Thinking of this, he gritted his teeth, "Xiaoyi, can you move now?"
Isabella looked at him with tears in her eyes: "Ting, what important thing do you have to say today? I am not in a good mood today. I just received a call and my mother's illness is serious again. I am in a very good mood now.
Chaos, I, I can’t hold anything else in my mind.”
"Xiaoyi, listen to me, I have some things to say to you tomorrow night's plane, I can only say to you in person, "Why, you should rest first, calm down for a while, and I'll come to see you in two hours, okay?"
"All right."
Isabella nodded, "After an hour, you come to me."
Jin Ting walked out slowly and looked out from the corridor at the lavender field in the distance.
The flower fields are still so beautiful.
However, now he doesn't have the lilac flower in his heart. Some of them are smiling. That face will be angry, angry, smiling, looking at him with a frightened expression, and pridefully squinted
He held the corners of his mouth and sometimes smiled like a little fox.
From when, he had slowly accepted this woman in his heart, but because the past was too heavy and heavy, he could not like her like an ordinary woman and hold her in the heart.
In the palm of his hand, it was not until he saw the video that he realized that his feelings for her had already planted a root in his heart.
The last scene in the advertisement was frozen in the two of them holding beer cans. The sunset in the distance made their faces red, so beautiful.
He told himself in his heart why he didn't admit it? Why did he never admit it?
Is it really that difficult to admit that loving someone?
This time when he returned to China, he must make it clear to her that everything in the past has passed, and what he needs to prepare for now is the future. There is still unlimited time in the future. Would she be willing to walk with him on this road?
So, he had to make it clear to Xiaoyi.
An hour later, the door of the ward opened and Xiaoyi walked out. She was still in the white clothes, with a calm expression on her face, "Ting, I'm ready, go, let's get in the car."
Jin Ting silently led her into the car, and the sports car was galloping in the lavender field on one side.
Xiaoyi suddenly said, "Ting, do you know? My name comes from lavender. It is said that when I was born, the lavender at my doorstep was very beautiful. My mother told me since I was a child that lavender was
Flowers that bless the bride at the wedding, in Ireland, before the wedding, lavender is used to incense the bride's dress. There is also a beautiful legend that when a girl separates from her beloved lover, if that girl hides one
The twig of lavender, in the book of the man she loves, the two will gather together, and the lavender will not fade."
She spoke very slowly, her eyes were filled with tears, and her voice was extremely affectionate, "So, Ting, this time when you go back to China, I will put a piece of lavender in your clothes, okay? In this way, you will think of me every day
, never forget me."
Hearing Isabella's sad voice, Jin Ting could no longer help and whispered: "Xiaoyi, I have something to say to you."
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"Tell me." Isabella's eyes were covered with tears, "Did you see me and find that I am different from what you imagined? Do you have no feelings for me at all? Do you realize that it was a decision to get engaged to me?
Wrong, do you regret it? I know, I am just a very ordinary woman, neither particularly beautiful nor outstanding talent, but I have been waiting for you for two years, more than 700 days and nights
Ye, you are the only one in my heart, and there are also excellent French men chasing me, but I refused, me, I..."
Tears rolled down from her eyes, and she began to cry in silence. Looking at her weak shoulders, Jin Ting's heart was a little loose. He stretched out a hand and patted her on the shoulder, "Xiaoyi, don't cry
I was not disappointed with you. When I saw you, I knew that you were the same as I thought, beautiful, pure, like an angel, you are really a good girl."
"But you don't like me, right?" Isabella looked straight at Jin Ting with tears in her eyes, "Tell me, do you don't like me? Do you hate me?"
"I don't hate you either." Jin Ting's voice was filled with a hint of unspeakable distress and guilt, "But, Xiaoyi, I think, wouldn't we postpone the engagement a little?"
"I knew you were going to say this." Isabella's back twitched, "I can wait for you, wait indefinitely, but can you tell me how long I need to wait, or,
What will happen if what I'm waiting for? This will at least let me know the worst result, and I'm a little mentally prepared, so I won't be hurt and feel unhappy."
Looking at her expression, Jin Ting felt very sorry for her, and he said to her patiently: "Xiaoyi, I know that saying this is really hurting your heart. I am such a bad person. But I have to tell you
There is a woman in China who I like her very much. Yes, maybe I didn’t find myself loving her so much before, but these days, when I left her side, I suddenly felt that my love for her was indeed
, may affect our marriage.”
Isabella sobbed and said, "Ting, I know you have a lot of girlfriends in China. I know all of these. I know what kind of person you are. I really don't mind."
"But I mind." Jin Ting's voice was filled with an impatient smell, "Xiaoyi, don't be sad. Really, I made such a decision and I am responsible for you. We are not engaged yet, once we are engaged
If I have other women I like, then I can't control my own feelings and my own rationality. This is irresponsible to you and her. Xiaoyi, I didn't want to tell you
This is because I think once I get engaged, I will calm down other emotions and concentrate on you, but now I find out..."
Before he could finish speaking, Isabella's voice came out, "Yes, you find you can't do it."
Jin Ting hesitated for a moment, nodded, "Yes, I can't do it, I discovered my own feelings."
Isabella burst into laughter, "Then, Ting, you can't do it, can I do it? You asked me if I would be your girlfriend, you were your fiancée for me."
Glory, you painted all the beautiful illusions in front of me, allowing me to see a beautiful paradise, but unexpectedly, you were knocked down from the cliff so cruelly. How could you do this to me?"