Leng Chen knows that family affection hurts people, so over the years, she has been numbing herself with indifference and no longer touches anything related to family affection.
Little did she know that love can be so hurtful...
It's also painful.
She always thought that the relationship between her and Lu Xiangnan was just mutual use. Even if she had some special feelings for him, it would not have much impact on her.
It wasn't until this moment that she realized she was wrong, and it was a big mistake.
Love is not something you can control if you want to.
Maybe, if you can really control it, it won't be love.
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Lu Xiangnan sent Du Yan back to school and was about to return to the hospital. In the car, he quickly dialed Mu Nuanxin's phone number.
When Leng Chen woke up, she was lying on the bed. She was startled and quickly sat up. Something fell on her forehead. She looked down and saw that it was a towel.
Her heart tightened, and then she couldn't help but feel an inexplicable joy. She lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and walked to the door of the room. But when she saw the people outside clearly, she immediately panicked in her heart.
"Sorry...did I scare you?" Mu Nuanxin had just come out of the bathroom, holding a basin of warm water in her hand and looking at her with a worried look.
"No... you already know it." Leng Chen breathed a long sigh of relief and felt a little relaxed.
The secret that had been hidden for many years was discovered, and she thought she would panic, but at this moment it turned out to be... calm.
"Go back and lie down first, you just had a fever." Mu Nuanxin said.
Leng Chen turned back to the room numbly, the disappointment in his heart growing. She was so naive. Lu Xiangnan should be accompanying that gentle and lovely woman now, so why would he come here to see her?
"How do you feel now? When I came here, you almost fainted." Mu Nuanxin put down the water and said.
"It's okay...Thank you." Leng Chen thanked her.
"Don't be polite to me. You have taken care of me and saved me." Mu Nuanxin said with a smile.
"How do you know I live here?" Leng Chen asked curiously.
"Oh, grandpa told me."
"..." Leng Chen knew that none of her secrets could escape the old man's eyes.
"Grandpa told me everything about you... He hopes that you will stop escaping, face your past correctly, and have a happy future." Mu Nuanxin looked at her tenderly and said.
"Happiness? With parents like that and a childhood like that, how can I be happy?" Leng Chen turned to look out the window and spoke sarcastically.
Mu Nuanxin was silent, no matter how unfortunate she was, she was still happy compared to Leng Chen, because she knew that her parents loved her with their own lives.
"So, you have to make yourself happy and let your parents know that you can live a better life without them, right?"
"..." Leng Chen was silent. Thinking of Lu Xiangnan and that woman, the pain in his heart continued to expand.
"Do you have someone you like? Is it...Brother Lu?" Nuan Xin asked tentatively.
"Impossible...who would like an arrogant and carefree man like him! I won't like him! No one I like will like him! He is just a big bad guy, a big bastard!" Leng Chen looked angry.
, recalling the scene in the restaurant where he coldly asked her to apologize to Du Yan, her heart felt like it had been torn open by life.
"Hey, your reaction doesn't sound like you don't like Brother Lu, it's more like a resentful woman who is duplicitous and doesn't mean what she says!" Mu Nuanxin looked at her amusedly.
"I'm not, I just don't like the kind of man who changes his mind and falls in love with someone else!" Leng Chen defended with his cheeks reddening.
"Have you changed your mind after seeing someone else? Falling in love with someone else? You mean...you and Brother Lu were in love?" Mu Nuanxin looked at her and asked.
Leng Chen, "..."
"That's not what I meant... Anyway, I won't like someone as bad as him."
"If that's the case, then I don't have to worry." Warm Heart Dress said with a sigh of relief.
Leng Chen knew she shouldn't ask, but she couldn't control her heart...
"What do you mean?" he asked tentatively.
"I heard from Sister Xuan that Brother Lu has a new girlfriend. That girl admires Brother Lu very much. I originally thought that if you like Brother Lu, you can take the initiative to fight for it... After all, they have just met now. Brother Lu and that girl
Girls don't have any feelings either..." Nuan Xin hesitated, deliberately trying to irritate him.
"What do you mean by that?" Leng Chen asked with a frown, feeling as uncomfortable as being scratched by a cat.
"What I mean is... you can compete with that girl! You are prettier than that girl, and you have known Brother Lu for a long time and have a deep relationship..."
"I don't want to compete. He can be with whoever he wants to be with. It has nothing to do with me!" Leng Chen was moved, but his words were tough.
She didn't want to lose Lu Xiangnan, this thought had never been as strong as now!
"In this case, I can only feel sorry for you. Brother Lu is really a good man! If you miss him, you will never find him again." Mu Nuanxin said deliberately.
"I didn't say I liked him!" Leng Chen lay down on the bed depressedly, but even after what he said, he felt he couldn't sleep.
"Hey, are you still feeling uncomfortable?" Mu Nuan smiled softly, but he didn't want to expose her.
"What are you doing?" Leng Chen looked at her warily, always feeling like he had fallen into a trap.
"I've taken care of you for so long, shouldn't you reciprocate the favor?" Mu Nuanxin blinked at her with a pair of cunning black eyes.
Leng Chen, "..."
An hour later, Leng Chen sat bored in the styling room, watching the stylist doing Mu Nuanxin's hair.
Mu Nuanxin had not taken care of her hair for a long time due to childbirth. Some of it was too long. She wanted to cut it shorter so that it would be convenient for her to do it herself.
"Leng Chen, do you want to ruffle your hair?" Mu Nuanxin asked.
"No! I usually just need to cut it." Leng Chen immediately replied, she didn't want to be tormented like this.
Being a woman is really troublesome.
"Actually, you can perm it. It's very popular now. Why don't you try it? Don't you get tired of always having the same hairstyle?" Mu Nuanxin asked while reading a magazine.
"Not tired!" Leng Chen said lazily.
"This hairstyle is very beautiful and suits you very well. Come and take a look!" Mu Nuanxin said, holding up the magazine in her hand.
"A girl's hairstyle!" Leng Chen shook his head.
"This is a unisex hairstyle, why don't you give it a try! You always show off your image, and everyone is really tired of seeing it!" Mu Nuanxin continued to lobby hard.
Leng Chen, "..."
"Yes, sir, it is very popular for boys to have this kind of hairstyle now. Your hair is of such good quality, it must look very good." The stylist also began to persuade her.
Leng Chen, "..."
"And there is a saying for getting a new hairstyle, which means starting over. For example, if you want to say goodbye to the past, what everyone does is to get a new hairstyle... You can also try it, maybe you will feel better."
"I'm not in a bad mood. What Lu Xiangnan does has nothing to do with me!" Leng Chen said excitedly.
Mu Nuanxin, "..."
Looking at her with an innocent face.
"Just do it!" Leng Chen stood up abruptly, and the styling assistant quickly came over and took her to wash her hair.
Seeing that she agreed, Mu Nuanxin put down the magazine in her hand.
When her cell phone rang, she looked at the call on it and immediately picked it up, with a little excitement in her voice, "Yue."
"What are you doing?" Long Qingyue's voice was gentle and touching.
"I'm doing my hair! I haven't done it for a long time. Where are you?"
"You look outside."
As soon as Long Qingyue finished speaking, Mu Nuanxin immediately turned to look out the window. Sure enough, she saw him standing outside the window at a glance. It was already dark, and his figure was very tall under the light.
Mu Nuanxin's heart suddenly warmed up and she asked softly, "Why are you here?"
"I'm always here." Long Qingyue looked at her with eyes as gentle as water.
"Go back quickly, I will go back later." Mu Nuan couldn't bear that he was working so hard.
"I'll wait for you." The corners of Long Qingyue's lips raised even higher, and her heart felt warm just because of her.
"It might take a long time." Mu Nuan looked at him worriedly.
"It's okay, don't be anxious, take your time."
"Then you wait in the car, it's cold outside." Nuan Xin explained uneasily.
Long Qingyue responded with a chuckle, then reluctantly hung up the phone.
Leng Chen also sat over and saw her sweet expression and asked, "Master's phone number?"
"Yes!" Nuan Xin's heart became very soft because of him.
"You are so happy." Leng Chen seemed to be sighing, how wonderful it would be if he could be as happy as her.
However, happiness is always short-lived for her, always fleeting.
"We were not happy from the beginning... The hard work and hurt at the beginning... I still feel heartbroken when I think about it... But compared with the happiness now, those are really nothing. I can be with him in this life.
Together, I am very satisfied to be able to fall in love with him."
Although Leng Chen did not know everything about Mu Nuanxin and Long Qingyue, he did know a rough idea. Back then, Rong Donger was known to all of them as Cunda. They even thought that Rong Donger would definitely become their young mistress.
…
However, the young master still married Nuan Xin...
Emotional matters are really hard to talk about.
Happiness is like drinking water, knowing whether it is warm or cold!
"So, you can't give up. If I gave up when I encountered difficulties, and Yue gave up when she encountered difficulties, how could we have such happiness..." He looked at her with a warm smile.
Leng Chen's heart palpitated, she lowered her head, her dark eyes filled with complexity...
Half an hour later, Leng Chen's hair was finally styled. She was almost tortured to death, but the effect of the hairstyle was pretty good. Her hair was not too long, but not too short either. The stylist made it big for her.
He was already handsome and looked much more beautiful.
However, she looks like a girl no matter what!
"It's very beautiful!" Nuanxin looked at her new hairstyle with satisfaction.
