"Mr. Jin, who do you think you are? Do you think you are the Creator? Can you control everything about everyone in the world? Can you control people's hearts and destiny?
Let me tell you, you think yourself too great!"
She licked her lips and continued:
"Listen, Jin Ting, no matter what happens to Mo Haoxuan and I, it's our life, and I have the right to choose in my own life, instead of a self-righteous creator like you interfering in other people's lives!
Have you had any psychological shadow since childhood and like to treat others as your puppets? Have you never been taken seriously? Have you not been able to truly accept yourself from the bottom of your heart, so you have to rely on manipulating others to gain that point?
Poor psychological satisfaction!
If that's the case, I sympathize with you!"
"You sympathize with me? You actually said you sympathize with me?" Jin Ting's voice was slightly mocking, and his fingers were trembling: "What qualifications do you have to sympathize with me! You are like an ant to me, no,
You are just a bitch, I can strip you naked, play with you, or kill you any way you want!"
Feeling the naked desire and disdain in his words, Chuxue smiled instead of being angry: "Yes, I sympathize with you! Because you are a patient and your mentality is abnormal! As a healthy and normal person, of course I treat patients
You have to express sympathy! Besides, you are still such a self-righteous patient!"
When Chuxue said this, she suddenly remembered that Jin Ting once told her that when he was a child, his platelet coagulation factor was abnormal, so he would bleed non-stop as long as he was slightly injured, so he smiled slightly and said to her
The microphone added: "Jin Ting, you used to bleed constantly when you were a child, and that was just a physical illness. But now that your physical illness has been cured, your mental illness cannot be cured!
I feel so sorry for the person who donated your bone marrow!
Because he saved a person, but he was a terminally ill patient who could not be saved!"
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"Are you done!?" Jin Ting suddenly yelled on the other end of the phone.
His voice was very low and extremely cold, and it was accompanied by an unknown sharp sound, which made Chuxue couldn't help but be stunned.
She had stimulated Jin Ting more than once, but no matter what she said, Jin Ting usually pretended not to hear and acted calmly.
However, after he said those words just now, he seemed to be really furious and lost control.
It's like a crazy lone wolf on the grassland, ready to bite off the opponent's throat at any time and let the hot and smelly blood splash down.
Chuxue couldn't help feeling a little timid, but she still said: "What? What do you think is wrong with what I said?"
"You are right! You are right!"
Jin Ting's voice became slower and slower, more and more gloomy.
He burst out laughing: "You are so right. This is the most right thing you have said since I met you! Hahaha...hahahaha..."
The sad cherry red color appeared before his eyes again, and he returned to the time when he was very, very little...
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He still remembers that when he was six years old, his disease, whose scientific name is "hemophilia x7y", became more and more serious. Even if he fell down just a little, he would bleed a lot and become red.
clothes.
And what's more serious is that this blood may interact with outside bacteria at any time, causing infection and killing him.
He cannot go to school because his fingers may be cut by the pen tip or the edge of paper at any time, and he cannot go to sports because his knees may be infected with countless bacteria from the air and soil when he falls!
His life is basically locked in a small room with a top-level air sterilization device, watching TV silently, having to wear gloves when reading, and almost having to have a maid bring it to his mouth when eating.
For him, who loves freedom by nature, this is simply killing him!
At that time, he almost felt that living in this world was a burden, and every day was a burden. He wanted to die. During that time, he dived into the online world and found many ways to commit suicide, but it seemed that
It's all painful. Jumping off a building will cause you to fall to pieces, hanging yourself will cause incontinence, and taking sleeping pills is said to cause stomach convulsions...
He doesn’t want to die! He has been smart since he was a child. He can remember anything after reading it once. He loves many things and loves this world!
The relationship between his parents has become increasingly tense due to his illness.
Her mother, Xu Yanran, was originally from a high-ranking official family. At that time, she met Jin Peng, a handsome man in his prime, at a banquet. She fell in love at first sight and rejected the proposals of several high-ranking officials' children, insisting on marrying Jin Peng.
At that time, Xu Yanran was tall and beautiful, and had the dignified temperament of a lady. Naturally, Jin Peng also loved her very much, and soon entered the palace of marriage.
In the beginning, the two were in harmony for several years. Three years after they got married, they gave birth to Jin Ting, a cute baby named Yuxue. Everyone who saw it couldn't put it down.
But all the good things came to an abrupt end after discovering that the baby son was born with this almost incurable disease.
Jin Peng's mother, Jin Ting's grandmother, Mrs. Jin had always disliked this daughter-in-law when Jin Peng married Xu Yanran. She said that her horoscope was not in line with her eldest son, and that the chicken and the dog were in conflict.
What good days will it bring.
Knowing that her grandson had this disease, Mrs. Jin was even more convinced of her judgment. She invited some Taoist priests and wizards to do it at home all day long, muttering, criticizing and scolding her daughter-in-law, as if she wanted to drive her daughter-in-law out of the house.
Xu Yanran was also a high-ranking official, so she couldn't bear the anger and transferred all her dissatisfaction with her mother-in-law to her husband. The relationship between husband and wife gradually became cold. Old Mrs. Jin took this opportunity to whisper in Jin Peng's ear, asking him to do it again.
Marrying a woman and giving birth to a healthy son made Xu Yanran furious. She ran away from home and returned to her parents' home, causing a lot of trouble in the family. It was not until Jin Peng sent his mother abroad that things calmed down a little.
But the two of them still sleep in separate rooms, and they are no longer as close as they used to be.
Until one time, an internationally renowned hematologist came to the house and had a long secret conversation with his father in a small room.
After his father came out, with a hint of joy on his face, he walked to his mother's room and whispered: "Yanran, Ting'er's illness may be cured!".
Xu Yanran raised her head with a numb expression: "Is there any way? Is there any way to save Ting'er? Tell me!"
Jin Peng coughed: "Well, the doctor said that there is a new technology. If we can have another child and use his bone marrow to transplant Ting'er, there may be minimal rejection.
, Ting'er's blood may become healthy blood from now on, what do you think of this method?"