After I stopped looking forward, my life did not get better day by day with relief. Instead, it became gloomier day by day. I lost my appetite and was depressed. I had several serious illnesses. But fortunately, I was more or less a mixed race and survived in the end.
, but it also got rid of the root cause of the disease. After all, climbing to high places without hindrance caused problems with my body. The man next to the hospital bed was very concerned about me, but I deliberately avoided her concern. Her concern made me
It feels cruel, and it is also cruel to both of us.
Time passed day by day and soon it was the end of the year. I went to the Sima family without telling everyone. The Sima family welcomed me very much. The person who greeted me said that they had heard of my story and that I saved the ancestor of the Zhao family.
I feel surprised, and at the same time I hope that I can lend a helping hand if the same thing happens to the Sima family in the future.
When I was dealing with the kindness of the Sima family, I visited their compound, and also met the young man who was designated as the next generation "Yue". She was a girl with outstanding appearance. When I first saw her, she was in
Practicing Qigong in the yard, sitting under a locust tree, sparrows landed on her shoulders and fluttered, and she looked at the little guys with the same lively eyes.
I walked over and chatted with her for a while. I asked her what kind of person she wanted to be in the future. She said she wanted to be the best "Yue" and create a bright future for herself and the clan.
Afterwards, I apologized to the Sima family members who received me, then turned around and left the Sima family compound.
It suddenly rained heavily on my way home. The rain came very quickly and wet my clothes. When I got home, I changed into clean clothes, took an umbrella and got ready to go out. But when I walked to the door, I
I found Xian Man standing by the door waiting for me.
She didn't say anything, just hugged me and went back into the house.
I quietly left the house and went to the completed building. I bypassed the man at the security booth and took the elevator to the top floor. In front of the locked door on the top floor, I reached into my pocket and prepared to take out what I had prepared.
The wire opened the lock, but inexplicably found a key.
That key is the key to the rooftop.
I remembered the hug that Zian Man gave me when I left. I stood in front of the door in silence for a long time and opened the rooftop door.
It was raining heavily and the wind was howling outside, so I didn't hold an umbrella. Holding an umbrella in such wind and rain would only make me lose my footing and fall to the bottom of the building.
I walked to the rooftop despite the wind and rain. The guardrail was not high, only about half my body. I leaned on the guardrail and looked at the courtyard to see what was going on inside. Everything in front of me was blurred by the wind and rain, and I couldn't see anything clearly.
The howling wind made it difficult to raise my head, and the screams of the wind and rain seemed to laugh at everything I did.
I leaned forward to get a better look.
The wind picked up, and then my feet slipped, I stepped on the air, lost my center of gravity, and fell forward uncontrollably.
At that moment I suddenly understood a lot of things.
The moment before I shouted, a hand grabbed the back of my collar and pulled me back.
I was still in a daze and wanted to turn around, but something sharp hit me on the back of my head, causing a cold sting.
I know who is coming. There is only one person in the world who would save my life at such a time and yet threaten me without any scruples.
In the wind and rain, I asked her loudly and hoarsely, "How did you know I would come here? Did you always know I was here?"
She coldly told me not to be so shameless, not everyone is a voyeur like me.
I come to the same place every day, just waiting for an opportunity like now, an opportunity to communicate. She shoved the sweet-scented osmanthus tree in front of me and refused to interact with me. Then the next time we interact with me, she can only take the initiative.
I.
I wanted to turn around, but she said whoever turned around would die. I could only stop because I didn't think she was joking.
She calmly asked me if I wanted to die so late and in such a storm.
I asked loudly, why didn't I see you come up and care about me when I was sitting here in the heavy wind and rain?
She said nothing and answered me with dead silence. This was the cruelest answer.
She sheathed her sword and told me to go back.
I didn't look back or move, saying I wouldn't go back.
She stood still behind her for a while, and then asked me, "Li Xingchu, do you remember when I used to drink tea and snacks with you in the yard and discuss the future."
I nodded. I always told her many wonderful things, but she never told me about the future she imagined.
"I can tell you now, I can never see my future, so why is this not my future?" She said lightly, "Get out of here before I tell you to get out with my own hands."
"Give me a chance, I can help you, now I am sure." I whispered.
"I don't need your help, Li Xingchu. You have to know one thing. I have been disappointed in you since that day when I kicked you out of the yard." I could hear the strong disappointment and disgust in her tone.
, "Indecisive, constant interruptions, many times you just need to reach out and grab it and turn around and walk away. Everything can start again, but you will always be like this in the end."
I was silent for a long time, as if I was so stung by the words that I couldn't speak. Finally, I said, "Give me a chance."
She was silent.
I took a step back and said, "You can go home and think about it carefully. There is no need to give an answer now. If you have figured it out, move the tree blocking the door in your yard tomorrow and I will take you away."
"Li Xingchu, don't you understand? I don't need the opportunity you give me." Li Muyue said slowly, "Maybe if the person who gives me the opportunity is your brother, I would be more willing to accept it. You are indeed very smart, but you
Never tried hard."
I could only hear the sound of wind and rain, but nothing else. I couldn't imagine her expression, whether she was silent or moved, or joking and mocking like an actor.
I took a deep breath towards the sky and shouted at him almost shouting, "Li Muyue, the next successor of 'Yue' has been chosen. I have seen her! She is excellent! Maybe even better than you! You have already
Did you know that you were abandoned by the clan?"
"I know." she replied.
"You're going to die! Let me save you! I can save you!" There was a hint of helpless crying in my tone, maybe I didn't notice it myself.
Maybe I should have been like this when I first met her, and there wouldn't have been so many bitter incidents in the future.
She didn't respond to me, so I turned around and wanted to tell her what I had been thinking about for half a year, but as soon as I turned around, there was a gentle tap and push on my forehead.
As the world was spinning, I heard her laughter, as light as the breeze, and her last words.
Idiot, it's okay, I just want to return to my original state. I already had nothing and no hope.
I lost weight and fell out of the guardrail. I vaguely saw Li Muyue standing by the rooftop guardrail. She watched me fall, then turned and left.
Then there was only rain in front of me. As I fell, the rain floated up. It seemed that the raindrops were not falling towards me, but that I was falling towards the sky.
Between life and death, I wanted to understand one thing, and also the meaning of what my uncle said to me in the ward that day.
There are some things that you have to live longer to know. In fact, you can never come to an end with someone, because the emotion is too profound and it is an endless wasteland in life.
For Li Muyue, her love is like walking on the endless desert, seeing a wisp of green smoke in the distance, thinking it is a human firework, a hope of life, running towards it with joy, only to find that it is a dark lightning strike
Wood, and I am that wood. She never gave up, but that wood never bloomed.
I only regret that Qingyan is not a home, and I hate that I am full of expectations when I die.
Falling in the darkness, I gently raised my right hand and almost touched the moon in the sky.
It's a pity that it's dawn.
When I opened my eyes and got up from the water-filled ground, it was already the next morning.
The sky is dark and bright.
After a rain, the sky and the ground exchange clothes. When you look up, it becomes dim for thousands of miles, but when you look down, the stars shine brightly.
The security guard who woke up at the security booth in the distance found me sitting on the ground, and quickly ran over and asked me why I was sleeping here. I lowered my head and did not answer. I just patted the rooftop key in my pocket into his hand and told him that I
I am the owner here. Could you please tell me where the nearest construction site is?