Don't push me away again... If we are destined not to be together... If we are destined to have no tomorrow... just let me hug you like this again, okay?" Her voice revealed boundless vulnerability, as he said when he said they were breaking up.
Suddenly, the departure was so sudden, without giving her any chance to adapt, he suddenly pushed her away.
Can't love, hate, complain, forget...
Her love for him seemed to be destined by nature, and she was destined to be addicted to this life at the first sight...
She never regretted falling in love with him, but her heart ached!
She hugged him tighter, raised her head and kissed his lips gently, with sadness and vulnerability in her black eyes...
Long Qingyue's breath suddenly suffocated, and her black eyes shrank violently. She knew that she should push her away, but she was so greedy for the warmth of her lips...
Let him indulge again, even if he will be struck by thunder from the sky, cast aside by the world, and will be sent to the eighteenth level of hell after death...
The hands around her waist tightened in vain, and Long Qingyue gently kissed her lips...
The harsh ringtone of the cell phone suddenly woke up the man who was already intoxicated. It was like someone poured cold water on him. He pushed her away fiercely and looked at the innocent girl in front of him. He really wished he could kill himself!
Long Qingyue, you are really an out-and-out bastard, she is your sister, how could you do such a beastly thing to her again!
He stood up in embarrassment, turned around and was about to run away...
"Yue, don't go!" Mu Nuanxin tugged at her clothes, feeling ashamed, but still firmly stopped him.
Don't leave, even if he can make her look at him like this, she will be satisfied.
Long Qingyue took a few deep breaths, and then slowly took back the hand on the doorknob. However, he did not dare to go back to the living room. Instead, he walked to the kitchen, took out a cigarette, lit it, and slowly smoked it.
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Upon seeing this, Mu Nuanxin quickly wiped away the tears on her face, put her clothes in order, then stood up and walked into the kitchen. Long Qingyue immediately turned around when she heard the voice. She was startled by him and became nervous.
explained, "I...I just wanted to get some food. I didn't eat much at night, and I'm a little hungry now."
Long Qingyue didn't say anything, and immediately put out the cigarette. There was a strong smell of smoke in the kitchen, and he began to regret smoking here again, because second-hand smoke is extremely harmful to pregnant women.
"You go out and wait, I will do it!" He immediately came to her and said, but he did not dare to touch her easily.
"Let me do it. There are some leftover dumplings in the refrigerator. I'll make some more soon." Mu Nuanxin lowered her head and said. Because of the intimacy just now, her ears were a little red, and there were a few on her delicate skin.
The bright red hickey was caused by him just losing control.
Long Qingyue's chest suddenly tightened, and his throat felt as uncomfortable as being blocked by cotton. He didn't say anything more and left the kitchen in embarrassment.
But her heart felt uncomfortably tight, and she really wished she could slap herself a few times. Just now, he almost blasphemed her again.
Mu Nuanxin actually just had dinner and was not hungry, but seeing that he had lost a lot of weight in the past few days, she thought he might not have eaten well, so she wanted to get him something to eat.
Moreover, there are not many opportunities to cook for him!
In the future, another woman will replace her, stay with him, wash and cook for him, give birth to his baby, and accompany him throughout his life.
And all she can give him is blessings!
Turning her head to look at the absent-minded man sitting on the sofa, her heart felt more and more painful. When she came to the stove, she quickly picked up the water, turned on the fire, and then went to the refrigerator to take out the frozen dumplings.
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After cooking the dumplings, Mu Nuanxin heated up two more side dishes, and then put all the food on the table. Long Qingyue kept sitting on the sofa in the same posture, as if he had never moved.
Mu Nuanxin nervously wiped her hands on her apron and said, "Okay, you can come over and eat."
When Long Qingyue heard the sound, she turned her head, stood up, and walked to the dining table.
"It's just leftovers from the night, let's just make do with some, okay?"
"It's already good. Sit down." Long Qingyue pulled out the chair for her and sat down herself.
Mu Nuanxin took off her apron, took the initiative to grab a dumpling for him, and said, "It's stuffed with three delicacies, your favorite."
After Long Qingyue listened, the hand holding the chopsticks froze slightly. They were separated now, but she still made his favorite food...
His nose was slightly sour, but he didn't say anything, just picked up the dumplings and was about to eat them.
"Be careful!" Mu Nuanxin reminded him quickly. Seeing his brows frowning slightly, she thought he was bothering her, and she suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
"Thank you!" Catching a glimpse of her hurt look, he smiled at her, put down his chopsticks, reached out and touched her head hesitantly and said, "Don't think too much, let's not think about anything now, just concentrate on eating."
Mu Nuanxin's eyes filled with tears again, and she immediately nodded with a smile on her face.
There weren't a lot of dumplings cooked, but in the end there were three left. Mu Nuanxin looked at the three dumplings and said, "I'm already very full. Can you eat them all?"
"Okay!" Long Qingyue didn't want to disappoint her and ate the last three dumplings. They tasted very delicious and were his favorite taste.
He didn't know how long it had been since he had a full meal. Every time he saw Ling Shaobai, he forced himself to eat. Every time, he felt like chewing wax and couldn't taste the food.
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Seeing him finish the dumplings, Mu Nuanxin's lips showed a smile again. Seeing his brows suddenly wrinkled again, she asked anxiously, "Can you stay tonight?"
Listening to her cautious voice, there was another strong suffocation in his chest. After a long time, he raised his head, stared at her and said word by word, "Nuan Xin, don't have any illusions about me anymore."
, The relationship between us is really over. If my actions tonight made you misunderstand anything, I apologize to you."
This night of tenderness has been despicably stolen by him. Just like a mistake, it must be ended as soon as possible after it starts. This mistake cannot be allowed to continue.
Mu Nuanxin's face turned pale again, and the feeling of going from heaven to the eighteenth level of hell was nothing more than that. Her breathing became rapid, her eyes became hollow, and she murmured, "I'm sorry, I'm not that one."
It means...I just, just, want to see you one more time!"
"Even if we are separated in the future, I hope I can look at you from a distance and watch your happy life, so that I will be very happy..."
After hearing her words, Long Qingyue slowly tightened the palms on her legs. How could he still be happy without her!
