"But, Miss Xia, you don't have time anymore. You gave up the opportunity to be with Jin Ting and stay here to complete your career. You want to be a strong woman, but you can't find a heroine. You said
, What should I do?"
"I will consider this again. Mr. Zhuang, I'm going to work, please go out."
"You are really a cold woman." Zhuang Lingjun's lips bent, "It's so anxious to stay here alone. I don't know the pain of the result. Is the longing almost burning your heart? But why have you been always
Don't want to go? After all, maybe you're scared, right?"
"I'm afraid, what am I afraid of?"
Chuxue stood up, her face pale.
"Of course you are afraid, because you are afraid that Paris is a place that gives you unpleasant memories, not to mention that there is his fiancée there. Although the person Jin Ting likes is you, the fiancée is his fiancée and has a righteous and open position.
You are afraid that you will not be glorious to see him, you are afraid that other women will attack you, you are afraid that you will lose your calmness, you are afraid that you will be embarrassed, you are afraid that you will show the anxious appearance of a mistress. Xia Chuxue
, Let me tell you, if Jin Ting likes you, you are not a mistress. Only those who are not loved in love are the third party. Compared with you, although Ye Shan is a little eager for quick success and instant benefits, she is too active than you.
, You are obviously the woman that Jin Ting likes, why can't you be more proactive?"
He said something like a thorn, deeply piercing into Chuxue's heart!
All her indifference, persistence, and struggle during this period of time melted like an iceberg!
Chuxue sat down dejectedly and buried her face in her arms, "I, maybe you are right, I'm just afraid. I'm afraid that everything I heard that day was fake, all lies, I'm afraid that I would like to praise her.
I went with my heart, but I saw the scene of him hugging other women enthusiastically, which broke my heart... I was really scared, I was afraid that if I lost, I would have nothing left."
"But you may not necessarily lose?"
"Maybe, I'm a super insecure person." Chuxue's shoulders twitched, "My mother is so good. Back then, she would have been abandoned by my biological father, and I saw it with my own eyes at the wedding. I saw Mo.
Haoxuan is with my best friend, maybe deep down in my heart, I don’t believe that good things will come to me. Although he told me that day that day, I was very moved, but in my heart, that’s it.
It was like a dream, a dream filled with moonlight. I was afraid that when I went, all the dreams would be broken like crystal glass falling on the ground."
"You." Zhuang Lingjun sighed quietly, then walked to her, "If you want to cry, I can lend you a shoulder."
"No, no need, you...you go back first, I want to think about it myself."
"Don't resist anything, don't worry, I have no other thoughts. I just saw you so entangled. As Jin Ting's friend, I really can't stand it." He approached her silently, "Come on, just want to cry.
Cry, I think I am a wall, a lifeless object, it doesn’t matter.”
Maybe it was Zhuang Lingjun's words that caused a huge storm in her heart. At this moment, she felt like a small boat on the ocean of storms. Yes, maybe she didn't go to Paris, it was not what she said that career was the priority.
But she didn't dare, she was afraid, she was afraid to face it, she was afraid that those beautiful vows would be nothing more than bubbles and became empty, and she stayed here, and perhaps she could make those bubbles live longer.
She suddenly felt so pitiful!
Zhuang Lingjun said again: "Are you willing to lean on my shoulder? You are also a human being. You are not steel, don't carry it. I know very well. You have no one else to talk to. You just want to protect others, but you don't
People come to protect you."
Chuxue sobbed, quietly and carefully leaned her head on his shoulder.
His shoulders were very wide, which made her feel a little safe. Before she knew it, tears came out. She murmured: "Yes, maybe I don't deserve happiness at all, because I don't have the courage, because
I don't think I'm happy."
Zhuang Lingjun was just silent and did not say anything to comfort her. He just asked her to cry, let her vent, and gently patted her back.
At that moment, Chuxue almost felt that Zhuang Lingjun was her brother.
She has no brother, she has always been protecting Chenchen.
She also hopes that she has an older brother who can give her a solid shoulder when she is sad.
At this moment, she seemed to feel that her wish had come true.
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After Chuxue had cried enough, Zhuang Lingjun said lightly: "Emotions flowing through the body is the best way to relieve stress. I understand your mood, but I can't give you any suggestions. You have to face everything."
Chuxue's voice intermittently: "I really, can I really go see him? Can I really go and fight for it? I don't know, I'm really scared. I'm just an ordinary woman, I don't have a peerless life.
He has no noble status, do I... have such qualifications?"
"What's there to be afraid of? If you fight hard, the final result will be at most a failure. If you don't fight, you may also fail. Miss Xia, you can't always bury your head in the sand like an ostrich.
If you keep dragging on like this, you will be injured! If you want, I will immediately send you to Paris by a private plane. You may be with Ye Shan, but I believe you will not be afraid of her.
Yes or no?"
Chuxue suddenly smiled and wiped her tears: "You, why did you help me like this?"
"I've said that I'm an idle person, and idle person just has nothing to do. Look at some fun here and go and get some kicks, that's all."
Zhuang Lingjun stood up and said, "Then if you are willing to go, I will inform my helicopter now."
Looking at Chu Xue standing alone in the middle of the room, he sighed again, strode over and hugged her: "My sister-in-law, Jin Ting is waiting for you, don't be afraid anymore."
Suddenly at this moment, I heard a sound of footsteps, and then someone pressed the switch at the door with a snap, and the room was lit up.
And the man standing at the door, his eyes were condensed in the center of the office.
Zhuang Lingjun held Chu Xue's appearance, and he stared at the two of them blankly, and after a while, a sentence spilled out from his lips: "Sister, why are you like this?"