, coercing the emperor to order the princes, he also believed that An Xishu had this ability, but this was tantamount to destroying her! The best destination for a woman is to find a man who loves her and grow old together.
Huangfuyan's heart was so tortured that it almost burst. Sure enough, when you fall in love with someone, you will become a fool.
He looks like a fool now.
An Xici suddenly turned around, raised her head and kissed Huangfu Yan's lips.
Huangfu Yan instinctively catered to her, and the two became entangled together.
After the kiss ended, An Xici looked at him with a pair of eyes that were particularly clear after drinking, and said wantonly: "Look, isn't this good? Why do you have to endure it? I don't know what you are thinking, and I don't know either.
, why do you all think so much!"
An Xici laughed out loud. She rarely laughed so wildly. Maybe it was because of drinking. She was a little more casual than usual. She raised her arms and hugged Huangfu Yan.
neck, with a bit of coquettishness in her voice: "You are too boring. I really don't know what you are trying to do. You obviously agreed to cooperate with me, but now you are being pretentious! Life
When you are alive, you must be happy when you are proud. Who can guess or calculate how much will happen in the future? Why not just follow your own will and do what you want to do!"
Huangfuyan was attracted by her gaze, and he felt a sense of enlightenment in his heart. However, he was carrying too much and could not let go for a while. He could only sigh: "Xi'er, if I die, where will I leave you?"
?In a woman's life, reputation is the most important thing. I don't want you to be burdened by the past and unable to fulfill your own happiness in the future."
In this era, after all, there are too many harsh rules for women. If An Xisui remarries, she will be scorned by others. Huangfuyan cannot bear to wrong her after all. If they do not consummate their marriage, she can start over incognito in the future! In the beginning
, he was willing to cooperate because he was infected by her confidence, and the conditions she gave really attracted him.
However, when she slowly walked into his heart, and when he wanted to think more and more about her, he was really afraid that he would delay her.
He was even beginning to think of other ways so that she could escape from this whirlpool.