"If you have too many worries, you will naturally look older."
"What are you bothering about? Jiangshan Sheji? Or expanding your land?"
Faced with my unreasonableness, Xia Yan smiled coldly and sarcastically.
"In your heart, I am this kind of person, right?"
I decided to open up to him today and tell him that I won’t have a chance in the future.
"yes."
A trace of incomprehensible pain slid across his eyes, but disappeared quickly.
"Do you think being a great king is as easy as being a Bodhisattva? You just need to sit there motionless and be worshiped by thousands of people?" Xia Yan asked rhetorically.
I didn't say anything, just stared at him.
"Even a Buddha has to be carved with thousands of knives before he can sit on it and be worshiped by others, let alone a mortal human body? No matter what the situation, there will be some agenda, just like the Buddha statue, it needs others
When you come to worship, you need tribute. The same goes for being a king. If you want to sit on it, you must have your own value and be worthy of the chair under you. Everyone has ambitions, but how much is really for themselves? Expanding the land is the responsibility of kings of all ages.
Even your good friend Qi Xuan has grand goals. Rui country is his first goal. If you are not strong, your destiny will be divided among others. Do you want Xia country to become like this?"
I was left speechless by Xia Yan. It seemed that what he said was indeed right, and my selfishness seemed so insignificant in the emperor's plan.
"Yes, national affairs are indeed very important." I lowered my face and responded to his words.
Important enough to sacrifice everything.
"Changting, you don't understand the pain of being an emperor, just like I didn't understand the reason why you left before."
I raised my head.
"You always say that few people are heartless and unrighteous. What about you? Are you ruthless and unrighteous?"
"I……"
"You took Chang En and left without saying a word. I sent so many people to search, but I couldn't find any trace of you. You lived a happy and carefree life. Have you ever thought about how I spent your time alone in the palace?
You took away everything that was valuable and important to you, leaving only a few people behind...Where has your friendship gone?"
"It was you who apologized to me first and took advantage of me again and again." I jumped up and shouted loudly.
Not only did they use me to arrest Yan Xiaoqing, but also Yan Xitong. Forget it. In order to conquer Anguo, he refused to save my father and almost caused his death. Is this what a son-in-law did?
?
Xia Yan's jaw tensed up instantly, as if it was hurting somewhere. He gritted his teeth and said word by word: "If you really refused to save your father, would your father still be alive today?"
"You are less here, if Yan Xiaoqing hadn't saved my father..."
"Then you should really ask your father how he was rescued by Yan Xiaoqing."
Oops, this shameless guy doesn't even admit what he's done.
"Young Master is here. It's my father's good fortune. Besides, it was you who said it yourself that unless my father surrendered, his stunts would not deteriorate."
"Spies are everywhere. Do you want me to say everything out loud?"
"Quia, you are quibbling, you know?" I pointed at his nose.
Xia Yan took several deep breaths and stared at me with a pair of eagle eyes: "An Changting, sometimes I really want to strangle you to death, you know?"
I sneered: "Don't think about killing people just because you're wrong... ugh..."
The hot lips suddenly covered her, and the kiss caught me off guard.
