When I came out of the illusion, I was already crying and could no longer suppress the grief in my heart.
Why? Why is God so cruel to us? Why?
Are these separations and farewells a trick of God, or have they been arranged by God?
"Don't cry." Yan Xiaoqing hugged me and patted my back.
I couldn't control these tears, there was nothing I could do.
"Tell me... why are you showing me these?" I cried so hard that I felt like the world was ending.
"I want you to see it, I want you to understand that no matter how infatuated love is, it can't compete with the ravages of time." Yan Xiaoqing said in a low voice, with helplessness in her tone.
"I...I don't want it!"
"Stop crying, there will be floods outside if you continue to cry." Yan Xiaoqing sighed softly and wiped away the tears hanging on my cheeks.
I leaned on his shoulder and shook my head vigorously.
Suddenly, I felt pain in the back of my neck, and my whole body fell into darkness.
The moment I closed my eyes, I seemed to hear Yan Xiaoqing yelling anxiously: "What are you doing?"
When I fainted, Xia Yan appeared from behind me. He took my body and put it away carefully.
Yan Xiaoqing stood on the spot with his hands folded: "Have you seen everything?"
It turns out that all this is not just for me to see, but for Xia Yan. In fact, he has been following us all the time. Because his soul was out of the body, I couldn't see him.
"Actually, you just need to take me with you. Why do you need to let her see it?" Xia Yan said coldly, without any expression on his face.
Yan Xiaoqing slowly smiled cruelly: "Without her, how would you know how sad she would be when you close your eyes one day?"
If you want to torture someone, no pain is as satisfying as heartache. Yan Xiaoqing raised his chin and looked at Xia Yan's straight back with admiration, sneering in his heart, how long do you think you can endure it? How long can you bear it?
?
Xia Yan turned to one side with his hands behind his back and said casually: "Yan Xiaoqing, let me make a deal with you."
"Tell me about it." Yan Xiaoqing smiled half-heartedly.
"After I pass away, make her forget about me."
"You don't want her to wait for your reincarnation?"
"It's far more painful to have something and then lose it than to have nothing. It's enough for me to have her for one life, and she shouldn't have to endure such pain."
"Hahaha, cherish the time you have. After you pass away, the lonely king will naturally know what to do."
Xia Yan suddenly turned around: "Let her forget everything she just saw in the illusion."
"Okay!" Yan Xiaoqing answered very simply.
There is a person in everyone's life that you can't beat, scold, let go of, abandon... but you still can't have her. This feeling is frustrating and helpless. Apart from trying to tie her to your side, there is no other person in the world.
There are two ways to deal with this person.
Changting, don't blame me.
Yan Xiaoqing knew that he had achieved his goal, but his heart felt like a heavy stone was weighing on him, making him unable to breathe.
After Xia Yan fell asleep, Yan Xiaoqing was immersed in her own thoughts, but Yan Xitong woke up again, staring at Yan Xiaoqing with Cheng Liang eyes.
"What are you looking at?" Yan Xiaoqing didn't even look back.
"I heard your conversation just now."
Yan Xiaoqing smiled self-deprecatingly: "Do you think King Gu is too despicable? He pretends to be happy with Xia Yan in front of Tao Tao, but then turns around and tricks him to force him to give up?"
