She is such a woman. She wants to take care of everything, do the best in everything, and doesn't want to hurt anyone.
But... in this way, he is the one who hurts the most...
Has she ever thought about it for him?
He thought of her everything, and he had her in his future plans...
He thought of doing anything with her...
He thought of taking her with him anywhere...
But……
She didn't seem to respond at all...
"Okay, then I'll tear it down." Zhuang Lingjun's voice seemed to be coming from another world again.
After a while, Jin Ting heard his voice tremblingly and said, "How is it?"
"I'm sorry, I've disappointed you, Ting."
Zhuang Lingjun's voice was a little apology, "The result of the examination is that she shows no sign of pregnancy."
"...It's good..." Jin Ting felt his heart empty.
That kind of emptiness is like everything in front of you is no longer important, and there seems to be no effort to do anything, and you care so much.
"This is God's will, and you can't force it. You and her are still so young, so there will be opportunities in the future."
"Yes, this is God's will!"
Jin Ting suddenly started to shout in anger!
A punch hit the armrest of the bench!
"This is God's will! God's will play with my will. No matter how I look forward to it, no matter how hard I try, I will not get everything I want in the end! If so, what else should I expect? What else should I work hard to do?
?What else do you want to do?! I thought I could bear the pain of failing expectations, but I still couldn't! It turned out that I was just a vulgar person, haha...hahahaha... I thought I had experienced everything
The disappointment and pain were no longer expected... Unfortunately, I still... fell into the trap again..."
Speaking of later, he no longer knew what he was talking about.
……yes……
Why did he believe it?
Why look forward to it???
Originally, the world would not treat him well, so why did he believe that he might be happy?
How does he deserve happiness?
His life was full of pain, and he should have died long ago!
He earned his life by sacrificing his biological brother's health. How did he deserve happiness? How did he deserve the girl he loved?
He was already in hell, so how dare he yearn for heaven?
He is too greedy!
A person like him, being able to have short-term happiness is already a great gift from God...
How can you expect anything else?
Why is he greedy for so-called eternal happiness?
There may be eternal happiness in this world, but it will definitely not belong to him!
He was filled with sinful blood, but he actually wanted to have such a beautiful noun... Haha... Haha... He was too stupid, he was too self-righteous...
He stood up suddenly, walked towards the Virgin Mary, and raised her viciously!
Maria still smiled, as if all the troubles in the world were just ridiculous delusions to her.
Jin Ting also smiled coldly, then let go of his hands...
With a snap...
The porcelain statue fell into pieces...
It's like countless withered white roses...
"Ting, you need to have a good rest now, calm down." Zhuang Lingjun's voice was very calm, "Even if Xia Chuxue left you temporarily for her brother, why should you be so sad? She is still young, and it is normal for her to not think of many things clearly.
,When you find her, have a good talk with her and dispel her doubts, isn’t it better? People need communication, and it’s not a big deal to keep everything in their hearts…”
"You don't understand, Brother Zhuang." Jin Ting smiled miserably, "I...I... know that there are many things deep in my heart that have been broken. Even if we talk about them again, there are many things that cannot be returned...
...I don't want to talk anymore, please calm me down..."
Then he hung up the phone.
After putting away the phone, Zhuang Lingjun looked at the sleeping woman on the bed carefully.
This is a very quiet room with simple furnishings. Although it is very comfortable, it has no characteristics at all.
This is a two-story building, and now he sits on the second floor.
Naturally, the woman sleeping soundly in the bed is the first snow.
Her brows were still tightly frowning, and her long hair was scattered on the light blue sheets like seaweed, and the corners of her lips were pursed, looking a little painful.
Naturally, after being anesthetized and unconscious for so long, no one will feel very comfortable.
Zhuang Lingjun naturally felt very sorry in his heart. He bent down and stroked her hair slightly: "I'm sorry, I've made you suffer."
A faint moan came from her lips, and then she murmured and said a person's name: "Ting..."
Zhuang Lingjun frowned: "You are still thinking about him...but it doesn't matter, I will make you forget him soon."
Although Chuxue was still sleeping, she seemed to know his thoughts, her brows became tighter and tighter, and the corners of her lips muttered: "Ting... Where are you... I'm afraid... I feel so scared... They...
...They captured Chenchen...what would they do to Chenchen..."
At this moment, the door was knocked.
Zhuang Lingjun got up and opened the door. At the door was a middle-aged woman in maid outfit, holding a glass of water. Zhuang Lingjun reached out to take the water, put it on the bedside table, and then flashed out: "How is Lin Xiaochen?"
"He is fine, the medicine has passed, his heartbeat and pulse are still normal, and he is sleeping soundly." The woman spoke respectfully.
"Okay." Zhuang Lingjun looked at the cup of water placed on the bedside table, "Have the things been added according to the dose?"
“Yes, added.”
"Is there any more than the dose? That will have strong side effects."
"No, don't worry, I'm also a PhD in Pharmacy, there will be no problem." The woman pushed her glasses, "Take this substance will not have any impact on the body, it will just cause memory disorder.
, but it is also within a controllable range, and can induced hallucination... However, this is already the safest one among this type of substance."
"Very good, if her health is damaged, I will take your life."
The first snow on the bed closed her eyes tightly, and her long eyelashes trembled uneasily...
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Paris.
Jin Ting locked himself in the red winery, and I don’t know how much wine he drank.
At the end of drinking, he felt that his body seemed to be soaked in alcohol, and even the sweat that flowed out was smelling of red wine.
At first, he got hot all over his body, but later he became colder and colder.
No matter how much alcohol you drink, you can't relieve the coldness!
He opened the curtains with a loud bang, and saw that it was already dawn.
Birds sing and flowers in this farm, but all this seems to belong to him anymore.