I lay back on the bed with a bang, and I was shocked to realize that my whole body was soaked with cold sweat. When I put the blanket back on my body, I was still very cold. I couldn't relax for a long time.
My heart felt like it was hanging halfway up the cliff, dangling, unable to get up or down, and it was so uncomfortable.
It's obviously just a dream, why are you so scared? It's so worthless!
She lay there for a long time unable to sleep, and through the gap in the curtain she saw the bright moon and stars outside the window, which looked very beautiful, so she simply put on her clothes and went downstairs to the backyard.
She bit a lollipop, sat on the martial arts mat, and looked at the distant sky. The moonlight was crystal clear and the stars were shining. The more she looked at it, the more beautiful she felt that the night sky in Wo City was really beautiful.
She was lost in thought when footsteps sounded in the distance. Thinking of the nightmare just now, she was horrified. She turned sideways and looked warily at the direction of the sound, "Who?"
"Me!" The footsteps were getting closer and closer, Xu Linfeng walked from the darkness to the moonlight.
"It's you!" Jing Tian'er breathed a sigh of relief.
"Who do you think you are?" Xu Linfeng walked up to her and looked down at her.
"It's nothing," Jing Tian'er lazily put her hands on the ground and raised her head to meet his gaze, "I just had a nightmare, and I was almost scared to death. Now everything is in danger."
"What nightmare are you having?" Xu Linfeng moved and sat down next to her.
"I dreamed of being killed." Jing Tian'er didn't want to say more.
"Oh?" Xu Linfeng turned his head to look at her, raising his eyebrows with a half-smile, "Have you done too many things to your heart's content? Even in your dreams, you are being chased!"
"Bah!" Jing Tian'er spat at him, "You have done too many things because of your own misfortune! I did too many good things and offended bad people, so those bad people wanted to hunt me down!"
Xu Linfeng stared at her for a long time, then smiled suddenly, "Tian'er, you are always so funny and cute."
The two of them were used to bickering, and when he suddenly praised her so tenderly, Jing Tian'er got goosebumps all over her body, "You're so courteous for nothing, you're either raping or stealing, aren't you plotting something evil?"
Xu Linfeng shrugged, "What kind of evil can I possibly do? I'm just leaving tomorrow. I just want to compliment you and leave a good impression on you!"
"Leave?" Jing Tian'er frowned, "Where to go?"
"Go back and forth from where you are!" Xu Linfeng's dark eyes could not see to the end, and his eyes were somber that he seemed to be saying Zen.
Jing Tianer was annoyed, "You came from your mother's belly, do you want to go back to your mother's belly?"
The words that came out of her mouth were always so shocking. Xu Linfeng burst into laughter, "I am going back to my own city."
He was silent for a while and then said: "This is your world, and that is my world. I should not have appeared in your world in the first place..."
A bad fate caused me to lose a heart that can never be found again.
"What's wrong with you tonight? You talk so unpredictable? Do you have a fever?" Jing Tian'er touched his forehead with a confused look on her face.
"Tian'er..." Xu Linfeng grabbed her hand and smiled, "I'm going home...to get engaged!"
"Gah?" Jing Tian'er suddenly opened her eyes.
"The girl is very gentle and beautiful, and she is my childhood sweetheart. She has liked me for a long time and has been pursuing me with all her energy." Xu Linfeng smiled and stopped looking at her. He looked up at the sky with a distant gaze.
There was a smile in his tone, but his clear eyes were full of loneliness.
Jing Tian'er stared blankly at his handsome side face, losing the ability to speak for a moment. After a long time, she asked: "Then do you like her?"
"Like? What is like?" Xu Linfeng smiled faintly. His smile was more lonely and less arrogant than when they first met.
If you like someone, if the other person also likes you, then you will be happy if you like them.
But if you like someone but can't get him, the more you like him, the more painful he becomes.
Just like him, he likes Jing Tian'er, but is unwilling to use despicable means to fight for it. He can only watch her fall into the arms of another man, watch her hold a grand engagement banquet with that man, and watch helplessly.
She and that man grew old together.
Xiao Yan was right, what Jing Xiangtian did was not honest.
Forcibly dragging him into Jing Tian'er's life, he fell into a quagmire, lost his heart and soul, could not turn back, and was unable to extricate himself, but Jing Tian'er was alone, loving, being loved, and happy.
"Well..." Jing Tian'er organized her words, "Xu Linfeng, you are still young, not yet twenty years old. Why are you so anxious to tell yourself about yourself? You can look for it slowly, and you may find it one day.
I like you, and you also like the person!"
Xu Linfeng looked at her for a while, smiled and shook his head, "No way!"
In this life, he will never meet anyone he likes more than her.
She is the most special girl he has ever seen. She is lively, free and easy, smart, independent, kind, considerate, and good at taking care of others. In short, in his eyes now, there is no one more perfect than her in the world.
He had heard someone say that what is not available is the best.
He likes her so much, but he doesn't get her, so she must become the best in his life!
"Don't deny it yet!" Jing Tian'er put her hand on his shoulder, "You are only a teenager and you still have a long way to go. How do you know you won't meet him? Just like my brother.
, he didn’t even look at girls in the past, and I was worried that he would die alone, but now he has found a girl he likes, too?”
"Your brother?"
"yes!"
"Does Jing Anqin have someone he likes?" He and Jing Anqin met often, but he didn't hear him mention it.
"I said Jian You!" Jing Tian'er smiled, "He fell in love with a rich and powerful daughter. Her family background, appearance, and personality are all impeccable. She's so beautiful!"
"Oh," Xu Linfeng suddenly understood, and after a moment, he smiled, "My childhood sweetheart is also beautiful, gentle and cute, but it's a pity..."
It's a pity that they grew up together, and he regarded her as his sister, so his feelings for her always seemed to be missing something, and his feelings for her were never as strong as his feelings for Jing Tian'er.
"Oh," Jing Tian'er thought for a moment before saying, "Actually, I think that if you don't like that girl and force yourself to be with her, it would be insulting and irresponsible to her."
"No!" He shook his head.
No one knows better than him.
He knows that Jing Tian'er doesn't like him, but if Jing Tian'er is willing to give up Duan Luhen and choose him, he will be overjoyed and will love her and protect her for the rest of his life. He will cherish her and value her and not care who she loves.
The same heart.
The same goes for his childhood sweetheart, who just wants to be by his side, marry him, and be the person who stands by his side legitimately.
As for the rest...it's hard to live a perfect life.
