At that time, I was happy and full of ambition, but now? I don’t even know where the road is.
Xiao Jin lowered her head, feeling like a sinner through the ages, not daring to raise her head to face the teammate who had given her dream to her.
"I'm sorry, I have nothing to do now." Xiao Jin said solemnly, then ran away with his head lowered.
Under the scorching sun, a group of girls looked helplessly at her back and sobbed.
"What's wrong?"
In the small garden, there are bursts of cool breath, which are incompatible with the strong summer weather.
Nightmare held her chin with one hand and looked at her lazily.
Xiao Jin stared at a cluster of conspicuous hibiscus flowers in ecstasy, his eyes were moist, but no tears fell.
"Am I terrible?" Xiao Jin didn't turn around, just whispered silently.
I don’t know whether he was asking the nightmare or saying this to himself.
Nightmare glanced at her. Although he had not come close just now, he heard what the girls said.
Doesn't this girl realize that she is different at all?
Sighing softly, Yan said: "Jin'er, what is the meaning of living in this world?"
Xiao Jin turned to look at him, wondering why he suddenly raised the conversation to such a high level.
What is the meaning of life?
"Of course I'm happy!" She thought for a while and then replied.
Yan Qingcheng smiled and asked, "Are you happy then?"
Xiao Jin was stunned. She didn't know how to answer this question.
She only knew that her brother was very happy because she finally became what he expected.
But she became increasingly unhappy.
Seeing the expression on her face losing little by little, Yan said, "Do you want yourself to be happy, or do you want others to be happy?"
"Can't we have fun together?" Xiao Jin asked.
"The world is safe and sound, and I can't live up to the Tathagata and I can't live up to you." Nightmare read softly.
This poem is a bit profound and Xiao Jin has never heard it before, but fortunately the meaning of the previous sentence is understandable.
In other words, how can one have the best of both worlds in life?
She also understands this truth, but she just can't do it!
"I'm stupid. If I were smarter, I wouldn't be like this." Xiao Jin said disappointedly.
How could she be stupid?
"I have been with you for such a long time and watched you work hard to be the person your brother wanted you to be. You did it, but you are not happier than before. I... don't like you like this."
Nightmare's voice was slow and seemed to have a hint of sadness when speaking.
Xiao Jin looked at him blankly, even Xi could tell, wasn't she happy?
"Silly girl, why do you have to live for others? You are so outstanding, you will live a wonderful life." Nanqing couldn't help but raise her hand and gently stroked her hair.
Xiao Jin's eyes revealed a kind of confusion. This scene seemed to be familiar.
She felt that at some point in time, Nightmare had stroked her hair with a little love and affection.
Xiao Jin took a deep breath and touched his hot cheek, feeling a little at a loss.
"I'm home!"
After saying that, she didn't dare to look into Xiang's eyes, turned around and ran away, almost falling down awkwardly on the way.
Embarrassed, she secretly glanced back and found that Xiang was looking at her, smiling slightly.
The large hibiscus flowers behind him bloomed into a sea of enchanting fiery red.
Nightmare, did we really have an agreement in our previous life?
Xiao family
After changing shoes at the entrance, Xiao Jin quietly walked into the living room.
The servant prepared the food and put it on the table. He didn't expect that she would come back so soon, so he smiled and said, "Mr. Xiao is still in the study. Do you want to ask him to come down and eat with us?"
