Chapter 61 Burning incense and praying for blessings
An Qingran heard her mother apologize for the first time, which meant that her mother had opened her heart to her. She couldn't help but said: "Mother, we can talk to each other like friends. Mother thinks that the words that the child said so boldly just now are not true.
reason?"
"Actually, my mother knows all about it!"
"Yes, the child knows that mother has her own persistence. If mother really has no feelings for her father, then the child will support mother in making a new choice..." An Qingran said boldly.
In fact, she was very afraid of getting answers she didn't want.
Lian Jinyu shook his head: "How can there be a new choice? How can a mother lack a woman's virtue? Besides, your father also has merits!"
"Of course, my father is a wise man, but he is a bit soft-spoken. It was my mother who was too strong and pushed me away!"
"Yes, it's always your father. How could a child think his parents are bad?" Lian Jinyu said with a smile.
"Mom, I have a proposal!" An Qingran said with bright eyes, "Tomorrow happens to be the first day of the Lunar New Year, and there should be a temple fair at Yuehua Temple. I want to go to offer incense with my mother! And then stay there for a few days.
Month, please pray for the people of Tianqi and the general's mansion, okay?"
"Ran'er actually cares about the people of the world now, which really impresses my mother!" Lian Jinyu was amused by An Qingran's words and smiled lightly, her eyes as bright as water.
"Did the mother agree?" An Qingran said with a smile.
Lian Jinyu turned around and picked up the key to the general's mansion, and said thoughtfully: "You've already said so, how could mother disagree?"
An Qingran jumped up: "Okay, I'll go back and prepare my luggage..."
"Your feet!" Lian Jinyu said worriedly.
"Good morning, I was just lazy and wanted to rest for a few more days!" An Qingran smiled mischievously, with a bright look on her face.
When Lian Jinrong heard that they were going to pray, she was a little confused.
Could it be that Lian Jinyu has given up completely and wants to become a monk?
An Yanran sat there with a proud expression on her face: "Mom really has her own tricks. They will leave soon, so we must show off well."
"Yes, bring over the new clothes that mother made, and the two futons with gold threads and lotus flowers that your Aunt Shu rewarded. Since they are going to Yuehua Temple to pray for blessings, and the weather is freezing, this is for
Got it!" Lian Jinrong said with a smile.
"Mom, wouldn't you say these words in front of them later?"
"No, you have to do it in front of your father." Lian Jinrong retorted.
After An Zhongtao heard Lian Jinyu's words, his heart sank. He vaguely felt that she was blaming him. How could he not understand her temper? She probably wanted to run away from home!
"How could you have such an idea?" An Zhongtao looked a little gloomy.
"General, I hope the general will take good care of himself at home!" Lian Jinyu handed the key to An Zhongtao, "I feel that my ability is limited and not enough to manage the house. Therefore, although I am praying for blessings, it is also for self-examination."
“It’s freezing cold in the temple, how can I find the comfort in the house?”
“Since we are praying for blessings, the weather is cold and the ground is freezing, which shows our sincerity even more!”
"Have you really decided? Just when will you return home?" There was a tremor in An Zhongtao's voice. When he mentioned Yuehua Temple, he remembered that when she was in her cardamom years, the woman who looked back and smiled under the willow tree was gone from then on.
His soul was ordinary, although he knew that she was not smiling at him, but saw the swallows passing by in the air, and he remembered something. That year, she was wearing a goose-yellow embroidered skirt, and in the spring light, she looked more beautiful than flowers...
Thinking of this, he felt a severe pain in his heart.
When did they seem to become strangers?
There were some words that he hesitated to say.
Her pride kept her away from others.
Lian Jinyu felt a pain in her heart when she heard him ask this. If the two of them stay like this, then she hopes they will never come back. If they don't meet each other, there will be no worries, right?
So, she just smiled and didn't say her return date.