His breathing began to be rapid, and he felt that his asthma was about to strike again, and the medicine was still in his pocket. The hooligans knew that it was worthless and did not take it.
But he doesn't want to take medicine.
So what if I survive after taking the medicine?
He is just a useless person. He is not good at good skills and will get sick at any time. Although he is the young master of a wealthy family, several hooligans can beat him into a dead dog.
He has no real talent and cannot manage a company well.
He wanted to do a lot of things, but he didn't do anything in the end.
He was deeply attached to his brother, who was his sky. He had never doubted anything his brother said, but his brother had been lying to him all the time!
Perhaps in my brother's heart, he is just a pitiful and ridiculous burden!
He should have died long ago!
This thought was like Pandora's box being opened and the devil floated out.
A voice kept whistling in his mind: "You shouldn't have lived in this world for a long time! No one loves you! No one needs you! You are just a burden!"
"No...no...there are still people who need me...there are still people..." He struggled hard to argue with the voice in his mind.
"Who needs you? Your brother doesn't need you at all. He doesn't consider your feelings at all in order to get his beloved woman..."
"Mom, mom needs me!"
"Your mother doesn't really need you. She just depends on your weakness. She just pity you for sympathy for you. If you are no longer in this world, your mother and your brother can get along well with each other, and their misunderstanding will be resolved.
!You are a redundant existence! Because of you, your mother and your brother, they have reached this point!"
Jin Feng stopped fighting, and he felt that the voice in his mind made sense.
Yes... He is just a burden... If you don't have yourself, everyone will be much happier and much easier...
He found himself walking to the beach without realizing it.
Even though asthma was on the verge of an attack, he could still go so far.
It was already eleven o'clock in the evening, and a crescent moon floated in the air desolately, like a sad eye.
The sea in winter seems particularly lonely.
No one will come, and no one will pay attention to it.
The sea water was slamming waves along the beach as if it was entertaining itself, but even such a sound seemed particularly desolate.
Jin Feng stood blankly by the sea, as if a voice was talking to him, "Let's go into the sea, walk into the cold and lonely sea water, and let yourself sink in. Only in this way can you be your eternal destination."
Living in this world will only bring trouble to others. Even my brother may have been bored with himself in his heart...
It’s more straightforward to leave this world... This is the bravest thing he has ever done in his life - to disappear.
No more disturbing anyone.
The cold water overflowed his ankles and over his knees.
Just keep going like this and be free.
Everything is over. Brother, you have to be fine, you have to recover the first snow... I disappeared in this world, you don’t have to worry about me anymore...
The cold sea water filled his chest...
His chest was paralyzed...
Suddenly at this moment, a hurried voice rang behind him: "Feng'er, don't do stupid things!"
Jin Feng was stunned - how could anyone see him in such a desolate beach?
This person's voice...is not familiar, but not unfamiliar. He couldn't remember who it was for a moment...
He ignored the man and continued to walk into the cold sea water!
Suddenly, a figure also jumped into the sea and blocked him!
Jin Feng shouted: "Don't stop me!!! I don't want to be a burden!!!"
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"No one said you are a burden, Feng'er."
The man in his fifties stood in front of him, wearing a long gown, terrible thin, and his face was pale. There was a narrow scar on his cheek to his left chin, which gave his originally gentle and elegant temperament a little.
Strange.
But in terms of appearance, you can still see the beauty of the past.
This person turned out to be Jin Yun!
Jin Feng looked blankly for a long time and suddenly recognized him: "Is it... it's my uncle?"
He naturally recognized his uncle, although he knew very well that his uncle fought for power with his brother and was sent to prison by his brother with decisive means.
But that happened a few years ago, and Jin Feng is a kind person. Although he agrees with everything his brother does, his uncle is his uncle after all, so he still retains some basic politeness.
Jin Yun sighed, and looked at Jin Feng with an indescribable complexity: "Feng'er, it's me, it's uncle."
"But, uncle, you shouldn't be still here..."
"I'm not in prison for a long time." Jin Yun smiled, smiling a little desolately, "If you want to tell your brother, whatever you want."
"I won't tell my brother." Jin Feng looked at his uncle's face, and for some reason he spoke like this, "Uncle, I remember that you have been very kind to me since childhood. At that time, you fought with me and fought with me.
I have to die. Although I am ignorant and have poor health, I have no idea why you are like black-eyed chickens, fighting around, and they are obviously a family. But although I am ignorant, I know very well, even though I am
At that time, you were still good to me. You had many opportunities that could be detrimental to me and used to threaten my brother, but you didn't do that. So, I won't tell you anything this time, you go."
"Feng'er, you don't understand. You are not the same person as your brother. I have to ask for some things from him." Jin Yun stretched out his hand and touched Jin Feng's hair, "Feng'er, it turns out that
You know I'm good to you, I thought you wouldn't... "
"Although I am in poor health, I am not stupid. Uncle, you probably think that I am in poor health and pitiful, so I feel more sympathetic to me. But now I have long been the president of Jin, and everyone is very convinced of him.
He also managed the Jin family very well, everyone was very happy, and dad's last wish was realized, so uncle, what else do you have to do? Do you want to take revenge on me? I won't allow you to do this! Uncle,
Since you have come out of prison, find a place to hide and live a peaceful life. I won’t tell you that you are hiding your own identity and you won’t be short of money. You can live a good life. Don’t disturb me again.
My brother’s life is OK?”
Jin Yun stared at Jin Feng tightly, as if he wanted to stare him into his flesh and blood: "Feng'er, you are still so dependent... your brother. Even if... you know about that woman, you still haven't shaken.