Maybe in some forgotten time, there was such a person who showed me a naughty smile and stuck out his tongue at me, but I can't remember it.
The sun was shining brightly that day, and I stopped for a long time on the official road leading to the palace.
But she will never know this, or may have long forgotten it.
It was that slight feeling of déjà vu that made me let her go again and again. Likewise, I also let go of Xia Yan.
Indecisiveness is not my character. When I realized that I was troubled by this strange relationship, I decided to plan my return to China in advance.
Killing is my instinct. I broke through Xia Yan's fortress without any suspense. During the confrontation, I made a puzzling move and actually used grapes as hostages.
Everyone thought I wanted to use her to force Xia Yan to retreat, but that was not the case. My real purpose was just to make her understand one thing.
In Xia Yan's grand plans, the existence of women is simply insignificant.
The result was very satisfying. Xia Yan actually killed her for the sake of the whole country's face. When I caught the arrow, I was both happy and angry.
Fortunately, Xia Yan is just as I expected, this woman means nothing to him.
And the anger is just because I happened to catch the arrow. What if I couldn't catch it? Wouldn't she really die?
——This king is not willing to kill anyone, why should you, Xia Yan?
I force-fed her a precious bodhi seed.
This thing is of great significance to me. Not only can it cure hundreds of poisons, but more importantly, once one of us dies, the other will follow.
The moment I gave it to her, I felt a little regretful.
After leaving the Xia Kingdom, I did not return to the Yan Kingdom immediately, but followed them quietly. The reason I gave myself was that I wanted to watch Xia Yangong fail and hand over the country to others.
At the same time, the chaotic thoughts began to return to normal.
I want to kill An Changting and take away the Bodhi seed in her body. I must not leave any clue to Xia Yan.
But unexpectedly, the moment the designer met her, we encountered an avalanche. We both fell into a wonderful cave.
I should be grateful for that beautiful time, which erased my original plan.
I don't want to kill her, and I don't want the Bodhisattva anymore. I want to take her back to the Kingdom of Yan and protect her well.
Some women deserve to be cherished and cared for.
Xia Yanxiong was a wise man, but he couldn't see the beautiful side of this woman. Although she was not beautiful, she had enough capital to make people want to stop and observe. After it was confirmed that she was still a virgin, this idea became more intense.
I made a bet with myself and put my unguarded sincerity on the gambling table. I was willing to admit defeat. If I won, I would no longer be alone. I would treat Xia Yan a hundred times more tenderly than Xia Yan. If I lost...
In fact, there are some things I can't afford to lose.
On the road leading to glory, other scenery is just a passing cloud to me. Before I reach my goal, the love between my children will always be superfluous to me. But when I caught the cold and became weak, I almost died.
When it fell, it felt so wonderful to be held by someone.
Even in her sleep, she could feel her crying and begging, don't die, Yan Xiaoqing, you must not die.
If I don't die... Changting, I will never die.
Standing on the top of the mountain, it is extremely cold at high places. I have known this for a long time, but most people are busy climbing up and never know how cold it is up there.
I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of the cold.
Since that heart has already begun to warm up, why let it get cold again?
