"At the beginning, I didn't have much money. I worked hard to improve myself, slowly increased my salary, slowly saved money with my girlfriend, saved down payment for the future, bought discounted things, and couldn't bear to eat delicious food.
Every time I save a little money, the two of them smile at each other, feeling that the whole world seems to be in their own hands, and they can buy an extra square meter of house, one step closer to happiness - that feeling, I don’t know what it feels like
Woolen cloth?"
Chuxue couldn't help but smile bitterly and said, "Jin Ting, you have already obtained what others want as soon as you were born."
"You are destined to be owned by God. If you don't have to fight for it, then there will be a lot of fun." Jin Ting said slowly, "It's like a person born with health, who doesn't understand how valuable health is, and always feels that he can be infinite.
Live on a regular basis... It was also after that operation that I knew that I would not be in danger of my life in the future that I gradually felt that I could embrace the world hard. When I was a child, I saw any health on the street
I envy people, normal people. Even if they are just beggars, even if they are just wandering newspaper boys, I think they can survive. They will not lose their lives because of sudden bleeding. I envy each of you, you
Do you know?"
Seeing the fragility on his face, Chuxue unconsciously stretched out her arms and put her arms around his shoulders, "You are already well now, you will no longer be sick, you have the best in this world now."
"Is it? Do you really have it? If possible, I really want to exchange my life with an ordinary and happy person. Sometimes, having too much is not necessarily a good thing." His voice was full of bitterness,"
Because once people have it, they will get used to it, become greedy, and want to have it all the time, and then when they lose it, they will be particularly painful."
Chuxue sighed and gently stroked his hair, "Some loss is forced to go, people gather and part. I think, if you see through all this, you will slowly let it go... Speaking of which, this is also yours.
What you tell me is that what does not belong to you will never belong to you. I will be blessed if I get it, and I will be lost."
"What if I can't see through?" Jin Ting suddenly stretched out his arm, used all his strength, and almost hugged her fiercely!
"Jin Ting..." She hugged him weakly, feeling his body trembling!
He used so much strength, so much.
It's like she'll disappear and disappear at any time.
"Jin Ting, don't do this..." She pressed her chin against his broad shoulders and said slowly, "You know how many people in this world envy you, how many people want to become you, you do this, let
What should anyone else do?"
He stood in the deserted night street and hugged her, wrapped his arms tightly around her slender waist, and repeated in her ear: "People in this world think I have everything, but if I have it, I am afraid of losing it...
…It’s like a person who finally has a healthy life, afraid of losing health again, and returning to the situation where he may lose his life at any time… Do you understand how I feel?”
His voice burst into pain, even a hint of fear: "I have dreamed many times, dreaming that a small hole was opened in my arm, and blood rushing out, like a big river... bright and shrill...
Every time I screamed and woke up from my dream, I thought I could continue to live, and I felt it was a survivor…”
"I understand, I understand. Don't do this, you're done, you won't die of bleeding..." She didn't know what to say, why he gave himself so many surprises tonight,
Have you said so much to yourself that you have never said before?
She put her hand on his back and patted her gently, just like that night when he called his mother...
At this moment, she actually thought he was a child.
"Don't think you understand!" He suddenly pushed her away!
"What are you doing..." She had no idea what was going on!
"Do you believe me if I say a few words? Do you think I really want to become an ordinary silk thread?" He used a lot of strength. She fell backwards unexpectedly. There was a first-class cement step behind.
As she was about to fall, Jin Ting took a big step forward and stabilized her: "You... believe in others like this..."
"What the hell do you want to say?"
Chuxue couldn't stand it anymore and stared at him with big eyes.
"Why do you believe me every time I treat you kindly? Don't you know that to me, everything you say may be false?" He held her face and looked carefully
Her eyes.
"I don't care whether what you said is true or not." She suddenly became angry and stared at him fiercely, "Mr. Jin, my task is just to cooperate with you, whether you want to pretend to be a love saint or play cold-hearted
, I'm here to accompany you! How about it? Are you not satisfied? How difficult is it to serve you? What do you want me?"
"I--" Before Jin Ting could speak, she had already shaken his hand away and strode forward.
She herself also felt that she was very strange today.
What was wrong? Why was she no longer so afraid of him tonight? After the moment she fought with him in the "Yunwai Tiandu" during the day, she seemed to be no longer as afraid of him as before.
Not only will he no longer be afraid, he will even lose his temper at him and express his true feelings in his heart.
What exactly does he want to do tonight?
She was very moved to be willing to accompany her to the alley to eat a bowl of hot and sour noodles that was so shredded, but... why did he abuse her sympathy?
Why do you want to act in front of her?
Do you think playing with her is fun?
My sister will be annoyed one day and refuses to accompany her!
"Hey..." Jin Ting did not strode to chase him, nor did he lose his temper. He just continued to stutter leisurely with his hands in his trouser pockets, slowly following with a smile.
He has long legs and walks very quickly. Even though he didn't deliberately chase him, he still approached her little by little.
Chuxue couldn't help but regret that her legs were too short, so she couldn't suddenly disappear no matter how hard she strides forward!
"I said, don't cramp your short legs."
As if he knew the sad thoughts in her heart, he rang behind her with a snickering voice, "I won't carry you or hold you later."
"Whoever wants you to carry it, who wants you to hug you." Feeling that he did not lose his temper, nor did he want to catch up and strangle her to death, Chuxue simply walked forward without rushing to go forward. Anyway, the full moon is high at this moment
It hangs high in the sky, and the weather is slightly cool, but it gets warm when walking. The alleys in the middle of the night have a leisurely and quiet atmosphere, just think it's a walk...
[Author’s off-topic]: ~ Dear everyone, can Taotao write tragedy? It’s impossible. Taotao loves the male and female protagonists so much, how could he do such a thing!! Everyone must believe it, it’s definitely a comedy!!!