339. Chapter 339 Why are you afraid of being with the person you love the most?
Jian Shan held her hand and said, "Don't be excited, okay? I know you are scared. I know you have always wanted to live a free and stable life. No matter Hanling or Tianxi, it is impossible to have what you want."
Freedom and stability... But Qingling, you can escape from Qi Jinmo, but I can't leave Chu Yixing."
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"He needs me..." Even if she is not very powerful, she is sure that he needs her...
"He will hurt you... Your body is already riddled with holes, so aren't you afraid?"
Jian Shan frowned, looking at Qing Ling in front of her, she was a little unhappy...
Afraid? Why should you be afraid when you are with the person you love most?
Everyone hopes to live a stable and happy life, but how many people in the world can get their wish?
Does marrying an ordinary person mean stability? Does staying away from the underworld world where Chu Yixing and Qi Jinmo live mean freedom?
not like this……
No one can predict what may happen in the future, and no one can say that their future life will be stable and free.
In this era where even relationships and marriage have become fast food culture, love is like a myth...
She can be with the person she loves, and that person also loves her, which already makes her much luckier than others!
Why still be afraid?
Afraid of injury? Afraid of setbacks?
"Qing Ling, let me tell you something that you may not like to hear..."
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"If you didn't hold hatred, but looked at Qi Jinmo in a different light...if you were willing to accompany him all the way...maybe Qi Jinmo wouldn't be what he is today."
"What nonsense are you talking about!" Qing Ling pushed Jian Shan away violently, "What do you know! What do you know?! He killed your whole family, how can you not hate him! Jian Shan, you really can't stand and talk without pain.
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Jian Shan looked at her quietly and said calmly, "My father ruined the Yixing family..."
Qing Ling was stunned.
"Yixing's father is dead, and it was my father who killed him...Yixing's mother couldn't accept it and went crazy. All the scars on Yixing's body were caused by my father..."
"But Yixing doesn't hate me. What he sees is that I love him, so he said that as long as I love him, he can let go of all this hatred... Even if he can't let it go for a while, he will be able to let it go one day..."
Qing Ling looked at Jian Shan in astonishment.
"You have been with Qi Jinmo for so many years...you only saw how many people he killed, and you only saw that he wiped out your entire family, but have you ever asked him? Why did he kill your whole family? You asked him again, he has experienced it all
What happened?"
"say no more……"
"Qiqi is not born cold-blooded... He needs you, Qingling."
"I saw his diary, and he asked if Qingling would be different from others, would she always be by my side and accompany me on this journey..."
"Impossible, impossible! A person like him still wants to get the sincerity of others? How ridiculous! Extremely ridiculous!"
Jian Shan pursed her lips, "Whether you believe it or not, I have told you what I know."
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"Shan'er?" Chu Yixing walked down the stairs.
Jian Shan raised his eyebrows, "Have you finished talking to Huangfu?"
"...Well, let's go back."
"Okay!" Jian Shan responded hurriedly. She glanced at Qing Ling, "I can't understand the pain you have experienced. I'm just subjectively speaking my thoughts. I think Qi Qi will be very happy that he has a child.
, no matter what he says...I'm leaving, you take care of yourself."