Chapter 1904 Searching and searching, deserted and miserable
Seeing Murong Qingxue's silence, Suzaku continued to ask, "Miss Axue, do you like the Dragon Lord very much?"
As soon as she said this, Murong Qingxue panicked, "Sister Zhuque, what are you talking about? I don't like Brother Chen Qi. I just, I just..."
Zhuque pursed his lips, "Just like it if you like it. Be more free and easy. We are not outsiders."
Murong Qingxue pursed her red lips and nodded in the end, "So what if you like her? Brother Chen Qi is a married man, and his heart can no longer tolerate the second person. I just have unrequited love."
Unexpectedly, Suzaku suddenly patted the back of Murong Qingxue's hand, as if he had found a close friend, "I understand how you feel."
Murong Qingxue was stunned for a while, and then she realized something, "Sister Zhuque, could it be possible that you also..."
Suzaku shrugged and admitted openly, "What can I do? The Dragon Lord is so outstanding. In my opinion, there is no other perfect man like him in this world.
I am by his side all year round, so it is inevitable that I will be attracted to him."
"To be honest, sometimes, I quite envy you."
"Envy me?"
Murong Qingxue blinked her eyes.
"Yes, I have known the Dragon Lord for a longer time than you, but all this time, the Dragon Lord has only regarded me as his colleague, subordinate, or friend. He has no other feelings for me."
Suzaku sighed and said.
Murong Qingxue smiled bitterly, "Sister Zhuque, what are you talking about? Brother Chen Qi doesn't have any feelings for me either."
Suzaku shook his head, "It doesn't happen now, but that doesn't mean it won't happen in the future.
After all, you..."
At this point, Suzaku suddenly stopped.
Because she is currently the only person who knows the secrets of Chen Qi and Murong Qingxue.
It would obviously be inappropriate to make things clear at this time.
Then, in order to avoid embarrassment, Suzaku quickly changed the subject, "The Dragon Lord's courtyard is ahead. Let's go there quickly. Maybe we can have a dinner."
However, just when the two of them reached the entrance of the courtyard, they heard a sobbing sound coming from the courtyard.
Listening to that voice, it seems to be Ye Miaoyu?
"Why do you have to tell me?"
But at this time, Ye Miaoyu cried to Chen Qi, "You could have hidden it from me, so we could have been in peace all the time, right?"
Chen Qi was silent for a moment and then said, "I think you have the right to know about this matter."
"But I don't want to know at all! What is your relationship with Murong Qingxue and what happened? I'm not interested at all!"
Chen Qi: "..."
Suzaku: "..."
Murong Qingxue: "..."
Just listen to Chen Qi continue to say, "I don't want to hide anything from you. This matter is my fault. If I hide it from you, I will feel guilty."
"Then, what will happen if you tell me?
Do you have a clear conscience when you say it?"
Ye Miaoyu wiped away her tears, "Things have already happened, what can you let me do?"
"I am willing to beat me and scold me."
Ye Miaoyu bit her lip, then turned and left.
Chen Qi wanted to step forward to persuade him, but Ye Miaoyu replied, "Don't follow me. I want to be alone."
Chen Qi: "..."
Such a scene was naturally seen by Zhuque and Murong Qingxue who were not far away.
From Suzaku's perspective, one can clearly see Murong Qingxue's body trembling slightly.
At this time, Murong Qingxue was like a child who had done something wrong, lowering her head deeply.
"Miss Axue, that..." Suzaku wanted to comfort her, but didn't know what to say.
Then she saw Murong Qingxue handing the basket in Zhuque's hand, "Sister Zhuque, you can take these drinks and eat them."
I suddenly felt unwell and went back first."
Suzaku was hesitant to speak, "Miss Axue, are you okay?"
Murong Qingxue slowly raised her head and forced a smile, "I'm fine."
After saying that, Murong Qingxue turned around and hid her face, two lines of crystal tears slid down her cheeks.
Suzaku held the basket and looked at Murong Qingxue's retreating back, uncertain.
She had a wry smile on her face. As the only person with a normal mood, she didn't know who to comfort immediately.
Then, Suzaku looked at Chen Qi, who was alone and depressed in the courtyard, and walked over with the basket.
"Ahem~~~"
Zhuque coughed twice, put the basket on the stone table, and sat down next to Chen Qi.
Chen Qi glanced at Suzaku, "Do you have any cigarettes?"
Suzaku took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed it over.
Of course she doesn't have the habit of smoking. These cigarettes are specially prepared for Chen Qi on weekdays.
Chen Qi lit a cigarette for himself and started smoking silently.
"When did you come?"
"It's been a while."
"Then what happened just now, did you see it?"
Suzaku nodded.
Chen Qi: "..."
"Do you think I'm stupid?"
"A little bit."
Chen Qi laughed at himself, "You are right, I am indeed a novice when it comes to emotions, but this is the only way I can think of at the moment..."
Suzaku randomly picked up a fallen leaf from the stone table and played with it without responding.
At this time, Chen Qi noticed the basket on the stone table and asked, "What is this?"
"Some food and drinks."
Chen Qi opened the lid of the basket and said, "Well, it looks good. Your skills have become longer recently?"
"I didn't do this."
"bought?"
"Miss Axue made it for you."
"Miss Ashue?"
Chen Qi was stunned for a long time.
"She came with me just now."
"Then...she saw it too?"
Suzaku nodded again.
Chen Qi: "..."
Suzaku: "..."
After a while, Chen Qi leaned weakly on his seat, "Am I no longer human at both ends?"
"It's three heads."
"Um?
What's the meaning?"
Suzaku deliberately averted his eyes to prevent Chen Qi from seeing her expression at this time.
At night, a melancholy cloud covered the bright moon and stars. Instead, there was a burst of raindrops, which wetted the streets of Shangjing.
Tonight's Shangjing River is quiet and peaceful, with few people around.
Some are just some fishermen who braved the night rain to come.
A few scattered lights swayed on the river, just like the sky on earth, which was fascinating.
On the embankment, a faint sound of a woman's sobbing could be heard.
At this time, her clothes were soaked by the rain, but she didn't care at all. She just faced the dark night, pear blossoms with rain, and cried sadly.
This person is naturally Murong Qingxue, who came out of the Chen Mansion not long ago.
The previous ‘quarrel’ between Chen Qi and Ye Miaoyu is still vivid in my mind.
She firmly believed that the conflict between the two was entirely caused by her.
As a third party, she intervened between the two of them, which caused a rift in the relationship between Chen Qi and Ye Miaoyu.
This is exactly what she least wants to see.
In Murong Qingxue's view, liking someone does not necessarily mean being in love with them and staying together forever.
As long as the other person can be happy, she is willing to pay no matter how high the price is.
But now Chen Qi and Ye Miaoyu are quarreling over her. If they part ways in the end, won't she become a sinner for the ages?
In this way, self-blame, grievance, loneliness, regret, all kinds of emotions were intertwined together, making her feel mixed and miserable.
Looking at the dark river in front of him, an idea came to Murong Qingxue's heart.
‘If I am no longer here, will Brother Chen Qi and Sister Miaoyu reconcile as before?
’
‘If I disappear from this world, will all the troubles caused by me be solved?
’
Then, Murong Qingxue slowly stood up and walked to the edge of the river embankment.
Through the dim light on the side, Murong Qingxue could see her haggard reflection in the water.
The river was sparkling, and Murong Qingxue seemed to suddenly see her grandfather's kind face again.
"Grandpa, why did you leave me so early?
Ah Xue is alone in the world, so pitiful and lonely. Ah Xue misses you so much..." Murong Qingxue kept wiping her tears and cried very sadly.
Having said this, Murong Qingxue closed her eyes slightly and began to lean forward.
