Xia Yan thought about it carefully and suddenly burst into laughter: "What does the queen mean?"
"No..."
I turned around angrily. This was the first time I refused his invitation. In fact, it was not for any other reason. It was just because I wanted to have sex with him with a man’s body a few times before. This guy refused in every possible way, which made me very unhappy. So,
When I'm unhappy, he doesn't want to be happy either.
I am such a persistent person.
How many women have the chance to be men in this life? If I can't even fulfill this wish, then am I worthy of myself?
Xia Yan gritted his teeth behind me and said, "Are you still thinking about that?"
I suddenly turned around and looked at him excitedly: "Do you agree?"
A layer of gloom covered his face. Xia Yan snorted first, and then refused ruthlessly: "Don't even think about it."
"That's fine, don't touch me." I looked at him decisively. I've had sex with my mother so many times, but she didn't even give her a try. This is the first time I've seen such a stingy woman.
Xia Yan stared at me for a long time, then slowly squeezed out a sentence: "Changting, you have to know, that is your own body."
What Xia Yan means is that if I really want to have sex, the one I want to have sex with is actually myself.
I spread my hands indifferently: "So what? You were fucked by yourself anyway."
Xia Yan stared at me as if he was choked, and I looked back at him without fear.
We just stared at each other for a long time, and finally Xia Yan was defeated, turned over and hugged me, and said seriously: "Stop making trouble, that will definitely not be fun, and it may leave a shadow."
"For example?" I asked without knowing what was going on.
"For example... ahem, I once read an idle book. It was about an actor who, because of his good looks, had been singing for many years. Over time, he thought he was a woman. One day, he was attracted by a steward's son, and the official's son took a fancy to him.
I originally liked women, but from then on I started to love men. This move attracted many children from rich families to follow suit..."
I listened in confusion, and after thinking back and forth for a while, I concluded: "Are you saying that if I want to have sex with you, it is very likely that you will fall in love with men in the future?"
Xia Yan hesitated for a moment, thought about it, and nodded: "That's it."
"But the person who falls in love with you is yourself. Even if you love, you still love yourself. Will you let other men fall in love with you?"
Xia Yan choked again and his face turned green.
"Anyway, I love myself very much. Even if I like you in the future, I will still like myself."
"Changting..." Xia Yan interrupted my narcissistic statement.
"What for?" I asked accidentally and friendly.
"Wash and sleep!"
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On the second night, the moon was full.
I exchanged souls with Xia Yan and walked around Panlong Palace two or three times. I couldn't find Xia Yan anywhere. After asking Xiao Guozi, I found out that Xia actually went to the princess and sent someone to deliver a message tonight.
I didn't come back to sleep. This was a really cruel move. In order to prevent me from having stupid thoughts, I actually used my daughter as a shield.
As expected, for two days in a row Xia Yan disappeared in the evening except for flashing in front of my eyes during the day to prove that he was still alive.
Recently, Xia Yan planned to go to Anguo in person to have a heart-to-heart talk with Uncle Wang, so there were a lot of trivial matters in the early stage, and I had very few opportunities to be free.
Tonight I am alone and unable to sleep...
ps: I am going to have a drink with my friends today, so I will update a little less, and I will probably be able to update more the day after tomorrow.
