Later, her body changed and she discovered the arrival of the baby. From then on, Luo Huan grabbed a life-saving straw like a dying person. She transferred all the goals of her life to the baby in her belly.
Go on your body.
It was also from then on that time that she would not think of him deliberately, try every means to ignore his existence, and try to tell herself that everything is fine, and she must survive this most difficult time, and tenaciously for the child he left for her.
, live, live.
Even if his figure flashed through his mind inadvertently, Luo Huan would immediately find a way to cover the unrelieved bone-eating thought.
Day by day, stop by trip, bit by bit, accumulate the power of rebirth.
Want to it?
Don't want to?
She didn't know which answer was the real answer.
She didn't dare to distinguish her true feelings. She counted the time passed day after day, and used a state that was almost empty to paralyze the pain that left him.
After Luo Huan finished speaking, he was inevitably a little worried.
Hei Jieming would be unhappy! What she said was not liked by him at all.
This matter is indeed very stupid.
Even if she is half rational, she will definitely not be blinded by the loopholes for so long.
Should I say something sincerely?
If she could be more determined and have a more upright attitude, maybe he would...be less unhappy?
Totally unexpected, he did not get angry, nor did he use all kinds of ways like in the past, and had to force her to give him a satisfactory answer.
He just slowly hugged her from behind, hugging her very tightly, her hard and thick chest was completely against her back, and her breathing was as if she was at the same rhythm as her.
"Huanhuan, I miss you."
"The heart is twisting and painful when I think about it, and it hurts every day."
He suffocated for a while, his voice slightly lowered and dumb, "At the beginning, I thought I would be able to find you soon. Every day, I was planning how to teach you a lesson and how to leave a deep memory after finding you,
Let you remember that you must firmly trust me and not deny me and leave me just because you see something and hear something."
Luo Huan wanted to explain uneasyly, but he didn't mean to let her speak, and continued, "I searched for a whole month and started to panic. I had insomnia all night and couldn't handle any work. My mind was full of the worst.
Thoughts, occasionally I fall asleep tiredly, and dream of you as you bit your lips and watch me cry."
"Huanhuan, since then, I have started to reflect on some things, on the surface, you don't trust me. Thinking carefully, how could I ever get this trust? I should have realized that you are
A silent and unwilling to speak too much, not being curious about everything, not being happy to speak too much, but this does not mean that you don’t know what you know."
"You are more meticulous than anyone else. Those uneasiness, accumulated through many trivial matters, brewing, several warnings from Lingtong, Guo Jin's provocations, Xu Enya's calculations... These are all the sources of distrust and suspicion of you in me.
, ridiculous, I actually thought that things were gone, and I was just going to be over. I was open and honest, why do I need to explain too much? I think I can understand everything you can, and I will throw all my heart on you. Since I lost it, I don’t plan to get it back.
,I always think that this matter is natural, I believe in my heart, and you should also believe in it."
"Xiao Aniu later told me that I have some very bad habits. When I go out, I never report to you. When I have something to do, I always forget to call to tell you about my safety."
"For me, this is just carelessness, negligence, and a last resort when I am busy. I just made an excuse and made excuses for my behavior, because I am really doing serious things, and I feel confident and I don't realize it.