But, what can he ask of her? He is a dying person, and marrying her has already delayed her. What else can he ask her to do for him? Even the simplest request he makes is a bit excessive, right?
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Huangfu Yan sighed. He knew that this girl had a body like his, but there was no sadness on her face. Even her eyes were so sincere, which really made him feel guilty. He suddenly looked at An Xibi and asked
A childish question that he felt he would never ask: "Do you regret marrying me?"
An Xiji frowned and blurted out, "Why should I regret it?"
Huangfu Yan smiled self-deprecatingly: "What the world has said is true, I am not going to die soon. I am a dying person, and marrying you will be equivalent to ruining your life's happiness."
An Xici walked to Huangfu Yan and sat down, looking up at him: "You don't seem to be a self-pitying person."
"But I can't control my own life." Huangfuyan met her eyes. Her eyes were surprisingly bright, shining with a confidence that even he didn't have.
An Xici looked at him for a while, then looked away and looked into the distance, and suddenly said: "Before I married you, I heard that you were about to die. But if I don't marry you, my mother, I want
The person you protect will die. This seemed like a threat, but it was a threat that forced me to compromise, so I agreed without thinking about it. Then I married you, and from now on, I am you.
She is the Crown Princess. This title is not bad and I like it very much. Things in the past can no longer be repeated. When I was the ninth lady of the Jingguo Marquis Mansion, what I wanted to do was to stay with my mother.
Make her happy. Now that I am the Crown Princess, what I want to do is all the things I think I can do as the Crown Princess. So, I have nothing to regret. On the contrary, I
I want to thank you, because this identity is much easier to use than the original identity."
Her voice was very calm, without any special emotion. She didn't seem to be looking forward to her future life, but she was just telling Huangfu Yan her current thoughts and answering the question he just asked her.
At this time, he does not look like a prince, and she does not look like a princess. Their language is not based on the rhythm that a specific identity should follow. Instead, they are like a pair of ordinary friends, calmly telling each other their temporary thoughts.
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"Then what do you want to achieve?" Huangfuyan asked her.
"I haven't thought about it yet." An Xici answered honestly. Everything she is doing now has no ultimate purpose. It is like she wants to establish a killer organization. What effect does she expect this organization to achieve?
In fact, they are all just what she can do now with the only strength she has. As for what to do in the future, she thinks, there will be plenty of time for her to think about it in the future. However, there is one thing she wants to do now: "I just told you
As I said, I now want to learn to cultivate my inner strength. If you are willing to teach me, I will give you a reward of equal value as much as possible."
She doesn't suffer losses, and she doesn't take advantage of others easily. The reason why she didn't find a secret book of internal skills to practice by herself, nor let anyone around her guide her, was because she fell in love with this cold jade bed, and secondly, since Huangfu Yan could act as if nothing had happened
Lying on this bed to sleep, it is enough to prove that his inner strength is very deep and he has taught her enough.