"Xiaoxue, I know that I am harming you and destroying you! Would you be happier without me?"
When he whispered these words into her ear, Qiao Muxue was shocked!
In a daze, she seemed to understand his desperate and crazy possession just now - did something happen that she didn't know about, so he lost control like this? Something must have happened, right?
However, before she could figure it out, Qiao Zhengyan's hot lips pressed down domineeringly, lingering on her.
The silence in the room and the violent beating of each other's heartbeats were so intense that it made people uneasy...
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When she arrived at the hospital during the morning shift the next day, Lin Li saw her languid look, and a trace of surprise flashed in her cold eyes, "What's wrong? What happened?"
Qiao Muxue knew Lin Li's cold-faced and warm-hearted personality, and he was very grateful for her concern, but he could not reveal his difficult thoughts to her. The hopeless and forbidden emotions between himself and his brother were, to others,
She cannot agree with it at all, and no normal and conscientious person would bless her.
Therefore, even though I felt aggrieved and wanted to express my feelings, I endured it. I just forced a smile to Lin Li and said, "I'm fine."
Lin Li looked at her, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something else. Suddenly, the department director walked into the classroom in a hurry, "Qiao Muxue, the dean is looking for you in a hurry."
Qiao Muxue was startled, then stood up quietly, "What's the matter?..."
In fact, as his boss and the dignified head of a hospital, it was not unusual for Nie Yuye to meet with her, a subordinate. However, at this moment, Qiao Muxue felt a very strange feeling in her heart, as if there was something wrong.
Like something bad is going to happen?
But what exactly was it? She couldn't tell.
The department director gave her an uneasy look and said, "Are you sure you didn't do anything wrong? The dean's face doesn't look good."
Qiao Muxue was even more surprised and whispered, "Probably...no..."
The most she could do was take a day of sick leave the day before yesterday. Nie Yuye wouldn't be so harsh, right?
When she arrived at the dean's office, she knocked twice on the door, "Dudu..." She reported in a respectful voice, "Dean, this is Qiao Muxue."
She heard a deep, mature male voice coming from inside, "Come in." Then she opened the door and went in——
Unexpectedly, Nie Yuye was already waiting behind the door!
As soon as she stepped into the door, Nie Yuye grabbed her hand! The man's big hand circled her body in a 360-degree rotation, and she fell firmly into his arms!
Unexpectedly, she smelled an unprecedented fresh scent from him, mixed with a faint scent of men's perfume. He smiled charmingly on top of her head, "When sales told me that this perfume is very suitable for me,
I still don’t believe it, but your reaction now makes me believe it..."
Qiao Muxue hurriedly put away her confused eyes, stepped back a little warily, and stayed away from him, "What does this have to do with me? Dean, I'm not interested in your perfume."
However, Nie Yuye approached her again. Qiao Muxue subconsciously stepped back. After taking a few steps, she found that behind him was his desk. Nie Yuye had reached the toes of her shoes, and his hands were firmly clasped on her shoulders.
Leaning close to her little face, he opened his thin lips, smiled evilly, and blew a hot breath on her fair little face, "What if, what I'm talking about is related to Qiao Zhengyan's apartment in Century Plaza?"
I wonder if you are interested in this matter?" "..." Qiao Muxue's little face suddenly turned pale!
She finally knew why her brother was so weird last night! It was Nie Yuye! It must be Nie Yuye who said something to him!
"Nie Yuye! Why are you doing this? You don't know anything at all-"
Unexpectedly, after hearing her accusation, Nie Yuye looked at her face seriously and uncharacteristically, "Xiaoxue, listen to me carefully now, no matter what Qiao Zhengyan said to you, from now on, you will
Forget, forget everything! He is a shameless executioner! You are still so young, you don’t understand anything, you are so simple and beautiful, your life journey has just begun, how can Qiao Zhengyan, a bastard, be so bad as to want to
Destroy you—"
Qiao Muxue's eyes widened in disbelief, "You told my brother this yesterday?"
Nie Yuye thought she was afraid. He reached out and held her soft, boneless white hand, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, hold my hand tightly, and follow me with confidence. I will work hard to get out of this place."
It’s a low-lying muddy area!”
Qiao Muxue sneered, suddenly raised her leg and stepped heavily on his toes. Before he stretched out his hand to hug her, she had already waved her hand hard and knocked his hand off.
"You don't have to worry about my brother's affairs! You can't do that!"
He turned around and ran out, not back to the department, but out of the hospital entrance——
In Nie Yuye's confusion, he had already reached out to intercept a taxi and drove away...
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When the taxi arrived at the Century Palace, Qiao Muxue remembered that she had just come out of the hospital in such a hurry that she didn't even have enough money for the fare. Fortunately, the taxi driver was a good man and saw that she had rummaged through her pockets and couldn't get enough.
The five dollars that were missing were spent, so he waved his hand and said, "Forget it! Little girl, remember my license plate number when you call for a taxi next time. If you need a car later, remember to find me again!"
Qiao Muxue thanked the driver repeatedly and went straight to the apartment...
When I opened the door, I smelled a pungent smell of alcohol. The smell could almost be described as stench. However, after not seeing each other for a few hours, Qiao Zhengyan's handsome and determined face seemed to have a layer of unruly beard.
The green stubble on his face made his whole body dilapidated.
Qiao Muxue counted the empty cans on the ground. There were more than a dozen in total. She couldn't help but feel a little angry. She stepped over and took away more than half a can of wine left in his hand, "Qiao Zhengyan!!!"
"
She was so angry that she forgot to call him brother, but called him by his first name.
The round and round surname "Qiao" immediately irritated Qiao Zhengyan. He walked past her without saying a word, went to the refrigerator and took out a can of beer, pulled the tab off with a "sneak", and raised his neck.
, just drink as much as you can—
Qiao Muxue was so anxious that she wanted to cry because of the hollow look in his eyes. She rushed towards him and tried to grab the can in his hand. Unexpectedly, Qiao Zhengyan took it far away and she missed it and staggered.
Throw yourself to the ground!
Qiao Zhengyan panicked and quickly reached out to catch her again. This series of movements was too large and the can in his hand shook violently. White beer foam burst out and covered their faces.
My chest and arms were all wet...
Qiao Muxue's eyes became sore inexplicably when she saw that both of them looked miserable. She cried and bit Qiao Zhengyan's neck, "Brother, you idiot! Didn't I tell you before?
Even if you are going to hell, you will still hold me with you! Why are you scared now? Don't you dare to want me after others said a few words?"
Qiao Zhengyan silently endured the pain she inflicted on him without a single groan.
He only gently hugged her light body, "Who said I don't want you? I want you, even in my dreams I want my Xiaoxue! But, this is wrong! I am an executioner, and it was me who destroyed my most beautiful life with my own hands.
The life of a beloved sister! Xiaoxue, you don’t know, my chest hurts so much, it hurts so much that I can’t breathe! I want to try, can I forget this feeling of guilt when I’m drunk?…
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Tears fell silently from Qiao Zhengyan's swarthy handsome face. He was so desperate and desolate that she couldn't help but want to heal all the pain in his heart!
She stood on tiptoes and kissed his thin lips to prevent him from speaking out about the stinging pain...
Her sweet lips soon captivated his mind. He almost subconsciously grabbed the back of her head, moved his lips, changed from passive to active, and deepened the kiss on her lips...
For a long time, for a long time, wandering around in the cotton land...
"Xiaoxue, let's get out of here, okay?" After swallowing all the sweet and sour taste in her mouth, Qiao Zhengyan finally let go of her ravaged, red, swollen and painful lips, and rubbed her shiny black hair.
Si asked in a low voice.
This proposal is very tempting. If they leave here and go to a place where no one knows them, they will not have to face the overwhelming pressure and bear the charge of incest. Maybe he and she can be like a normal couple.
The same, living together happily, hand in hand, all the way to the end of the world, the seas and rocks are broken, life after life, never separated.
At that moment, Qiao Zhengyan really thought about taking her to escape from this sinful reality at all costs, and to free herself from this dark and shady underground love affair!
However, when Qiao Muxue raised her head and looked into his dark, watery eyes, she clearly saw more pain!
It is a sense of responsibility that is deeper than love, and it is a destiny for soldiers. Qiao Zhengyan was born with the blood of soldiers flowing in his bones. No matter what decision he makes, as long as he leaves the army, that is the biggest thing in his heart.
pain of.
Furthermore, she couldn't explain it to her mother. Because of her father, her mother had already been heartbroken. Now that she was the only daughter left in her heart, how could she cruelly abandon her mother who had nothing?
Qiao Muxue shook her head gently, but her watery eyes were filled with firm determination, "No! Brother, I can't do it, and you can't do it!"
Qiao Zhengyan's pitch-black pupils were even darker, and his condensed and silent expression seemed to be silently protesting something. Could it be that they were going to stay like this forever and never see the light of day?
Despair and painful pain made him hug the people around him deeply and tightly...
Outside the window, the afternoon sun shines brightly and dazzlingly as usual, but in Qiao Zhengyan's heart, there is a darkness deeper and deeper than the night: When will he be able to stand beside her openly and tell her openly?
The whole world: Is Qiao Muxue his favorite person?
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Is it really cruel? Did I torture you so much that you all dived?╭(╯3╰)╮.
