Xiao Guozi hurriedly helped me up, but when he saw the broken vase on the ground, he couldn't help but trembled: "Mother, this...this...are you hurt? I will ask the imperial doctor to come and take a look."
"It's okay, I'm okay." I weakly sat back on the couch, my head buzzing.
Where did I go wrong? What did I do wrong? I kept asking myself in my mind, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't figure out the origin of the error.
Liu Chi could have left without Xia Yan's restraint, but he was afraid that he would implicate me, so he just held back.
And I stupidly thought that Xia Yan really punished Liu Chi for not being allowed to enter the harem because of jealousy, but that was not the case at all.
There were enough stoves burning in Panlong Palace, but I felt like I was in an ice cellar.
Little Guozi was anxious, firstly because he was afraid that something would happen to me, and secondly, because he was afraid that something would happen to the child in my belly.
I can understand his anxiety, but who can understand my sadness?
"Your Majesty, if you have something you can't talk about properly, you have to make the King angry... Your Majesty, if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the child in your belly. If you get angry... Your Majesty, won't you regret it to death?
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"Do you think your king will regret it?" I felt frustrated.
If Xia Yan really cares about me, how can he make me sad?
The heart of an emperor is always so unfathomable.
I always thought that he loved me, and that this love was so big that it could tolerate everything about me, but I never thought that all of this was just wishful thinking on my part.
After this incident, I seemed to suddenly understand a lot of things that I couldn't see clearly before. For example, I firmly believed that every word Xia Yan said before was true, but I never thought that an emperor would keep his faith
There are times when promises are worth something, for example, once his power and control are threatened, the promises he once made will become a bunch of useless nonsense.
However, I believe he still loves me, but this love will always come second to the world.
But I was stupid, I thought I was his world.
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After the full moon, Xia Yan and I naturally switched again.
I am four months pregnant and my morning sickness has improved a little. The first thing Xia Yan did when he opened his eyes was to warn me: "Don't try to use my body to free Liu Chi privately. I have treated him with all my kindness and righteousness. Don't force me to kill him."
Got him."
"Don't worry, I won't be that stupid." I replied calmly.
I will never make a mistake twice. Last year I saw the power of the underground palace guards. If I act rashly, Xia Yan will never show mercy again.
After getting dressed, Xia Yan watched me leave.
Chao Shang was still quarreling over the matter of the Grand Master. It was obvious that no one wanted Xia Huanzhi to become the Grand Master.
Xia Huanzhi himself couldn't believe why Pang Xiu chose him to take his place.
But besides this, there is another thing.
It turned out that it was the blooming of flowers throughout the palace a few days ago that aroused everyone's fear.
Some people say this is a sign of something strange, others say it is a good omen, and some even wonder if there were too many killings during this period, which led to the birth of strange phenomena.
The random suspicions of the courtiers made me upset.
