But Pei Yuan didn't. He wiped the blood on his lips and said nonchalantly: "Hate me, I don't care."
The woman lay on the ground, slowly lowered her head, and a smile that was filled with bitterness and joy overflowed from her lips: "Hate you? Over the years, I have found you so much happiness, but I have never thought of hating you.
.Because I think about you every day, and I wonder, if you were still alive, what would you do now? Are you married? How is your wife? Does she treat you well? Is your child obedient? Is it smart? Is it a boy or a girl...
...Is the child more like you or your wife..." The woman paused, then slowly raised her head and looked at Pei Yuan's iceberg-like face: "Pei Yuan, have you ever thought about me in the past thirty years?
?”
If he dared to say no, he would probably have to give up his life today.
Pei Yuan wriggled his lower lip and refused to look at her cruelly: "I'm leaving. You go down the mountain by yourself."
After saying that, Pei Yuan turned around and left without stopping for a moment.
The woman quickly stood up and chased after him, but Pei Yuan walked too fast. How could an older man compare with a young man?
In the end, the woman tripped over a stone protruding from the ground and fell to the ground awkwardly. She suppressed the pain and got up again.
…
"Is this Pei Yuan's heart made of stone?" Looking at Pei Yuan's figure in the distance, while the unwilling woman continued to chase him, I couldn't help but complain.
Yan Xiaoqing followed the woman unhurriedly, and said without a trace of emotion in her tone: "In fact, Wu people should not get to know ordinary people at all. This kind of relationship has no consequences at all. Pei Yuan must leave, and as soon as possible."
"Why?" I asked unwillingly.
"Because we will not grow old. If nothing else happens, our lives are endless, but the lives of ordinary people have an end. If we meet ordinary people, whether as friends or lovers, they will grow old.
They will all die. If you give your feelings, you will have to bear the pain they leave us after they leave. But the pain they bring us is endless and will always be with us forever. You can't understand that kind of sadness now.
.”
I was stunned. This meant that one day when Xia Yan grew old, I would still be the same as I am now. If I wanted to accompany Xia Yan for the rest of my life, I would have to accept the reality of his death in front of me.
My heart suddenly started to hurt.
At this time, the woman had fallen to the ground and could not get up. I ran over quickly and found that her feet were a little swollen.
"What can I do?" Although it is fake, it is very heart-wrenching to watch. Let a woman in her forties squat alone in a valley, even if there are no wild animals to eat her, but this is a deep mountain.
It was very cold at night.
"You just need to watch." Yan Xiaoqing gave me a calm look.
The woman sat on the ground and cried aggrievedly, while Pei Yuan, who had already walked away, unexpectedly withdrew and came back without knowing when.
The woman noticed a shadow above her head and quickly raised her head. The moment she saw Pei Yuan, she broke down in tears and smiled, like a girl.
Pei Yuan sighed deeply, bent down and picked up the woman.
Thirty-five years later, the girl no longer calls herself a girl, but Pei Yuan is still young and handsome.
The woman buried her head on Pei Yuan's shoulder with some embarrassment and whispered: "Am I getting old?"
Pei Yuan strode forward. Hearing the woman's question, he lowered his head slightly and said, "In my eyes, you haven't changed at all."
