Huangfuyan's hand covered the back of her hand, and he felt the same indescribable feeling in his heart.
He has lived for twenty-nine years. From the time he began to remember, the first thing he knew was probably that he would not live long. In order to keep him alive, the queen mother tried her best, sent people to visit famous doctors, and used all kinds of methods to keep him alive.
Despite all the methods, he was still half-dead. A lot of the time, he didn't know why he was alive, but he couldn't die. If he died, what would happen to his mother and his family? He couldn't die, he could only die.
Living like this is a life worse than death.
It was not that his body never felt relaxed. In the past, Ji Wuhen had made medicine that could temporarily relieve his pain. However, the physical pain could be reduced, but the despair in his heart was more terrifying than the physical pain.
I have long given up any hope.
One day is another day.
He had also been engaged before, and even looked at the appearance of the girl out of curiosity. She seemed to be gentle, gentle, delicate and lovely. It was not that he had not expected to get married and have children. But his body could only be
He was just dragging the other person down. He felt guilty and thought wholeheartedly that if they get married one day, he must treat the other person well.
It's a pity that the girl who was originally engaged suddenly died of illness. When he heard the news, his heart was unusually calm, without any resentment or even the slightest emotion. Did he die of illness? Whether it was true or false, it seemed that
For a person like him whose life is precarious, this is a relief! There is no need to look forward to it anymore, and there is no need to be disappointed anymore.
As the days dragged on like this, his heart had already calmed down, and he was like an old monk who saw through the world of mortals, and was just short of reaching bliss.
Until, his father suddenly issued an imperial edict granting him a marriage, and in a short period of time that no one could react or refuse, he gave him a princess with a prominent family but a notorious reputation. His life seemed to be on that day,
Changed quietly.
Sometimes fate seems so strange. He who originally thought he would never get married suddenly got married. Ji Wuhen, who had no news, suddenly came back and brought him something that although it was short-lived and limited, he could still delay it.
Time and the dark world seemed to be injected with a ray of light.
An Xijie is this light.
She is a little different from ordinary women. It is said that she has been stupid for a period of time, and her behavior is somewhat weird. But she is confident and public, and the entire Prince's Mansion gradually comes to life. She is obviously a woman who behaves strangely, even a little bit
It was unreasonable to be strict in speech, but it infected him.
She said she wanted to give him a child and told him clearly that they were just cooperating and that she was negotiating with him. But he, who was always cautious and used to controlling the overall situation, actually agreed to it. Obviously, in the current empire,
Worrying about foreign troubles and seizing power is really not a good choice.
He was really glad to have agreed to her now. Even though he couldn't feel her love yet, he was still moved by everything she did.
Especially, learning that he might be pregnant gave him a feeling like he was in a dream.
People like him could get married and have children like normal people, which he had no longer thought about before.
Happiness comes so quickly. As calm and calm as he is, there is also a hint of uncontrollable emotion.
At least, he can live until the child is born, maybe longer?