Under the dim light, Qiao Zhengyan caressed the diamond ring between his lover's fingers solemnly, and silently asked himself: Why can he conquer the world, but can't cure a poison called Qiao Muxue?
As long as she frowned or looked at her, he couldn't help but waver. With the tremor and fear written on her pale face at this moment, he could only swallow his worries sadly.
The next day, she unexpectedly overslept. She was in a hurry to go to work. She was in a hurry. Qiao Zhengyan thought for a while, grabbed the car keys and pulled her out, got in the car, and said, "I'll see you off."
I accelerated all the way to overtake, and finally got stuck on the spot and arrived at the hospital. Before I could get out of the car, I heard a familiar song coming from the convenience store in front of the hospital,
"...We all agreed that we would break up at the next intersection, and no one was allowed to look back again. The two of us walked straight along the street, and no one could stop...Why, it's the next intersection again, but we are still holding hands, please
Please don't look at me anymore, I'm afraid I can't control it... We agreed to break up peacefully, and we had no choice. We agreed with a smile, accepted in silence, and became more mature for each other.
Time passes little by little, the parting is getting closer and closer, the will gradually collapses, the reserve disappears, and the hands hurt. Didn’t the two of them let go together after agreeing to hug? Why don’t you leave? Because holding on for too long makes it difficult.
Bear it. It’s not like I promised not to shed tears until after the two of them turned around... Why couldn’t I say goodbye and stayed there for the next second..."
It is "Peaceful Breakup" by Xu Liang and Xiao Nuan. The sad and nostalgic melody makes people unable to indulge in the sadness of lovelorn...
At the entrance of the hospital, which was filled with the strong smell of disinfectant, Qiao Muxue took one last look at the man next to her. His cold and determined face was calm. However, the cigarette held between his fingers had burned to the butt in less than two minutes.
His actions made her realize that there must be deep pain hidden in his heart.
She really wanted to reach out and smooth out the wrinkles between his eyebrows bit by bit. The outstretched hand only reached mid-air, but she restrained herself and took it back. Perhaps, the only thing she could give him was a kind of cruelty.
of tenderness.
She slightly lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "Brother, let's go, I'm going in -"
He reached out to push the door open, but the hand that had just touched the door handle was covered and clasped by a big hand. Qiao Zhengyan had already thrown away the cigarette butt in his hand and looked at Qiao Muxue sadly, "Xiaoxue,
I can't wrong you like this-"
Qiao Muxue turned around and pressed his thin lips with one finger. Under his frowning gaze, her eyes were firm and calm, "If brother wants to marry me, that will be the greatest harm to me.
"
Qiao Zhengyan pushed her hand away, "But, Xiaoxue, you might get pregnant, I -"
Qiao Muxue was startled for a moment, then smiled faintly, "No way. Brother, I've done the math, I'm in a safe period these days."
A hint of surprise flashed through Qiao Zhengyan's cold eyes, "Last time too?" Because he didn't know if she had taken the medicine he bought for her, Qiao Zhengyan asked tentatively.
Qiao Muxue lowered her eyelids silently, "..."
In fact, that night, after having sex with her brother for the first time, she had been staying at Lin Li's house. If Shen Shaoyang hadn't come to inform her that her brother's plane had crashed, she would not have had the courage to go home.
It wasn't until her brother's condition stabilized that she took the time to go back to the apartment where she lived. Naturally, she also discovered the box of Mafulon that her brother had left on the dining table. She knew what kind of medicine it was, and she also knew that she had missed taking the medicine.
the term.
Qiao Muxue raised her little face slightly, her fair complexion showing a cold and poignant look in the halo of the morning light, "Yes, safe period."
Qiao Zhengyan was stunned, how could she be so calm? She didn't know what kind of harm would happen to herself if she got pregnant? His handsome face suddenly fell, and he growled, "That's not completely accurate.
Yes, just in case——"
Qiao Muxue, however, immediately said resolutely, almost heartlessly, "There is no such thing as a chance!"
After a sonorous strike, she looked deeply into his dark eyes, and spoke in a low voice, but it hit the two of them the most painfully, "You can't have this child, can you?"
"..." Qiao Zhengyan felt like he was hit in the head!
Yes, even if she had it, she couldn't have this child! He obviously knew it, so why didn't he face it, and why did he still expect that the relationship between him and her could be complete?
In the CD player in the convenience store, the sad melody still lingers in my ears, "...it's not like I promised not to shed tears until after the two of them turned around...Why can't I say goodbye and stay for the next second..."
Qiao Muxue pushed away the big hand that was holding hers, and the familiar rough feeling between her fingertips stung her heart somehow. She reached out to push the car door open and rushed into the hospital quickly.
…
It wasn't until she turned into a corner where he could no longer see her that she slowly squatted down, buried her face deeply between her legs, bit her lip, and sobbed...
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Qiao Muxue fell ill when she returned to the hospital. She was too worried and had a recurring high fever. Seeing that she didn't improve much after taking medicine, Lin Li found a ward for her and gave her an intravenous drip all morning.
Feeling weak and weak, I lay lazily on the hospital bed.
However, she couldn't sleep. Even if she closed her eyes and lay motionless, her mind kept thinking uncontrollably of her brother's ashen face in the car in the morning. He said: Xiaoxue.
, you might be pregnant with my child.
This was such an exciting and happy thing, but now it makes the relationship between them look dirty and dirty! If she is pregnant with her brother's child, what a heinous thing it would be!
In the snow-white ward, Lin Li saw that she looked haggard overnight, but she refused to rest. She only opened a pair of big and dull eyes, and she was in a daze. With no other solution, she had to go to the office to check her laptop.
After being moved to the ward, she found a popular costume TV series "The Legend of Lu Zhen" that she had watched on the hard drive, opened it for her, and let her watch it online on her computer...
With the TV distracting Qiao Muxue, the situation seemed to be a little better? At least, her pupils were no longer dull! Lin Li breathed a sigh of relief and asked Qiao Muxue, "What do you want to eat?"
?I'll go to the cafeteria to buy it for you."
"..." He didn't get a response from her for a long time.
Then she turned back to look at her, but unexpectedly found her face full of tears. She was shocked, thinking that the TV was showing some sad scene, and hurriedly went over to turn off the computer, but in the changed scene, what was shown was
The highlights at the end of the film, and Li Yuchun’s singing voice with deep sadness,
"Thank God, thank you, thank you for meeting you. The beauty of this life is only you. Come in the wind or rain, how grateful I am. Holding hands and looking at each other, warm and inhabited. How much I want to spy on you, the mystery in my heart, how much I want to capture it.
You, your gentle breath, I want to find you in a thousand reincarnations, holding hands and looking at each other, the tides come and go. So many endings are scattered with the wind. You and I, heaven and earth, are together in life and death, even if we are separated
, we must work hard! How many expectations are engraved in the stone tablets, you and me, heaven and earth. The destined encounter, even if you have to give up, you must cherish it..." (For details of the lyrics, see Li Yuchun's "Cherish".)
Lin Li couldn't help but feel sour in her heart. She closed her laptop, walked over, and hugged her gently, "Mu Xue, just cry if you want to..."
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The news of Qiao Muxue's illness somehow reached the ears of the dean Nie Yuye. As night approached, he came to Qiao Muxue's ward gracefully with a bouquet of fragrant lilies, and after several greetings he expressed his condolences.
After that, he suddenly held her hand tightly and emotionally, "Xiaoxue, promise me! Every day from now on, I want to be by your side to protect you, love you, and pamper you!"
So serious, so burning, so enthusiastic, it seemed that he was not the playboy and dandy Nie Yuye she knew, but the brother who once had a deep love for her, the Qiao who was causing her extreme pain at the moment.
Zhengyan.
Qiao Muxue's eyes became inexplicably sour, and tears rolled down her face. When Nie Yuye reached out and wiped her with his fingertips, and then lovingly held her in his arms, she cried even more sadly. Such a familiar and intimate relationship
The action was something my brother had done before, but now it only leaves waves of heartache. All the heartfelt feelings between me and my brother can only stay in memory forever, and we can no longer dream about it!
She lay on his shoulder without saying a word, but her tears had already soaked the clothes on his shoulders and stuck to his body stickyly. However, Nie Yuye felt that her heart was farther away from him.
One step closer!
"Xiaoxue, I know that when I say this now, I may be taking advantage of others, but I mean it sincerely. Although I have many shortcomings, maybe in your heart, I will never be perfect enough for Qiao Zhengyan, but I
I still want to ask you to give me a chance to love you, pamper you, and pamper you on his behalf...is that okay? You can observe it carefully before agreeing, and I will work hard--"
His gentle kiss fell on her trembling shoulders, almost cautiously, he was actually afraid of scaring her!
The night in the hospital was exceptionally quiet. A long and lonely shadow froze outside the door. He heard her choked sobs, filling the entire room, while Nie Yuye gently held her in his arms and kept murmuring.
Whispering something...
In the darkness, he clenched his fists so tightly that his joints turned white, revealing the huge pain he was bearing in his heart at this moment: Such an upright love that can stay together day and night is what Xiaoxue should
It's something to have and enjoy, isn't it?
However, the person who can give her such happiness is not him! It cannot be him!!!
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Thank you yunuo2016 for the gift, thank you "Red Rose" for the monthly ticket, okay. ps, don't feel bad for Brother Qiao, feel bad for me! Wow~~~~~~. You are really good at this.
It hurts my heart. I want to go on strike tomorrow. What should I do?
