"Brother, I didn't want to leave you. The night your heartbeat stopped, I knew that I would go to hell with you in this life..."
She said such desperate words in a soft voice, causing all the persistent and persevering beliefs in Qiao Zhengyan's mind to collapse in an instant!
What on earth is he doing? He has tried every possible means to possess her and imprison (harmony) her heart. What kind of result does he want to give each other?
As a result, wasn't the truth already written down in the blood test report written in black and white? The paternity test between him and Qiao Zhenshan, which matched more than 99%, had already revealed the truth about his life experience, and he was destined to
Will he never be able to legitimately have her in this life?
What is he still trying to change, what is he fantasizing about?! What qualifications does he have to be jealous, to restrict her, to hurt her?
Qiao Muxue felt that the person on her body seemed to be paralyzed by a sudden heavy blow, and suddenly fell down weakly, pressing heavily on her body!
She called him several times, "Brother? Qiao Zhengyan?...Brother, what's wrong with you?..."
But the person on his body didn't move a muscle, his pupils suddenly dilated, dilated, and then dilated again...
After an astonishing moment of widening his eyes, he slowly closed his eyes without focusing, as if he was extremely tired, and the man's heavy breathing stopped abruptly!
Qiao Muxue was startled, stretched out her hand to push the man on her body away, got up again, and laid his body flat on the bed. Her face was pale with fear, and she beat her chest hard with a weak heartbeat, crying,
Call him anxiously,
"Brother! Brother! Brother... don't do this! Don't scare me, okay? Didn't we agree? We will hold hands together and never let go! Brother, look at me, no matter what they say, I
Promise you, I will never leave you..."
She is afraid, she has been crying, she wants to convey her determination and strength to him, and wants to warm his heart, "Qiao Zhengyan, I don't allow you to leave me... No! Wake up!"
Come here, didn't you swear in front of the Lord of Hell that you would hold me with you even if you were going to hell? Why do you want to let me go now... Open your eyes for me..."
She heard that some men are likely to go into shock if they are suddenly over-stimulated during severe sexual intercourse. If the first aid treatment is not done properly, it can range from a stroke to sudden death!
She was extremely frightened. It must be her words just now, "I will go to hell with you in this life..." that hit him deeply, so he suddenly went into shock!
Qiao Muxue cried and beat his chest desperately, and pinched his chest from time to time. She studied electrocardiology and knew that this was the most basic first aid measure. However, she didn't know if it was enough.
It could bring back her brother's consciousness. If Qiao Zhengyan didn't wake up, she would have no choice but to call the emergency call.
Her mind was so messed up that she didn't have a clue, and she couldn't imagine what she would do if Qiao Zhengyan had an accident? "Brother... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I don't want you to go to hell, wake up, okay...
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Fortunately, God was not so cruel to her, or maybe her tears finally moved God. After a turbid cough, Qiao Zhengyan opened his eyes faintly, and the focus in his pupils was slowly recovering.
, I finally saw clearly that the face in front of me, covered in makeup from crying, was the love that I had engraved in my heart, and it was also the most painful one.
Qiao Zhengyan reluctantly gave her a dazed smile, "Don't cry, brother... I can't die..." However, he didn't dare to look into her eyes, let alone reach out and hug her back -
There was a huge hole in his heart that could never be repaired.
So what if he is still unwilling? In this life, he is the sinner who can only drag her to hell together. He doesn't know what he is still looking forward to?
Everyone told him that this was his sister and that they could not be together. It was sinful for brothers and sisters to mess around, and it was not tolerated by heaven and earth! But he still refused to let go and did things to her that were worse than animals!
He stared blankly at his hands that were suspended in mid-air, feeling that those broad palms were filled with unforgivable sins!
What right did he have to do such a thing to her, what right did he have to ruin her life? He should let go of her hand, should push her away coldly and resolutely, but why did his heart hurt so much that it hurt him even a little bit?
He has no strength? Or, is he simply allowing himself to commit a crime?
The coldness of the room was like his dying heart at this moment.
"Xiaoxue, I will spend my whole life to atone for my sins. You won't go to hell..."
Outside the window, the moon disappeared into the thick clouds. As far as the eye could see, the sky and the earth were a chaotic darkness, like a huge steel cage, trapping him and her inside. The more they struggled, the more they were deformed and transformed.
The hard iron rod caused blood to flow, and the pain was gnawing at the bones and heart.
Perhaps, until one day, the blood dries up, this pain will end?
The next day.
Thousands of miles away in City A, the northern city in late autumn has already formed a layer of cold white dew at night. The howling north wind makes people feel chilly in waves. The night is as cold as water. It can be roughly described as:
Is this the view?
Military Hospital, Song Simin got off work from the hospital and walked directly to the bus stop——
Cold dew fell on her black coat, and there were specks of crystal water droplets, which reflected colorful haloes under the neon lights on the street.
The night was beautiful, and even the dewdrops falling on her shoulders were so dazzlingly beautiful, but they couldn't make her happy in any way.
I have applied for divorce many times, but it has been six years and there is still no result.
The leaders of the Military Commission also repeatedly gave her ideological work, asking her to go home and communicate with Lao Song and resolve the unresolved conflicts as soon as possible. They even made it clear that the Military Commission firmly disagreed with their divorce.
"You and Lao Song are the best model military family in our military region. For 20 years, the army has issued certificates. You two have never been absent for a year, and there will be no accidents this year! You go home right now. If Lao Song dares to follow
Just say something and I will immediately ask this old boy to kneel down for you and admit his mistake!"
The exact words of Chief Peng, who promoted Qiao Zhenshan back then and is now the Vice Chairman of the Military Commission. He was also the witness to the marriage between Qiao Zhenshan and Song Simin. Today, he talked to her again. Naturally, Song Simin had to give the old chief some slack.
Although I was reluctant, I finally packed up and planned to go back to the so-called home I had not set foot on for six years.
Because she had a car accident six years ago and injured her leg, she had not driven a car in these years, so she had to choose to take the most convenient means of transportation - the city ring bus back.
Qiao Zhenshan actually called her at noon, asking if he would pick her up from get off work?
She refused lightly. If, if she still had the courage to take a look at her former home and the courage to live in this home, then she would compromise then!
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Stepping on the night dew, Song Simin opened the long-lost and familiar door, took a deep breath, raised her legs, and stepped in...
On the snow-white wall, there is still a black and white photo taken when they got married. The young and green face was full of happy smiles. She once thought that this man would be her life.
Until they grow old, he will still hold hands with her, walk under the sunset, smile at each other, and see all the different aspects of life...
On the wall next to it, various certificates won by my daughter were pasted in sequence, as well as many certificates won by Zheng Yan.
However, the woman's lingering smile appeared in her mind for some reason. Song Simin's fingers suddenly tightened, and her green-white fingertips were clenched so that they suddenly turned white...
She tried hard to endure it: Qiao Zhenshan, as long as you say that you have had me in your heart for the past 20 years, as long as you say that you did not agree to divorce just because of your promise to your daughter, I am still willing
Give it a try.
She retracted her gaze and slowly walked into her familiar home step by step. It seemed that the place had not been cleaned for many days. The furniture was covered with a thick layer of dust. The whole home looked decadent and...
depression.
Her eyes were sore for no reason. She took a few steps quickly and was about to go to the utility room to get tools for cleaning. The door to the room suddenly opened. Qiao Zhenshan was dressed in a coat and fur hat, and he was carrying a black convenient luggage.
The bags look like they are going on a long trip!
Song Simin looked at him blankly, in disbelief and obviously injured: where is he going?
Because you know she will go home tonight, do you deliberately avoid her? Then why did you call her stupidly at noon and ask her if you want to send a car to pick her up?
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Qiao Zhai. The moment Qiao Zhenshan opened the door and saw Song Simin, he suddenly remembered that he had promised Mr. Peng that he would have a good discussion with his wife about their future marriage life tonight.
Slightly embarrassed, he hid the luggage behind his back, "Simin, I'm in a hurry at the moment. When I come back, we'll have a good talk." After saying that, without waiting for Song Simin's reaction, he strode away.
go!
Yes, he does have urgent things to do!
Just now, he was sitting alone on the sofa in the living room, waiting for Song Simin to go home, when he suddenly saw a woman with a face that looked exactly like Xia Lingwei on TV, dressed in black and sunglasses, and reported that she was returning home in a low-key manner.
!
The woman said that her name was Rebecca and she was one of the top screenwriters in the Hollywood film and television industry. She arrived in China this time to prepare for the filming of a large-scale Han Dynasty court drama.
However, Qiao Zhenshan could see clearly that she was clearly the person he had missed for many years. That face, even after so many years, even if time passed, but even if it turned into ashes, he could still recognize her at a glance.
His Weiwei!
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It’s the second update. If you keep neglecting me like this, I will really go on strike tomorrow~!╭(╯3╰)╮.
