It is rare that there is no snow today. In the morning, the residents of the city have already spontaneously swept away the snow on the streets. It is just after noon, but it is a busy time.
Xiaoyu supported Yue Xiuyan and walked not very fast. As he walked, he described the surrounding situation to him.
It has been a while since Yue Xiuyan came to Beihai City. In such a situation, he was naturally not in the mood to get to know Beihai City. Now listening to Xiaoyu's words, he became somewhat interested and asked her a few questions from time to time.
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It was only now that she couldn't see her anymore that Yue Xiuyan suddenly missed the days of the past. People are like this. When they have it, they never feel so precious. It's not until they lose it that they realize how precious they once were.
Happiness. Such as having bright days, such as...
When he thought of Little Moon, he felt irritated again. Of course he was unwilling to do so, but sometimes, he felt particularly melancholy.
He had grown up watching Little Moon, so the unknown feelings had always been buried in his heart. It wasn't until he watched her grow into a big girl that he suddenly realized that her position in his heart was no longer there.
At that time, she transformed from a little girl into the woman he loved deeply.
He was also confused by this change, but he really never thought that in this life, besides her, he could have the same feelings for other women, so he quickly accepted this fact and planned to let it go
Keep her close to you and never leave her.
All she saw and thought about in her eyes and heart was only him.
At that time, Mo Yan objected to their getting married so early, but he actually understood his intention, so he didn't force it.
He knew that Little Moon was still young, and she was not yet sensible. Perhaps even she herself could not tell whether her feelings for him were more love or more habit. She was used to him being around, and she was used to it.
She spent all the time with him and was used to him occupying a lot of her thoughts.
But habits may eventually be broken.
For example, if she meets another person, someone who may make her heart beat. At that time, will she discover that the person she truly loves in her heart is not actually him?
Yue Xiuyan is extremely contradictory. It's not like he hasn't thought about these things in detail these days, but the more he thinks about it, the more painful it becomes.
He really doesn't have enough confidence that Little Moon really loves him.
So on the one hand, he was extremely unwilling to just let the matter go without asking for details. On the other hand, he was extremely afraid to find out the facts, fearing that the facts he clarified were not what he wanted.
desired result.
He admitted that he had no future and did not have the courage to accept it.
If the girl he has cherished for so many years falls in love with someone else, he really can't accept it.
Whether you call him selfish or petty, the fact is that he can't tolerate the woman he loves being with another man. He doesn't think there is anyone in the world who loves her more than him.
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Yue Xiuyan's heart was heavy. He had never been in such pain over these things before. He always thought that emotional matters were destined by God. His fate with Little Moon was destined. He just waited for everything to fall into place and they would be together for a hundred years.