However, these words can only be kept in my heart and cannot be spoken.
Every day I was either tied up or stared at.
If you want to run away, it will be as difficult as climbing to the sky.
Time passed very quickly, day after day, she was here, and soon it was the Chinese New Year.
During the Chinese New Year, Xiaosi's parents made dumplings at home. They might only be able to eat them once a year, so when they were taken out of the pot, Xiaosi carried them to her with a smile.
"Eat, eat!" He pointed at the dumplings in the bowl and clapped his hands.
Ma Chunchun was naturally not polite. Her hands were handcuffed, so it was very inconvenient to eat. However, she did it herself every time so as not to bother others.
Watching her eat, he sat there with a naive smile on his face, feeling extremely happy.
When she was about to finish eating, she saw that he was still sitting here and asked, "Why don't you go and eat?"
He grinned and said, "No, wife, hurry up and eat. I like to watch you eat."
Ma Chunchun paused and said, "Just this one bowl?"
He nodded, "I don't like eating these. I'm tired of eating meat."
Ma Chunchun suddenly stuffed the bowl with a few dumplings left into his arms, "If you don't want to eat, you have to eat it. After eating these few, I'm full."
He took it and murmured to himself, "This is the leftovers from my wife's meal. I eat it and can't waste it."
He stuffed them into his mouth one after another, and his mouth couldn't hold it anymore.
"Slower."
He nodded like he was pounding garlic, "My wife, you should eat more from now on, so that I will be happy."
She was puzzled, "I eat a lot, why are you happy?"
"Because my mother said that you need to be fat so that you can have a baby easily."
Ma Chunchun was ashamed, "Then did your mother tell you that if you eat too much, you won't be able to give birth to a child?"
He shook his head honestly, "Daughter-in-law, where did the baby come from? I asked my mother yesterday and she scolded me for killing the child."
She didn't know how to answer this question.
"Of course you came from the place where your mother gave birth to you."
"Then where did my mother give birth to me?"
Ma Chunchun was angry, "I don't dare to go in and take away the finished bowl. Why are there so many problems?"
He was startled and stood up immediately, "Okay."
After I finished speaking, I didn’t forget to add another sentence, “Daughter-in-law, you are so fierce.”
Ma Chunchun misunderstood what he meant, "Peat! Big breasts are wrong too!"
After watching him leave in a hurry, she lay there, her mind cloudy.
*****
Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, and Gu Changqing came to country y.
He first went to visit Mr. Wu, and then drove to the villa.
If he hadn't known that Xiao Nuan was here, he would have almost forgotten the place he bought.
Now it seems that buying this place has quite a big impact.
She went in, and her mother-in-law explained An Xiaonuan's recent situation. After listening, he nodded with satisfaction.
Asked, "Where is she?"
"Napping."
"I understand, go and do your work." He turned around and walked towards her residence.
At this time, the sun is just right.
He stood in front of the window, and there was a long shadow on the ground.
Through the window, look inside.
She was wearing a maid's outfit and a white scarf tied around her face. She was lying on the bed with her eyes closed tightly. Her face was fat and flushed.
For a moment, his eyes were lost.
With his hands behind his back, he turned around and left.
Ten minutes later, her mother-in-law came and woke An Xiaonuan up, "Ai Ai, our young master is here and will stay for a few days. I am not strong anymore. You can serve him these days."
An Xiaonuan sat up and stretched her body, "Okay, mother-in-law, you have a good rest. I am best at serving tea and water."
The mother-in-law smiled and said, "You are still the best at it. Since you have broken so many cups, you must be careful this time. If you offend the young master, you will be kicked out."
An Xiaonuan put on her shoes, "Okay, mother-in-law, don't worry, I won't be so irritable anymore."
The mother-in-law nodded, "Okay, come with me to see the young master."
An Xiaonuan followed her, carrying coffee to meet the boss of the villa.
Going up the stairs, the two of them walked to the door of the master bedroom. The mother-in-law said, "Send the coffee in, I'll go down first."
An Xiaonuan calmed down and knocked on the door.
"Come in." The voice sounded familiar.
An Xiaonuan didn't think much, pushed the door open and closed it.
He lowered his head and did not dare to raise his head, "Young Master, this is the coffee you want."
The level of respect is very modest.
Gu Changqing's room was dark and the curtains were drawn, so the light was very bad.
"Bring it over."
An Xiaonuan muttered in her heart, "Don't you have any legs?" He asked me to carry it over. Do you want to feed it?
"What are you doing standing still? Hurry up."
"Okay." She walked over quickly, lowered her head, and handed it to him with both hands raised, "Young master, please use coffee."
He took it, as if on purpose, and gently passed his hand over hers.
"Did you grind it?"
"No, it was my mother-in-law who polished it. If you have no other instructions, young master, I will leave first." She obviously wanted to run away.
But how could Gu Changqing give her this chance?
"Are you new here? Why do you look so unfamiliar?"
"Yes."
"How old are you?" he asked next.
"23 years old."
"What is your name?"
An Xiaonuan was quite impatient and couldn't help but wonder, is this young master checking the household registration?
"My name is Ai Ai."
Gu Changqing laughed out loud, "Ai Ai? Is this the name your boyfriend gave you?"
An Xiaonuan still lowered her head, "I don't have a boyfriend yet."
"Oh~" He looked at her meaningfully, "You don't have a boyfriend at the age of 23? What's the reason?"
An Xiaonuan almost gritted her teeth. She not only rolled her eyes, but she was very lenient in caring about your business.
"Because I have been disfigured since I was a child, no man likes me. This is my own fault."
Gu Changqing chuckled, "Raise your head."
She reluctantly raised her head to look at him.
You don’t know if you don’t look at it, but your heart will be scared when you look at it.
"Ah!" he said, taking two steps back, cursing in his heart, how could he be the young master of this house?
"What's wrong?" he asked her with a smile.
Seeing that he didn't seem to recognize her, An Xiaonuan explained, "The young master looks so handsome. When I looked at him suddenly, I was shocked."
Gu Changqing smiled and said, "Really? It just so happens that I don't have a girlfriend yet?"
An Xiaonuan was confused, what did this mean? She said she didn't have a boyfriend, and he said he didn't have a girlfriend. Could it be that he wanted to get involved with such an 'ugly' self?
I not only despised him in my heart.
"No way, you are so handsome and don't have a girlfriend, how is it possible?"
"Is it possible that I will lie to you again?"
An Xiaonuan chuckled and said, "Young Master, when will you leave?"
"About a few days."
An Xiaonuan originally wanted to leave here and go somewhere else, but after hearing his confirmation that she would leave in a few days, she felt that the most dangerous place was the safest place, so she had to stay here well.
"Then I won't disturb you young master. I'll go out first."
"Okay." Gu Changqing watched her tremblingly go out with a smile on her lips.
These days, he is not here for nothing.
After reading all afternoon and handling official duties, Gu Changqing went downstairs and went to the kitchen.
Look at her cooking, looking clumsy. She knew how to cook before, but why can’t she now?
He walked over gently and said naturally against her back, "Is this your first time cooking?"
An Xiaonuan was so frightened that she almost cut her own hand.
"Not very good at it."
The meaning of his smile was unclear, "I don't know how to do it very well, but I will do it gradually. I will teach you."
He took over, cut the vegetables with a knife, and then cooked them. As a woman, she didn't have a man who could cook. It was a great shame!
An Xiaonuan swore that she would learn secretly and not be despised by this guy anymore.
After successfully cooking a dish, he handed the knife to her, "Here you go."
"I, I'm still in the process of learning."
He chuckled, held her hand, and taught her how to chop vegetables.
An Xiaonuan felt uncomfortable at first. Later, she felt that she was overthinking. Maybe he recognized her?
Is it possible to fall in love with a disfigured servant like her at first sight?
The answer is of course impossible.
The only possibility is that he is lonely, empty and cold, and wants to hide her in this place where he can't find a woman!
An Xiaonuan watched him cooking, and these three words were always in his mind.
Finally, she finally asked, "Young Master, I want to ask you a question."
"What?"
"Are you trying to seduce me?"
The corner of Gu Changqing's mouth twitched and he looked at her, "Girl, diving requires certain conditions. Look at you. You are not very good-looking. You can basically compete with Sister Feng. Your figure is just average. Is it worthy of your name?"
At this moment, An Xiaonuan was really sure that he did not recognize her.
"What happened to my name?"
"Your name is a silent invitation." His words almost made her breathless.
After dinner.
She went back to her room to rest.
He couldn't sleep.
Sit and wait in the dead of night.
Her mother-in-law handed her a glass of milk and said, "Ai Ai, drink this and have a good sleep after drinking it."
"Okay." An Xiaonuan drank it all in one gulp without hesitation.
Every night, her mother-in-law would bring her a glass of milk. Her mother-in-law was so kind to her.
Then she took two tablets of Valium by herself because she had been having nightmares lately.
An Xiaonuan turned off the light and soon fell asleep.
By ten o'clock, it had been an hour since she fell asleep.
He just came to the door.
Use the spare key to open the door and go in.
Turn on the light and sit by the bed.
His hands gently took off the veil from her face, and the familiar face made him feel warm in his heart even just looking at it.
He leaned over and kissed her.
It was cold in the room, so he turned on the heater.
When it was warm inside, he lifted the quilt and hugged her.
***
Where there is night, there must be dawn.
The morning air is very fresh.
When An Xiaonuan woke up, she noticed that her whole body ached.
She went to the bathroom wearing slippers and jumped into the bathtub to take a bath.
She hurriedly washed it, put on her clothes and headed to the kitchen.
The mother-in-law handed her the prepared breakfast, "The young master hasn't gotten up yet, go and put the breakfast upstairs for him, and wake him up."
An Xiaonuan nodded, "Okay."
She entered his bedroom carrying breakfast.
An Xiaonuan squeezed her eyes and put the breakfast on the table, shouting, "Young Master, get up and have breakfast."
Didn't get a response.
She had no choice but to approach the window and shout in his ear, "Young Master? Get up and have breakfast."
He turned over and responded vaguely.
An Xiaonuan lowered her head, and when he entered the bathroom, she turned around and left his bedroom.
My face is red, my heart is beating, and I feel an indescribable feeling.
After quickly going downstairs, my mother-in-law asked, "Young Master, are you up?"