104.Chapter 104 Arguing with Xia Yan's emotional turning point
"In your eyes, I am just a fool who will be killed as soon as I step out, right? How capable and capable you are, but my martial arts skills are not as good as yours, and my IQ is not as good as yours. I have to listen to you in everything... You
Why are you glaring at me like that? Oh, I know, you are worried about me, hahaha, but Xia Yan, tell your conscience, is it me you are worried about? You are only worried about yourself and your own throne. Who am I?
Ah? I don't count!... In the eyes of you people with high positions, we women are fucking idiots, and we are used by you. After we are used, we will give you four words - disabled, flower,
Defeat, Liu! Who is Canhua? Who the hell is Bailiu? It’s not you men, we are all yellow-flowered maidens. They say we are Canhua. You three palaces and six courtyards change one woman in one night. Why?
No one said you were useless..."
My eyes suddenly turned red. I suppressed the sourness and continued to curse with a thick nasal voice: "Do you really think that I have nothing to do, so I went to Yan Xiaoqing's house to feel uncomfortable? My aunt has not been in a dog hole for two years.
Why should I? Why should I let go of my good life, get into someone's dog hole at night, and almost lose my life? Who am I?"
Some things have been held back enough, and once they are released, they cannot be contained even if they want to.
"For whom? You speak, who am I for?"
Xia Yan looked at me silently.
My nose became more and more sore, and my sore internal organs became tangled. I yelled at him fiercely: "It's not for you, why am I working so hard? Do you think I am not afraid of danger or death? Who are you? I don't want it so much."
I am ordered to help you? Because you are Xia Yan? Are you the King of Xia? Are you the emperor who is feared by everyone among the five kingdoms? Bah, is it great to be the emperor? Is it majestic to be the emperor? Is it great to be the emperor? Let me tell you, since I have been for you
I have been the emperor for more than three months, and I have not been happy even a day. I have been guarding against this, guarding against that... These days, I have been so preoccupied that I have almost reached a hornet's nest. What am I doing for that?" I squatted down.
Hugging himself, he sobbed and whispered: "For what? Hahaha, just for the five cities, I sold my whole body to you, but what about you? In your eyes, everyone except yourself is a pig.
Less than a beastly slave."
After completely venting my anger, I felt very happy, but what followed was an inexplicable emptiness. My whole body seemed to be empty. My legs gave out and I sat slumped on the ground. I stared at the spots of candlelight on the ground in a daze.
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Xia Yan looked at me condescendingly: "You said that people only worry about themselves, don't you also take risks for your own body?"
My accusations were loud and clear, but Xia Yan's accusations were calm.
I slowly raised my head and looked at him blankly.
"When you help others, it's like helping yourself, isn't it?"
Indeed, if one day we switch back, with his character, it is absolutely impossible to save me, so I can only save myself.
"We are all working hard for our own interests. Since this is the case, what else do you have to feel wronged about?" Xia Yan cruelly analyzed the facts and spread them out in front of me.
I was stunned, yes, he is right, we are all fighting, working hard, and enduring for ourselves. Since it is for ourselves, why am I still wronged?
"I'm not angry because of anything else, but because you left without telling me anything in advance. You're playing with your life, and you're playing with my life!"
