Kangkang walked out of the hospital numbly, her hands trembling all the time, and her mind was full of every bit of her and Feng Haoran's past, from the first meeting when she was a child, to the reunion when she grew up, to his dying moment now.
Lying on the hospital bed...
Every scene was like a needle pricking her heart!
Lin Ruoqian's eyes were locked on her. She seemed to have lost weight recently. She had a small frame to begin with, and she became even more petite when she lost weight. Her long black and soft hair was spread behind her like a piece of fine brocade.
He really wanted to hug her and stroke her long hair...
The two were walking when suddenly a truck crashed into the hospital railing and rushed towards Kangkang who was dazed...
Screams and shouts were heard endlessly. As if in slow motion, Kangkang turned her head to look at the truck rushing over, but her body could not move. She could clearly see the driver of the truck... Xinrui!
Her expression was ferocious, and the hatred in her eyes was as strong as a flame, seeming to burn her to ashes...
Lin Ruoqian rushed over without hesitation. He used all his strength to push Kangkang away who was in danger...
And his tall body was knocked flying...
Flying high and falling hard again!
At this moment, Lin Ruoqian thought of many things, but every one of them was about her. In the end, Kangkang smiled sweetly in his wedding dress, like a cute little angel, lighting up his whole life...
"Bang bang bang" someone shot at Xin Rui. She was shot in the head. She was lying on the steering wheel. The car lost control and rushed towards the hospital building, and finally crashed into the wall before stopping...
"No... don't... Ruo Qian... no..." Kang Kang ignored the injury on his leg and crawled to Lin Ruoqian's side like crazy, holding him in his arms fearfully.
Tears fell crazily. She hugged him tightly, her whole body was trembling, and she cried bitterly...
"Come here...save him...come and save him!" Kangkang shouted to the people around him like crazy. Some people came around him, but they didn't dare to move. The car ran over Lin Ruoqian's body, and blood flowed from all his orifices.
Come……
"I beg you...save him...save him quickly!" Kangkang collapsed completely and burst into tears.
A cold big hand held her little hand. She looked down at the man in her arms, her heart seemed to have been crushed...
How could she deserve his life to save her? She didn't deserve it, not at all!
"Don't cry... I don't want to see you sad..." Lin Ruoqian opened his mouth, and blood poured out like water.
Kangkang wiped it with his hands, but he couldn't wipe it clean...
"Give... my heart... to him..." Lin Ruoqian's voice was as angry as gossamer. He knew that he was dying, but he did not regret what he had just done. On the contrary, he felt very happy.
Perhaps, only this is the best result. Only in this way... can he continue to love her with his heart!
"No... nothing will happen to you... I don't want anything to happen to you!" Kangkang couldn't bear it anymore. She already owed him too much!
Thinking of the things she had done to hurt him...she really wished she could kill herself!
Lin Ruoqian coughed a few times unbearably, and the blood surged even more. He slowly reached into his pocket, took his last breath, and handed her a piece of folded paper...
Kangkang quickly caught it and held his cold big hand at the same time...
His hands have always been warm... Every time he held her hand, he could give her warmth, but now, his hands were cold... He could no longer get warm.
He also held her hand tightly, so hard that he seemed to never want to let go...
"Ruoqian... hold on..." Kangkang's voice trembled unbelievably. She was so scared, really scared...
"Can you... tell me... have you... ever... been attracted to me... even for a moment..." Lin Ruoqian's vision began to blur, and his breath was almost gone.
"Yes... I have had feelings for you... I like you very much!" Kangkang hugged him tightly and said firmly in his ear.
Lin Ruoqian seemed to have heard it, tears were streaming down her eyes, and the big hand that was holding her hand suddenly fell...
Kangkang's breath suddenly suffocated. She closed her eyes in pain, hugged him tighter, stared blankly ahead, and murmured in his ear, "I'll be sorry for you in this life... in the next life... if
If you are still willing... I will spend my whole life paying you back!"
Someone came over and took Lin Ruoqian's body away from Kangkang's arms. At that moment, Kangkang's heart seemed to be empty. Feng Siye came over and wanted to help her, but she sat on the ground motionless, holding Lin Ruoqian's hand tightly.
The piece of paper given to her...
"Kangkang..." Feng Siye looked at his daughter worriedly. He didn't expect such a thing to happen, and he felt extremely uncomfortable.
"I want to be quiet!" Kangkang didn't want to move and had no strength to move. At this moment, she felt like she was in a dream, everything was in a trance.
Feng Siye patted her shoulder gently, told his men to keep an eye on her, and quickly returned to the hospital.
The doctor has examined Lin Ruoqian and found that his blood type matches Feng Haoran's perfectly, so he can transplant a heart to him.
The operation was urgent, and Lin Ruoqian was pushed into the operating room.
Kangkang sat on the ground and waited for a long time before slowly opening the paper Lin Ruoqian handed her. The snow-white paper was soaked with blood, and several paragraphs were written on it...
Kangkang:
When you read this letter, I have already left. There are so many things I want to say to you, but I don’t know where to start...
Only now do I understand that leaving is the best love for you!
I leave all my things to you. Don’t look for me. As long as you are happy, I will be happy. No matter where I am, I will smile and bless you...
There's something I haven't told you all this time. In fact, my original intention of getting close to you was to get back at you. Do you remember the little girl who transplanted your eyes to you? She is my sister. From that time on, I have 'hated' you.
I thought I would hate you forever, so I got close to you, waiting for an opportunity to take revenge... But I didn't expect that hate can turn into love. I fell in love with you, but I still used hatred to deceive myself...
If you can read this letter, it proves that he is alive, then you have to promise me... you must be happy!
I really want to say to you ten thousand times, one hundred thousand times, one million times, ten million times that I love you!
But I know I have no chance...
It doesn't matter... I know that even if I don't have the chance to say it, someone will love you for me...
This puts me at ease.
I love you...Lin Ruoqian!
Kangkang can imagine his mood when he wrote this letter...
It turns out that he had already made two kinds of preparations. If he could survive, he would leave automatically...
She held the letter tightly to her chest. She didn't know how much pain she could have...
The next second, she felt her eyes go dark, and she fainted.
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When Kangkang woke up, Feng Haoran's heart transplant operation had been completed. The operation was very successful. As long as the 24-hour danger period passed, his life would no longer be in danger.
She did not go to see him, but immediately went to see Lin Ruoqian.
His face had been cleaned up without a trace of blood, his eyes were tightly closed, and a layer of ice crystals had formed on his eyelashes.
Kangkang walked to him step by step, her eyes blurred by tears, and her hand gently touched his cheek. Does it hurt? It seems that the pain has become numb. She doesn't know how she feels now... It's worse than life.
Death probably refers to her current mood.
The man she loved most was alive, but he died...
Such heavy shackles pressed on her body, making her almost breathless.
"You should hate me! I really regret it now..." Kangkang touched his cold cheek. She really hated herself for being cruel and indifferent to him...
Even though she agreed to be his girlfriend, she only had Ran Ran in her eyes and heart...
Even after marrying him, the only person she cared about was Ranran...
She had never been attentive to him...nor had she cared about him.
Even though...she can see things now, it's all through his cornea...
"I'm such a bad person... why do you have to forgive me... you should always hate me!" Kangkang stared at his face in pain, tears falling drop by drop on his face.
She has never been sorry to anyone in her life, not even to Feng Haoran, she has never owed anything...
However, there is only this man in front of her, she owes him...
She didn't know how to make herself feel better...
Maybe this is her comeuppance!
"Ruoqian...I'm sorry!" Kangkang slowly lowered his head and kissed his cold lips gently.
In the end, Kangkang did not go to see Feng Haoran. Three days later, she returned home with Lin Ruoqian's body.
On the day of his cremation, Kangkang was not crying, because she remembered that the first thing he said to her on the day of his accident was "Don't cry..."
She just stayed with him silently and carried his ashes home...
It was very quiet in the mourning hall. Kangkang was kneeling in front of the mourning hall dressed in black. Until this moment, she realized that she really didn't know Lin Ruoqian, because she didn't know him except for the man Xue Xing he took her to see that time.
No friend, I don’t know what friends he has...
She has zero knowledge about his circle of friends!
Mrs. Feng and Xiao Ai wanted to accompany her, but she refused. She said that she just wanted to accompany him quietly...
She thought that this should also be his wish...
Mrs. Feng was in poor health, so Xiao Ai stopped letting her run away. Feng Siye had already told her everything.
At this time, she didn't know what to say...
There was no one around, so it was too late to say anything.
Xiao Ai knows her daughter well and knows that she has gone too far this time. She has failed Lin Ruoqian, but he died for her... It is really difficult for her to come out...
Kangkang was already thin, but after all this hard work, there was almost no meat left on her body, and she was extremely haggard. Although she did not cry, her heart was still bleeding...
[Kangkang’s extra chapter is striving for the ending tomorrow, thank you for your support, hmm.]
