A sinful love that destroys the world. Qiao Muxue also remembers the unforgettable rainy night when she heard the bad news.
That day, it was originally a clear and sunny day, but when night fell, it suddenly turned into a sky full of dark clouds, violent storms, and menacing...
My mother was sick and hospitalized, and my father stayed in the hospital to take care of her.
The 18-year-old had just been admitted to the army's medical university. When she got the admission notice from the university, she ran to the hospital with joy, wanting to share this great joy with her beloved family.
On the way, the heavy rain had already begun to fall vigorously. There was no thunder or lightning, but it was like a big hole had been opened in the sky, and it kept raining...
By the time Qiao Muxue rushed to the hospital, she was soaked all over. The water on her shoes stepped on the white tiles of the hospital, leaving jagged stains on the hospital's white tiles, attracting passers-by's glances.
Qiao Muxue entered the elevator with her head lowered. She looked very embarrassed and pale. Her smooth shoulder-length hair was stuck together due to the heavy rain. Water droplets dripped from the tips of her hair to her feet. In the snow-white
The ground winds into small and transparent streams...
She came here by jogging, so she got wet in a lot of rain.
However, she was in a good mood, with an unconscious smile on her lips: her mother had always hoped that she would be admitted to the Medical University, and this time she finally got her wish. She must be very happy, right?
However, when she came to her mother's ward, she unexpectedly heard the devastating news like a landslide!
——"Qiao Zhenshan, I don't want to listen to your useless explanations anymore! Qiao Zhengyan is really stuck in my heart. I really can't help it..."
——"Simin, Zhengyan is also a child you raised since childhood. Are you so intolerant of him?"
——"This is different! Qiao Zhenshan, what you told me originally was that this child was the orphan of your comrade-in-arms, not your illegitimate son of Qiao Zhenshan!"
——"Simin, I'm sorry! To be honest, I'm quite confused. I didn't know Weiwei had my child back then..."
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Outside the door, Qiao Muxue was stunned for a moment: What did she hear? What did she hear?
How could it be...how could his father, who had always been very affectionate with his mother, betray and hurt their family? Moreover, the child who grew up with her was not the child of his deceased comrade brought back by his father, but had the same blood relationship with her.
Half-brother!
No! It can’t be true! Dad, tell mom, none of this is true! It’s not true!
She doesn't want a dilapidated and hateful home, she just wants to go back to her original warm and happy home. Her father is still a strict and loving father, her mother is still a loving and doting mother, and her brother still loves her the most.
She loves her brother, but nothing in her world has changed!
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When Qiao Muxue pushed away Song Simin's ward, Qiao Zhenshan was facing the window with his back to the door, smoking silently and melancholy. Song Simin was drafting a divorce report, because both husband and wife were soldiers, and the divorce must be reported for approval.
Go through divorce procedures.
When Qiao Muxue came in, it was too late for Song Simin to put it away! Qiao Muxue had clearly seen the big words in the middle of the white A4 paper, "Divorce Application Report"!
She suddenly rushed forward, snatched the report from her mother's hand, and rushed to Qiao Zhenshan with clanging steps, "Dad, this is not true, right? You will not divorce your mother, and your brother is not my father's."
Child, right?..."
Qiao Zhenshan was startled and hurriedly put out the cigarette butt in his hand in the ashtray, coughed twice, "Ahem - Xiaoxue, listen to daddy, you are still young, don't worry about adults' affairs -"
Is it really just an adult's business? Because she is still young, does she have to be at the mercy of others?
Qiao Muxue suddenly didn't want to ask anything anymore. This divorce report had already explained everything! The person who lied to her turned out to be her family who loved her the most and only wanted to do good for her!
The person who ruined her happiness was none other than her most respected and dearest father!
Qiao Muxue started to cry. She was soaked by the heavy rain along the way. At this moment, her tears were especially miserable, "Dad, I hate you! It's you, I'm sorry, mom! It's you, break it up."
You have destroyed our family! It is you who have made everyone in our family suffer...Dad is a bad person! I hate you! I hate Dad so much! I will never forgive Dad! Never -"
Song Simin saw her daughter clenching her fists angrily and looking directly at her father with eyes so red that she was about to cry. Her heart ached like a knife, and she sadly helped her husband comfort her daughter, "Xiaoxue, be good, return the report."
To mom, it’s because mom is too busy at work and can’t take care of the family, so she wants to file for divorce. It’s none of your dad’s business. You can’t talk to your dad like this!”
There seemed to be a fire in Qiao Muxue's chest that was about to jump out! She looked back at her mother who was lying on the hospital bed with difficulty moving and crying silently, and she felt even more sad for her!
She tore up the divorce report in her hands in a few clicks! "No! I won't allow you to divorce! Dad, if you still have any sympathy for your mother, you shouldn't force her to divorce you! You
Are you saying that your mother is too busy at work and cannot take good care of the family?
So, who keeps the house tidy and clean? Who cooks a table full of delicious food for you and has two drinks with you whenever you have free time? And who takes care of your son and daughter to be healthy?
Growing up?...Dad, my mother didn’t make any mistakes, how could you be so cruel and ruthless to her? How could you--"
Seeing her daughter crying so sadly, Song Simin couldn't help but wailed, "Xiaoxue! Stop talking! Stop talking! It's mom, it's mom who wants a divorce! Mom has no way to go back to our previous home, and mom doesn't have the courage to go back.
In front of your father and your brother’s face every day! Xiaoxue, forgive mom..."
At that moment, her mother cried so painfully that it made her heartbroken. For the first time, Qiao Muxue realized that when you love to the point of despair, it turns out that it’s not that you want to destroy the other person, but that you never dare to see the other person’s face again!
Dad, I hate you! I hate the father who makes my mother so sad!
Looking at such a fragile mother, Qiao Muxue secretly vowed to protect her mother well and never let her down and be sad again because of her mother's scarred pain!
Mom said, "Xiaoxue, mom doesn't hate your dad, nor does she hate your brother. Mom just wants to ask you one thing, don't get entangled with your brother anymore. In a family like ours, any slightest disturbance will be noticed by the outside world."
It has been spread all over the place, not to mention you and your brother. If some bad rumors are spread again, I'm afraid it will hurt you even more! Mom knows that this is very difficult for you, but please have the courage.
Come, even if it’s for mom, okay?”
She understands what her mother says, and she also understands ethics, morals and etiquette. The only thing she cannot control is her heart!
Mom, you don’t know, I really love my brother so much!
I feel sad when I see my mother crying, but without my brother, even breathing is painful for me!
In the dark rainy night, Qiao Muxue walked silently in the rain alone. When she came out of the hospital, her father asked the guard to take her home, but she refused. She stared at her father with red eyes, "Dad, I
I never thought that one day I would hate my father so much!"
Qiao Zhenshan was disturbed by her sad and hostile gaze, and he felt depressed for a while. He turned around and left angrily, "Guard, drive the car back! If the second lady likes to get wet in the rain, let her get wet enough! It will also help her wake up."
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Haha... wake up?! Yes, she should wake up properly. Maybe, after getting caught in the rain, after waking up, her once happy and warm home will come back again, and her brother will no longer be her biological brother?
The night was dark, the road was long, and the rain was heavy, but Qiao Muxue firmly believed that if she kept walking along this road, one day it would dawn.
That dark rainy night, I don’t know which window leaked a sad melody.
"...On the gray sky, your face is like this. I have loved, cried, laughed and been hurt. After that, only goodbye is left. My face is wet with tears. This is how I feel when I lose the person I loved for the first time. I always thought that love is everything.
Heartbeat, if we lose love, we will die slowly bit by bit. The moment I lost you, my heart suddenly became old. The day you went away, the noisy street did not notice that my tears were forgotten on the street corner.
the day you went away..." (For details of the lyrics, see Cyndi Wang's "The First Time I Loved".)
Singing mournfully amidst the crackling rain, her heart was broken bit by bit...
And she has been gone for a long, long time...
Even until dawn, there was still no tomorrow that belonged to her and her brother.
Whether it was six years ago or six years later.
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In the room where Qinggu's love affair spread faintly, Qiao Muxue heard Qiao Zhengyan's deep voice and asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you regret it? You are with me like this..." and she sensitively sensed what was going on in her brother's heart.
A deep sense of guilt.
She slightly raised her head from his arms, her bright eyes flashed slightly, wanting to say something to break the suddenly stagnant atmosphere between them -
Suddenly, she smelled a fragrance coming from outside the living room. She raised her eyes and glanced at him, "Brother, what are you cooking outside?"
Only then did Qiao Zhengyan remember that the chicken soup in the kitchen was almost ready!
After getting up, he gently supported her body and lay halfway on the bed, "Wait for me."
When Qiao Zhengyan came in with a bowl of chicken soup and carefully blew the soup into the spoon, for fear of burning her or letting her get cold, her eyes turned red inexplicably:
How has the always high-spirited brother ever done such a careful thing to please? But now, Qiao Muxue turned into a frightened person because of her! Should she be proud or pity?
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