"You're enough!" Chuxue gritted her teeth, "Don't hurt his reputation, I'll let him go now!"
"He won't leave unless you let him see you with others!"
Chuxue said coldly: "Okay, I'll call Zhuang Lingjun to come."
"Don't play tricks with me."
"This lady, I have always been a person who promises to calculate. Even if you don't believe in your personality, you don't need to doubt my personality!" Chu Xue said coldly.
"You..." the woman was stunned for a moment, then sneered, "Okay, I don't doubt you, you can drive him away within twenty minutes!"
Then, the phone hung up.
Chuxue heard the door outside being knocked and sounded: "Xue'er, open the door, open the door! If there is anything, let's explain it face to face, okay? I just want to see you again!"
"Goodbye, what's the use..."
The corners of her mouth bent slightly and she smiled faintly and desolately.
Even if you see each other again, you will only fall into a vicious cycle.
It's better to let everything stop here.
Forever, forever, stop here...
She pressed Zhuang Lingjun's phone number.
The other side was connected soon.
The voice hesitated: "Xue'er?"
"Come to my house now." She said quickly without any tone.
"Come to your house? Don't you hate me very much. You will never want to see me again in your life?"
"I don't want to see you, but I have no other way. I think you should know that I promised someone to leave Jin Ting. In order to strengthen my determination, please come to my house now."
Zhuang Lingjun took a deep breath: "Chuxue, I know that everything I did before is very sorry for you, and I am sorry for Jin Ting, don't worry, I will not lie to you again, nor will I force you to do anything, now I just hope you can
OK."
"Stop talking nonsense!" Chu Xue's voice was sharp and she made a decision, "Are you coming? I'll give you ten seconds to think. If you don't want to come, I can find someone else!"
"Okay, I'll do it." Zhuang Lingjun did not hesitate either.
"In ten minutes, I'll arrive."
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Ten minutes...
Ten minutes can be very short or long.
She wrapped herself in a quilt and twisted her fingers fiercely.
She was afraid that if she didn't, she would run out, open the door, and throw herself into her arms.
How could it be so long for ten minutes?
But, it was so short that he was about to leave, forever, and never come back...
A tear fell and she hurriedly wiped it off.
Sorry, you hate me, you will never forgive me, forget me... Forgot me, a woman who betrayed her oath!
In this way, you can have your own life...
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Jin Ting stood at the door and felt his legs numb, but he was still unwilling to move one step.
It seems that standing so stoic and turning into a stone statue can wait until the moment she changes the world and looks back.
However, he suddenly heard the sound of footsteps.
I originally thought it was other neighbors in this building, but as I listened, the footsteps were coming towards me.
He seemed to feel something and looked down.
The lights in the corridor had voice control function, and he met the familiar face straight.
There was no expression on that face, or rather, a kind of indifferent expression.
"Zhuang...Brother Zhuang..."
Jin Ting was stunned for a long time and wanted to change his name, but he didn't know what to call him for a while, so he continued to use the previous name.
For a moment, it seemed that the two men had returned to a time when nothing had happened.
It was a youthful youth. Two people drank and talked about their dreams, talked about their lives. When they thought about it, it seemed that it had not been long, and so many years had passed.
Zhuang Lingjun looked at Jin Ting, nodded slightly, signaled to see him, and then slowly spoke: "I'm here to pick Chuxue up."
"Snow Xue'er is indeed in the room?" Jin Ting's heart was as painful as a tear-she was in the room, but she didn't open the door for him.
It turned out that she was waiting for him.
"Well, she came back to get something. I was going to accompany her, but there was something at home, so she came by herself." Zhuang Lingjun said lightly, "Now I'll take her home."
Haha, it turns out that the dream he had was a dream. How could Xueer come back? It was just her most beautiful and wishful thinking... She chose him after all.
At this moment, Jin Ting thought he would be very angry and sad, but he didn't.
His heart was actually very calm, and there was a hint of sadness in his calmness.
It turns out that when you have isolated all hope, when you don’t have any expectations, when you can accept the worst outcome, there will be no sorrow, because you have accepted it.
He has read some psychology books and remembers a theory that emotional trauma has to go through several stages, such as resistance, anger, retention, sadness, and finally - acceptance.
So he actually smiled, with a hint of fatigue in his smile: "Okay, I just wanted to see her, but she refused to open the door. It turned out that she was waiting for you."
"Do you want to meet her? You have to see her?" Zhuang Lingjun looked at him with a bright look.
"Actually..." Jin Ting suddenly smiled, his smile was very desolate and desolate, "It's better not to see him."
Meeting may be better than missing. When everything is over, even if you stare at each other's eyes, it will be just hurt and indifference. It is better to remember the scene of laughter and lingering in your heart forever. It is the best memory.
"So... then, goodbye."
Jin Ting took a last look at Chuxue's door that was tightly closed, and then left without looking back.
At this moment, he knew that he had given up.
Goodbye, Xueer.
Goodbye, my love.
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Chuxue opened the door and looked pale.
Zhuang Lingjun walked to her and couldn't help but be shocked when he saw her appearance: "Are you okay? Do you want me to take you to see a doctor?"
"I'm fine, I'm just in a bad mood." She glanced at him indifferently, as if she was looking at a stranger. "You have completed your mission and you can go back."
"Do you believe that Jin Ting may still be waiting for you downstairs?" Zhuang Lingjun looked at Chu Xue carefully, "I don't know who the person is threatening you, but if you are really sure to leave him, you should make a decision
.”
Chuxue held his clothes tightly and said lightly: "What do you think I should do?"
"When you keep breaking down, you will be in trouble." Zhuang Lingjun said seriously, "Xue'er, listen to me, I know you don't have love for me, and I also know that I have done something you cannot forgive."