After the person left, Xia Yan held my hand and looked at me affectionately and silently.
I knew he had something to ask me, but I really didn't have the strength to say it to him now. I could only say softly: "If you have something to ask, just wait until I have the strength. I'm really weak now."
"Okay, you rest, I will watch from the side."
"Um!"
As soon as I fell asleep, I slept for a whole day and a whole night. When I opened my eyes, it was still dark, but I felt much better than before.
The sound of the brush brushing came to my ears, and I couldn't help but look to the side. Xia Yan was immersed in the piles of memorials, and I wanted to stick my head into the memorials.
"Wake up." He raised his head slightly and looked at me across the distance.
I just remembered to answer, but I found that there was a soft little child beside me. I took a closer look, uh, it was my child.
The little guy is not as wrinkled as the day before, but his skin is still red, his eyes are closed tightly, and his little mouth is pink. He looks so delicate. He is so small, when will he grow up?
I stared at the child for a long time, and then realized that the child's father had also been staring at me for a long time.
"Why did you put the baby on my bed to sleep?" According to estimates, newborn babies should be given to wet nurses. On the one hand, it is to prevent the children from getting too close to the mother and causing chaos in the government in the future. Secondly... I guess it is because I am afraid of the concubine.
He rolled over and crushed the child.
"Liu Chi said it would be better to keep the child by your side." Xia Yan paused for a moment and said frankly.
I widened my eyes and looked at Xia Yan in surprise.
"If it hadn't been for Liu Chi, I'm afraid this child wouldn't have been born so safely. I'm not an ungrateful person." Xia Yan looked at me deeply and pursed the corners of his mouth into a curved arc.
After a while, Xia Yan came over and sat beside my bed, stretched out his hand and touched my forehead, which I immediately covered.
We just looked at each other.
"Xia Yan...I'm sorry, I couldn't give you a little Xia Yan." He felt a little sad because he didn't know that we only had this one child in this life.
Xia Yan smiled, his dark eyes full of satisfaction: "But you gave me a small pavilion."
"But Xiao Changting can't inherit your position!"
"Fool, I and you are still young, are you still worried about not having children?"
Facing Xia Yan, who knew nothing, I didn’t know how to tell him about this. If I want to have children in the future, I’m afraid Liu Chi will have to die, and I can no longer bear the people around me leaving me one by one.
, no matter who it is, I don’t want it.
"Well, then you have to work harder from now on."
"Go to sleep."
I was about to close my eyes, but I thought wrong, I just woke up.
Seeing me open my eyes, Xia Yan looked puzzled: "What's wrong?"
"I just woke up, you want me to sleep again?"
"Wang Bo said you should have a good rest. It took too much effort to give birth to this child..."
We had a tacit understanding to bury all the unhappy past, not to mention my father or Anguo.
I propped myself up and sat up, picked up the child in my arms, and looked up at Xia Yan: "Song Ke gave the princess a very complicated name, did you see it?"
Xia Yan nodded: "Well, I saw it before in my study case."
"Do you think it's reliable?"
"The calligraphy is good, but it is a bit difficult to pronounce. Song Ke is a scholar, so naturally his name must be literate."
"I want to change it." I feel sad when I think about how hard it will be for my children to write their names in the future.
