In fact, this question has been bothering me for a long time, but I didn't have the nerve to ask.
A gloom gathered in Xia Yan's eyes, and he stared at me fiercely.
"Don't get excited, don't get excited, I know you don't allow me to ask, but I really want to know..."
"You really want to know whether your sacrifice plan was successful, right?" Xia Yan suddenly approached, his tone cold.
I was forced into a corner, and Xia Yan continued to force me to retreat. If this continued, I might have climbed onto the wall.
"Do you think I would allow a man to mess with me?" Xia Yan's face was only an inch away from mine!
"You won't allow it!" I replied immediately.
"Since you know, why do you still ask?" Xia Yan yelled at me hard.
My ears felt hot from his yelling, and I was as helpless as a child who had done something wrong.
"I...I just asked casually!"
"Remember not to ask me idiotic questions like this in the future, and stay away from Yan Xiaoqing!"
Xia Yan has said this sentence twice.
I nodded repeatedly, acting like a good student who has remembered his teachings.
Because of this episode, I actually forgot to tell Xia Yan what happened in court today.
When I remembered it, it was already three days later!
"Xia Yan, don't do this! I didn't mean to do this!" At the beginning of the lanterns, the cold wind of late autumn slowly blew the palace lanterns hanging under the eaves, making people panic.
I couldn't help but feel guilty. I should have told him this kind of thing earlier, but I forgot all about it. The Queen of Rui, Rui Xueji, will enter the imperial capital tomorrow. If Xia Yan is a man at this time, this may be something worth celebrating.
Good news, but for Xia Yan, who has become a woman, this is simply a disaster.
"Don't be like this. At worst, I'll help you deal with her. Just tell me what you want me to do! Just say something!"
It's been three hours, and he hasn't eaten or drank water, which made me very panicked. If he couldn't think of committing suicide...well, Xia Yan would never commit suicide.
"From now on, listen carefully!" His closed eyes suddenly opened.
Thank God, he was finally willing to say something! I quickly sat down next to him: "You said, I'm listening. As long as I can do it, I will do it for you!"
At this time, even if Xia Yan orders me to pick up her, I will agree without hesitation.
"I had an encounter with the Queen of Rui, Rui Xueji, in my early years!" Xia Yan stood up, walked to the window and looked at the stars outside, and said leisurely.
"Ah?" Didn't you ask me to pick up her?
It turned out that Xia Yan had been thinking about it for nearly three hours, not because of anything else, but because he was considering whether to tell me about his previous affair with the queen.
Regarding personal issues, Xia Yan has always been very secretive and wouldn't even let me ask any more questions, but now he wanted to tell me personally.
There is one reason for this. He is afraid that I will reveal something tomorrow.
"You even have to be wary of the people you like?" I was a little panicked.
A few days ago, he held Rui Xueji's letter in silence and was in a daze. He even burned a pot of paper for her. He thought Rui Xueji would be the closest person to him in his life, but he never imagined that this would be the result.
If it were me, if I really met the one I loved, I wouldn't care if he was a boy or a girl, and I wouldn't care even if he turned into an ugly person.
Xia Yan raised his chin: "The status is different from the past. She is now the queen of Rui. This is an unbridgeable gap!"
I thought about it carefully, wow, it's not just a chasm... it's simply the Grand Canyon!