Mu Qingyan put her hands on her lower abdomen, her blue eyes as pure as water, unblinking, and her expression as gentle as water.
She also wants to be a mother and have a child that she and Jun will love each other.
Think about it, that is a very beautiful and sacred thing.
His eyes slowly lowered, his eyes dimmed inch by inch, and his heart was filled with sadness and sadness.
Biting her lips tightly, the faint pain from her lower abdomen always reminded her that a child had been born here, and her child had always been with her.
It's just that everything was destroyed by her own hands. It was all her fault...
Who can she blame? Who can she blame?
She is not a person who doesn't distinguish between black and white. Her own faults and big mistakes she caused are all her responsibility.
Opening his eyes, a pair of pupils had returned to calmness, as calm as water, like a deep pool, without the slightest ripples.
"Jue, please go back, I want to rest."
At this time, Jun Qingjue won't go anywhere: "Go to bed when you are tired, I will stay with you here."
If it were in the past, she would have been very happy to hear the man say this. But now, Jun Qingjue's response was not only calm, but calm, and there was no emotion in her eyes.
"It's late at night, let's go back."
Jun Qingjue naturally heard the rejection in the light tone, and her purple eyes darkened: "Yan'er, go to sleep, I'll guard you here."
After saying that, he stood up and sat down on the soft couch on the side. There was a slight distance between him and Mu Qingyan, but through his position he could clearly see Mu Qingyan.
She raised her eyes and glanced at the man sleeping on the soft couch in front of her. Mu Qingyan's eyes were still as calm as water, without any change. Knowing that he was determined and would not leave, she let him sleep on the soft couch and turned around.
Sleeping on the bed, with her back to Jun Qingjue, her blue eyes were extremely clear.
The atmosphere in the room was very quiet, so quiet that even the shallow breathing could be heard clearly.
Mu Qingyan's back was to Jun Qingjue. Although he couldn't see the front, he knew that she was not asleep, but just didn't want to talk to him.
He pursed his lips and said nothing. She didn't want to say it, and he didn't force her.
Even though her back was turned to Jun Qingjue and she couldn't see him, Mu Qingyan could feel the man looking at her intently. His eyes were slightly lowered, and his blue eyes were a little dim.
She wanted to tell him that she didn't blame him and it was not his fault. But saying this would only increase his self-blame. Instead of doing this, it was better to be quiet and let him.
The sadness in my heart could not be vented. The sadness came to my heart and I felt a little sour. I slowly closed my eyes and hid all the emotions in my heart. I took a deep breath and said nothing.
The night is extremely long.
He couldn't sleep all night, until a trace of fish belly white appeared outside the window, sleepiness came to his heart, and Mu Qingyan slowly fell asleep.
Jun Qingjue stood up and came to the edge of the bed, looking at the woman's haggard and pale sleeping face, her purple eyes dimmed, and heartache filled her heart.
He stretched out his hand to touch the woman's cheek, but suddenly stopped halfway. He finally fell asleep, and he didn't want to wake her up.
He sighed softly in his heart, sat on the edge of the bed, stared at the woman's face quietly, and stretched out his hand to gently smooth the woman's frown.
Yan'er, you hide everything in your heart, and you put all the faults on yourself. Do you know that this makes me feel more uncomfortable than if you blame me?
He would rather she tell him all her grievances and sorrows, instead of suffering them alone in silence like she is doing now.