"Tell me the truth? Isn't it too bold?" I hesitated. I had to add some oil and vinegar. But I was lucky. There was one in my belly. Even if Xia Shen was angry, he couldn't do anything to me.
What? Liu Chi said that Yan Xiaoqing has recovered his previous memory. Theoretically speaking, Yan Xiaoqing is not completely his fourth brother anymore.
"I don't like to lie to people."
"..." This is such a good habit.
We have to say goodbye after a long journey, and soon we arrived at the ten-mile slope at the gate of the city.
The cool air hit me, and I felt cold.
The city gate opened, and Duotong followed us with a vigilant look. I knew that there were still many invisible guards around, but now that they were out, it was enough to get rid of them with Yan Xitong's martial arts.
"Old King, the green hills remain unchanged and the green waters flow forever. I will send you here today. The days ahead are long. From now on... don't come back again." I lowered my head and whispered.
"Huh?" Yan Xitong turned around, seemingly not hearing clearly.
"Don't come here again. If you come again, I'm afraid I won't be able to protect you. You should know that our positions are different..." My voice lowered: "If we meet again, we will be enemies. I am Xia Yan's wife. I should stand on my side."
On his side."
I suddenly realized that there were times when I was so heartless. One moment I was eating happily with him, and now I said such heartless words.
"Say it again." Yan Xitong gritted his teeth and questioned.
"I believe you heard clearly." I looked up at him.
"Then do you want to see me?"
Suddenly I don’t know how to answer his question. If you ask me if I want to, actually I don’t care. When he comes, I will naturally be happy to have someone to talk to. If he doesn’t come, it doesn’t make any difference to me. Occasionally, I still do.
I will think about him, not only him, but also other people, such as Qi Xuan, such as Yan Xiaoqing, recalling all the past, and even laugh when I meet something funny.
"I ask you if you want to."
"No!" I replied decisively, but I felt regretful after answering.
Yan Xitong stared at me in disbelief as if he had been hit hard. His eyes were glued to my face like a magnet. His sharp eyes seemed to want to see the flaw in my expression and what I was doing.
He lied, but he was finally defeated by my indifference.
Now I realize that indifference is sometimes not heartless, but just a tool to avoid hurting others.
I hurriedly lowered my head: "It's getting late, so I won't send you far."
Just as I was about to turn around, Yan Xitong suddenly shouted coldly from behind me: "Stop."
I turned around suspiciously, and under the moonlight, his face was so pale that it was heartbreaking.
"I have something to ask you, please tell me honestly."
I slowly turned my back and said, "Go away and don't come back again."
Apart from this sentence, I have nothing to say.
"During the hundred days you spent with me, did you ever enjoy my time with an incense stick?"
I quicken my pace...
"During the days when you were liked by me, did you spend a single moment of happiness with a stick of incense?"
I started running...
"An Changting, one day, I will definitely set foot on the land of Xia Kingdom again. Even if all life is ruined, I will not hesitate. Go back and tell Xia Yan this!" Yan Xitong shouted to me with a natural domineering air.
I suddenly turned around and couldn't help but curse: "Will you die if you say a blessing?"
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