Chuxue's heart suddenly dropped, why was it Zhuang Lingjun?
How did he know he was here?
She didn't want to see this man at all. His cold face during the engagement ceremony, the way he exposed everything to Jin Feng without caring about his thoughts or hurting an innocent boy to achieve his own selfish goals.
Even thinking about it makes her feel horrified and her whole body trembles!
But Zhuang Lingjun's voice came over again: "Chu Xue, I know you don't want to see me, and I also know that you hate me now and feel that I have no character at all and am not even worthy of being your ordinary friend. But now
The situation is that only I have found you, and the man you are longing for is about to marry another woman!"
Chuxue felt as if her whole body was about to freeze, and murmured: "I don't believe it... I don't believe he wants to marry her... She just proposed to him... What he said, he still needs to think about it... He will definitely not
Accepted..."
She said this as if to give herself confidence, although she also knew very well that that confidence was like a candle in the wind, constantly swaying!
"He has already agreed. The wedding will be in a few days. Maybe Jin Ting is afraid that he will change his mind and have long nights and dreams, so he should act vigorously and resolutely." Zhuang Lingjun smiled, "This is really his style."
Chuxue felt that all the blood in her body was instantly drained.
The whole person seemed to have turned into a fluttering kite, not knowing where he was going.
"Chu Xue, I know you are sad, and I also know that woman is not a simple character, but things have become like this..."
"I want to expose her!" Chuxue screamed, "I want to expose everything Xie Chuxun has done!"
Zhuang Lingjun said: "Okay, I will go with you. Whatever you want to do, I will accompany you to the end!"
Chuxue said coldly: "Do you think I will still believe your words?"
Zhuang Lingjun smiled bitterly: "Don't you believe that I have other options now? I know who the person who kidnapped you is. He was originally a doctor, but now he is a little crazy. If he can't control himself for a moment,
If he does something to you, you won’t be able to resist him no matter what!”
"Zhuang Lingjun, I don't think it will be any better if I fall into your hands!"
Zhuang Lingjun's voice was very sad: "It turns out that in your eyes, I am such a scumbag. However, although I lied to you, when you lost your memory, I never did anything to you. If
I have to do it, I have done it a long time ago! Chuxue, I really like you, but I also have basic self-esteem. Since you don’t love me, I will not give in to my self-esteem to force you to do anything. It is precisely because I
I like you, but I don’t want your life to be in danger at any time!”
Chuxue was silent for a while: "Are you sure you can really take me away? Take me to expose Xie Chuxun?"
Zhuang Lingjun nodded: "Don't worry, I have figured it out. I don't want to have you anymore. To love someone, you don't have to own them. Sometimes, letting go...is the greater love..."
Chuxue didn't know whether to believe this man or not.
She believed him once last time, but what happened next? Jin Feng almost fainted on the spot, and it became such a ridiculous farce!
Until now, she doesn't know what happened to Jin Feng...
What if this time, he takes himself somewhere and hurts others again?
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Zhuang Lingjun looked at Chu Xue who had been silent and murmured: "Have I told you my mother's story?"
Chuxue said: "I don't want to hear it."
"You have nothing to do anyway, just listen to a legend." Zhuang Lingjun said slowly, "My mother has only loved one man in her life. She and that man were childhood sweethearts and vowed to be in love with each other for life, but then she met
She was accidentally insulted, and that man's family could not accept her no matter what! Later, she became mentally disturbed and went abroad to recuperate. That's where she met my father, and soon, she had me!"
Chuxue wanted to tell him not to talk anymore, but unknowingly she was attracted by the story, "What then?"
"Then, when I was five or six years old, my parents took me back to China, and my mother met the man again... She found that she still loved him, and the man kept saying that he still loved her! They fell in love again,
At this moment, my father, who found out about their affairs, imprisoned my mother and abused her mentally... Later, my mother couldn't bear it and wanted to elope with that man. The man also said that he would abandon everything to be with her! But... after they
On the agreed day, the man did not come..."
Zhuang Lingjun's voice was very sad, even a little choked: "We waited for him for a whole day, but he never came! I will always remember my mother's desperate expression! She didn't believe this. She had been in love for twenty years.
A man would cheat on her! I called that man, but the man’s wife said coldly that he would not come! He wanted to stay with his wife and children!”
"Later?" Zhuang Lingjun's voice was very sad, "My mother had a car accident that day, right in front of me... I got out of the car to buy a drink, and the car she was sitting in was completely deformed by a tree trunk... I
I'll never see her again..."
Chuxue naturally knew that his mother had passed away, but she didn't know that there was such a story. She could only hesitate for a long time before saying, "...I'm sorry for bringing up your sadness."
"It's nothing. Xue'er, do you understand? I figured it out later. I always thought that man was sorry for my mother, but now I feel that it was my mother who was too persistent... Even if she still loves that man, things have passed.
It has been many years, and the fate has ended long ago... Since it is over, why not accept this fact clearly? Is it interesting to be tied together? It will only make people suffocating! That man did not choose my mother in the end because he no longer
If you love someone, but you don’t love them anymore, then what’s the point of being tied to each other? What’s the point of being unwilling to give in? Love is fluid and cannot be controlled by others. If you don’t love someone anymore, but you have loved before, you should let the other person be free...
...All this cannot be entirely blamed on that man..."
Chuxue didn't know what to say.
Maybe, experiencing such a blow when he was a teenager will have a certain impact on his life... Maybe it's because of this that he has some gloom and calculations that ordinary people don't have... In his eyes, sometimes
There will be an extremely deep sadness...
Chuxue suddenly felt that he was not so unforgivable...
[Author's digression]: What Zhuang Lingjun said is exactly Taotao's current view on love.