Lin Nian leaned on the chair without speaking for a long time, leaning to the left, leaning his left elbow on the armrest of the chair, gently twirling the cluster of nerves in his temple with his thumb and index finger, his eyes closed tightly as if he was sorting out his words and thoughts.
Thoughts.
The blond girl next to him was kneeling on the seat of the chair, her chin weakly resting on the back of the chair. The slender waist and hip curves under the vague white clothes seemed to be able to raise fish.
She was blowing her curly bangs, looking tired and boring.
Lu Mingfei sat upright in his seat, with his hands on his knees, as honest as a student being scolded in the office.
"No." After a long time, Lin Nian finally couldn't hold it back anymore. It seemed that the more he collected his thoughts, the more he felt something was wrong. He opened his eyes and asked depressedly, "Why? Can you tell me?"
"Why?" Lu Mingfei turned away his eyes. This was a sign of guilty conscience, but he still spoke forcefully.
"Why do you think it is?" Lin Nian asked.
Lu Mingfei stopped talking and scratched his head, "You can't react so strongly, right?"
"No..." Lin Nian was hesitant to speak. He always said what he had to say directly, but now it was really difficult to say some words. In the end, he could only stare at Lu Mingfei and avoid him because of physical discomfort.
He opened his eyes and squirmed on the chair, "It's Chen Wenwen again? Are you serious? Why can you get infected by her even when you come to Beijing?"
"What does it mean to be contaminated?" Lu Mingfei protested against Lin Nian's inappropriate wording.
"It makes no difference." Lin Nian declared that the protest was invalid, "First tell me why she is in Beijing. You won't admit the wrong person, right?"
"Is she Chen Wenwen... I still don't know!" Lu Mingfei got excited and felt insulted and dissatisfied with Lin Nian's question. "She is studying in Beijing, at Peking University, so she sat on the 2nd
Line...it was Line 4, and we ran into her. This was purely a coincidence. Who knows, Zero and I happened to run into her when we were evacuating the subway station."
"Boring-" the blonde girl complained as she lay on the back of the chair with her back to the two of them.
It seemed that she was only interested in Lu Mingfei's x zero, or that she was simply interested in zero's affairs. Even Lin Nian didn't know why, but as soon as the topic turned to the girl Chen Wenwen, the blond girl lost her temper instantly.
All interests.
"Then you poked her arm." Lin Nian had just heard Lu Mingfei's story about his crush on his girlfriend before they met on the subway. He squinted his eyes and looked Lu Mingfei up and down, "You can't
Is it intentional?"
"What's intentional?" Lu Mingfei was a little confused. He felt that he had been illegally accused and felt uncomfortable. "Don't slander me."
Lin Nian was suffocated, raised his head and pressed his neck against the back of the chair, exhaling, "What a bad fate..."
Lu Mingfei's expression was very complicated and embarrassing. In fact, he didn't know why he was embarrassed. He was probably ashamed when his colleagues found out that he had turned around. In any case, he quickly changed the subject, "No, why do you have preconceptions about what I said?
The object is...zero?"
When he finally choked out Zero's name, he looked weird, but also a little guilty. He hid this look, and he didn't know why he felt this way.
"Why don't we think it's zero?" Lin Nian asked.
"Because Ling and I... have never had anything to do with each other!" Lu Mingfei argued.
"Oh." Lin Nian said, "We eat together, go in and out of the library together, and help you with your classes. You are also willing to let her help you with your classes. The first person you meet when you enter the school is you, and the first outsider you meet is also her.
, she also took you through the line of fire for a day of freedom, went on a mission to take care of you, and helped you cheat on the exam as a good student. When you were caught, she went to the Discipline Committee and used the Lion Heart Club to protect you from being repeated. Tell me.
Is this nothing? If you lie to yourself, please don’t lie to me, okay?"
Lu Mingfei was a little confused by what he said. He was confused for a while before he said, "What the hell are you going to the disciplinary committee to protect me from being repeated..."
"Didn't you get caught for cheating and copying her questions in the final exam of "Dragon Literature"? The Disciplinary Committee thinks that you are an 'S' grade but cheating openly has a very bad impact, and they are going to catch you as a typical example and make you repeat the grade. Zero goes to find
Fingel asked him to criticize and suppress the public opinion on the Night Watch Forum, and then found one or two senior members of the organizing committee of the Old Lion Heart Association in the committee to reduce this matter to a major issue and a trivial matter.
Yes, I’ll let you retake the exam alone and you won’t know yet?” Lin Nian tilted his head and frowned at Lu Mingfei, “To be honest, I almost became your nanny, if it wasn’t for the relationship between the two of you.
Who can believe what you mean? Now you tell me that there has never been anything between the two of you... Do you want to listen to what you are saying?"
"She went to the disciplinary committee to protect me?" Lu Mingfei was stunned. Lin Nian saw that he didn't look like he was pretending, and was a little confused, "Why do you think the matter of you being caught cheating could be settled so easily?
"
"I thought... you helped me." Lu Mingfei said nonchalantly, "Aren't you a member of the Discipline Committee?"
"I am." Lin Nian held up his forehead, "I did have this idea at the time, but Instructor Manstein told me that nothing should happen to you, because there will always be someone who will come forward to help you suppress the matter, so that I can finally
It's better not to come forward on your own, otherwise the impact will be bad, and it will be easy for the school board to take advantage of it, so I will wait and see for the time being. In fact, I thought it would be the principal who would help you calm the matter, but in the end, I didn't expect Zero to come forward.
, I thought at the time that you were using some strange mobile phone APP to give her."
The blond girl on the side let out a weird laugh. Lin Nian realized that he had made a mistake. He immediately put on a straight face and glanced at Lu Mingfei warily, feeling that this guy must have some bad words about him that would infect him with memes.
I started to say weird things unconsciously.
Lu Mingfei started to feel a little restless. He wanted to say something to rebut, but it was difficult to organize the words. He could only make embarrassing single-byte sounds of "uh", "um" and "ah".
"I heard you say before that the other party took the initiative. I was still a little surprised. Zero took the initiative to pursue you. This is big news everywhere. I thought you did something on the subway to gain the other party's approval and affection.
." Lin Nian pinched his eyebrows.
"For a girl like her, if you want her to fall in love secretly, you probably have to hold her hand and lead her through a grand, epic revolution with flames, death, singing and dancing to make her love you to death.
?” The blonde girl sat on the chair with her legs ducking, holding the back of the chair and rocking the chair out of boredom. The two chair legs were dangling in the air, as if she was about to lose her balance at any time, but she kept rocking subtly, neither forward nor backward.
"Why revolution?" Lin Nian looked at her sideways and asked.
"Everyone in the old revolutionary base has a revolutionary plot." The blonde girl hummed and said, "I have always liked revolution. When will you take me to go crazy? I promise to give you my life.
"
"No need." Lin Nian looked back at Lu Mingfei and asked, "What's going on between you and Ling?"
"...What do you think our situation is?"
"You're flirting and you're flirting, you're more than a friend, you're not a lover yet, you're in the most enjoyable and youthful stage of ambiguity." The blonde girl said casually, "You can refer to the feeling between this guy and Su Xiaoqiang in high school."
Lu Mingfei took a back seat. It was a bit difficult for him to replace himself as Lin Nian. He was suddenly asked to be the winner in life. It was indeed a bit OOC.
"Do all of you really feel this way?" Lu Mingfei was a little incredulous.
"Seeing it clearly doesn't mean we have to point it out. Anyway, I think you enjoy this feeling. From our point of view, it's just a matter of time between you and Ling Chengcheng. When she joined the Lion Heart Club, I suspected that it was because of me.
She brought you in first, and she joined later. You must know that Caesar first invited her from the Lion Heart Society. At that time, the influence of the student union was still quite strong, but she still resolutely joined the Lion Heart Society.
Heart meeting - just one hour after you joined LionHeart."
Lu Mingfei was a little frightened. Although he usually felt Zero's kindness towards him, he had never found that this kind of kindness was so unique. If Lin Nian hadn't awakened him, he might still have been kept in the dark.
"I'm ready to congratulate you on finally having your first love in your life, and the partner is a very good Ling... I'm even afraid that you'll be too excited, and want to pour cold water on you. Be careful with the person you meet for the first time.
It's so amazing that I will regret it for the rest of my life... But now it seems like it saved me a lot of saliva." Lin Nian said expressionlessly.
Lu Mingfei didn't know what to say and could only stay there, seemingly sorting out the explosive information given by Lin Nian.
Lin Nian looked at Lu Mingfei's appearance and sighed with some hatred, "Let me go back to Chen Wenwen. I am not saying that Chen Wenwen is not good. Let me make it clear first. Although Chen Wenwen was not clear with you at the beginning,
But in the end, I finally made some things clear to you. It’s pretty good that your relationship with her has come to an end. It was beyond my initial expectation of the ending of your relationship..."
"Hey, wait a minute, what do you mean it was beyond your expectation? Didn't you encourage me to chase you in the first place?" Lu Mingfei looked at Lin Nian with a look that seemed a little anxious.
"Encouragement? Do you know how to speak? That's called encouragement." Why did Lin Nian feel that he had become a bad person? "At that time, when you were desperate every day, you took me and called me at 11 or 12 o'clock to say this.
Well, my ears are ringing, do you know what my sister’s face looks like when I pay the phone bill at the end of the month?”
"Speaking of which, didn't you come to Beijing to save the world? Is it really appropriate to talk about this?" The blond girl became the guest and lay down on the chair to attack the two of them.
"Then what's the right thing to talk about? If he doesn't need to save the world, what should he be doing now?" Lin Nian seemed to be a little too conceited to backtrack. He had always been a little conceited about Lu Mingfei's relationship.
"Let's talk about saving the world." The blonde girl shrugged.
"His relationship is over and he can't even play games anymore. What's the point of saving the world?"
Yes, if he doesn't need to save the world, he will either play games or fall in love. What will he do after saving the world? It's not just playing games and falling in love. Saving the world is just to better play games and fall in love. It's not appropriate to talk about this.
What is appropriate?
There are some strong words, but tonight's theme is very suitable for strong words.
"Ah, you are right in your loud voice. I don't want our first quarrel to be because of some bad guy's emotional problems." The blond girl covered her ears and rolled her eyes.
"And at that time, wasn't it what you always wanted when I encouraged you to pursue Chen Wenwen?" Lin Nian looked back at Lu Mingfei and asked, "You have always been hesitant and didn't have an idea. Even when you joined the literary club, you asked me if you wanted to join us.
, if I don’t tell you what you want to hear, I’m afraid you won’t even apply to the literary club yourself, right?”
"I...I can also apply by myself!"
"Why, because you really love literature?" Lin Nian sighed, "I thought at that time, if I didn't push you a little, you might have to hold it in until you die without being able to say a single good or bad word, so I let you
If you are bolder, I can give you advice or something, but this never means that I think you and Chen Wenwen are suitable!"
"You have never thought that Chen Wenwen and I are not suitable for each other?" Lu Mingfei felt that his views had collapsed, "You boasted that she liked me, a shy boy with a youthful air!"
Phew.
The blond girl who secretly drank the Matcha Frappuccino couldn't hold it in anymore and almost choked with saliva and runny nose. She stopped talking and covered her mouth while suppressing laughter and coughing.
"I... No, do you believe that?" Lin Nian was stunned.
"That's what you said, don't I believe it?" Lu Mingfei was also stunned.
"You..." Lin Nian raised his finger to stop Lu Mingfei.
One dares to say it, and the other dares to believe it.
"He said that because it was the same in the youth romance movies he watched at the time. Oh, and there were also novels, but to put it bluntly, it was just bad words to give you confidence." The blonde girl couldn't help but mention, "
Do you think he has a lot of relationship experience? His current girlfriend is still his first love. If you really want to ask this kind of question, you might as well turn left next door and ask Caesar Gattuso. Ask him if he thinks you and Chen Wenwen are suitable.
.”
"Don't get involved." Lin Nian pushed the blond girl's face that was stretched out to watch the excitement. He looked at Lu Mingfei and hesitated for a moment, but decided to say, "I have been encouraging you... Bah, I encourage you to boldly pursue Chen Wenwen.
It's not because I really think you two are a match made in heaven... If I really think so, then Zhao Menghua probably won't be able to leave school when school starts. I have always had a negative attitude towards you, so I'll take a step back and say
, even if you really stalk her and pry open her heart one day, I don’t think your relationship will last more than half a year, and you will break up in three months at most due to various problems."
Lu Mingfei was stunned for a long time before whispering, "Since you always think that Chen Wenwen and I are not suitable, why do you still..."
"I have always given you confidence because you like Chen Wenwen. I only need to know that you like this. Friends will only give you advice and give you confidence. They will never consider whether it is suitable or not, as long as you like it sincerely.
." Lin Nian's speaking speed gradually slowed down, and he said, "After all, Chen Wenwen is not bad in the end. She is essentially a very good girl. It is a good thing that you can catch her, but I have always been...
Those who are not optimistic about this matter, because you are indeed not suitable."
"What's inappropriate..."
"It's not suitable anywhere." Lin Nian said, "She likes literature, you like games, she has a passive personality, and you have a passive personality. Her dream is to become the next Chinese Zhang Ailing or Marguerite Duras... The literary world
In the sense. Your dream is to play e-sports, or open an Internet cafe or something. In terms of future pursuits, current hobbies, own personalities, etc., you are not suitable. She is melancholy thinking about the appearance of love itself and what people should think about.
For the price you paid, you are thinking about why the nuclear bomb on the opposite side just hit your population of 50... How can you coordinate this properly?"
"If it's not appropriate, then you should have said it earlier..." Lu Mingfei was wilted. Inexplicably, he felt that he had said this sentence before.
Lin Nian stared at Lu Mingfei for a while, shook his head, and said softly, "Actually, put aside all the irrelevant things we talked about when I misunderstood before, and forget about those things. If you suddenly tell me now that Chen Wenwen took the initiative to talk to me,
You have expressed your kindness and want to ask my opinion. I will still tell you to follow your own feelings. If you are sure that you still like Chen Wenwen and have nostalgia for her, then try to accept it instead of thinking about whether it is appropriate or not.
question."
"What you said...is a bit contradictory." Lu Mingfei whispered, "If it's not suitable, why do you encourage me to... give it a try?"
"Do you want a more literary club-style answer, or a more realistic answer?"
"It's more like a literary club." Lu Mingfei thought it would be nice to have some fun.
Lin Nian sorted out his words, and then said slowly, "Some things are not things that are suitable or inappropriate at all, but regrets - regrets that I didn't try to find out if they were suitable. I remember you called me at night when you were in high school.
I, when you entered the class and saw her the first time, you felt that she was the only one in your life. You said it was love at first sight. I laughed at you because you were attracted by sex, so you were hesitant.
I encourage you to bet your entire youth during the three years of high school, not because I know the final outcome of this bet, but because I know the rules of the gambling table. You just have to bet your youth.
Then just leave it to God, because no matter you win or lose on the gambling table, there will always be a result, no matter whether the result is good or bad - in my opinion, in matters such as youth, a given result is always better than a given result more than ten years later.
I suddenly regretted it at night."
Lu Mingfei was a little stunned when he heard this, and after a long time he said, "What's a more realistic answer?"
"Try it without asking for your money, and I don't ask for your responsibility, unless you kill someone. Young people are free to fall in love. You and I agree. In the end, we will have a big quarrel. You despise me, I hate you, and we will never interact with each other."
. Completely ruined this relationship, trampled the once beautiful flower into the mud, and will never look back at her again, leaving any unrealistic thoughts behind, tearing apart the fantasy, embracing the ugly reality, and be happy
Find the next one with your heart." The blonde girl blurted out that it was realistic literature. She has always been a very realistic person.
Lu Mingfei was silent, and after a long time he said, "So, do you agree with this view?"
"You don't need me to agree with your feelings, because as a friend, I agree with everything you do. As long as you tell me that it is what you desperately want to do, and that person is the person you really want to love." Lin Nian
Slowly said, "As a friend, I only need to support you when you are not on the wrong path. I don't care how loud and ugly you cry when we break up again, or whether you will vomit if you drag me to drink."
For me, I only care about whether you will regret it in the future, because I will not be able to help you at that time. It is better to give you more confidence when I can help you, and try my best not to leave regrets and regrets. Failure is not terrible.
, Regret is terrible.”
"Let's bet. The white moonlight is now shining on your face. I sat by the window and counted the stars at night. Even writing her name makes me blush. Reading her name makes me feel like I'm here.
Have a private confession. But now the situation is finally reversed. The swaying moon is coming towards you. Do you still have a reason not to catch it? If it were me, I would lie on the bed and let the moon crush me to death.
Okay?" The blonde girl couldn't help but laugh in a low voice.
The lakeside was quiet for a moment, and the roaring lake wind kept blowing, making holes under the tablecloth. Two young people sat under the warm yellow light, looking sideways in different directions, but their eyes were the same.
view.
Lin Nian turned to look at Lu Mingfei. Lu Mingfei lowered his head and said softly, "I...I probably know what I should do."
Lin Nian lowered his eyes slightly, not knowing what he was thinking, but in the end he reached across the table and patted his shoulder, leaving a final sentence:
"If you really make up your mind to sit down at the gambling table... try not to bet on whether you can get to the end this time, but bet on getting to the end no matter what the outcome is, you will not regret it."